“are you okay with the terms in this contract? anything you want to add or remove?” you asked the tall, bear-like man before you.
“no ma’am, everything seems to be okay,” he said as he took a deep breath as if the world has lifted off his chest.
you never thought he would be like this or rather he would be into the same things as you. he had been keeping all the things he wanted you to do to him a secret just as you were, too scared of scarring the other away by your wild fantasies. who would have thought that the both of you would be seated across each other forming an agreement on what sexual fantasies you both wanted to carry out in your times together.
The agreement went like this, he was okay with being sub or dom whatever you wanted him to be in the moment and vice versa. he wants to be whipped, gagged and slapped when in sub mode and the icing on the cake
he wants to call you mommy.
a relationship was not what either of you were looking for right now, whenever either of you were in need the other would make themselves available for anything, anywhere.
tonight, you wanted to put the contract into action, you needed him, you had a rough day at work and needed someone to take it out on and so you called him.
“i need you here right now, come over, mommy’s needy”
you calling yourself mommy already set the mood in motion, he knew tonight he would be your sub and he had no objections about it. he questioned if it was weird that he was so excited, he couldn’t wait to be slapped around by you he wanted to be used by you.
Shownu entered your apartment making his way to your room and without uttering a word, he entered your room and went down on his knees, waiting for your orders.
“you’re such a good boy for me aren’t you? “ you purred as you held his chin while you sucked on his bottom lip
“mommy had a bad bad day and you’re gonna help her, i need you to suck this stress out of my pussy, can you do that for me ?”
he couldn’t answer, he was so fascinated by your confidence and dominance, its as if he didnt hear you your presence overpowered all his senses
“i asked you a question Shownu,” you said as you slapped his face, his cheek red with your hand print, that didnt seem to do much might have just made him hornier.
“yes ma’am, ill eat you out until you forget about your bad day”
“lay back” you ordered, going to stand over his plush lips, shifting your panties to the side giving him a peak at your wet core, lowering yourself on his face
“ah- baby, you were hungry for mommy mm ?” it seemed like he needed you more than you needed him, he eagerly lick and sucked at your core, drawing wetness from your core, slurping on it like it was his favorite drink.
you grabbed his head holding it firm against the floor as you grind yourself on his nose, letting it hit your swollen nub, “stick your tongue out, let mommy bounce on it “ you moaned out feeling your orgasm near
“oh fuckkk, oh baby, mommy’s cumming on your tongue, uh fuckkkkkk” and with that, the day’s stress streamed into his mouth, he moaned at your taste, begging for more.
“clean me up with your tongue,” you sat, letting him lick up all your cum stopping him soon after as he began getting carried away.
“you may leave, call me when you’re ready,” you dismissed him and he left, just as you wanted, he stood outside your bedroom door almost in a daze, thinking that what just happened was a dream, he couldn’t believe it, he felt as if he hit jackpot with you and this agreement.
Yeah in case everyone forgot, this is in fact a writing blog 😐 I'm sorry for not posting in so long, I was just in this weird writers block for a while 😔 anyways, enjoy :)
Monsta X reaction to somnophilia
Shownu
As the leader of a group of 5 rambunctious man-children (well, more like 4, kihyun isn't as much of a handful) he tends to be exhausted by the time he comes home but at the same time he wants to be able to get intimate with you so he finds himself in a lil bit of a conundrum. Once he stumbles upon somnophilia he honestly doesn't know why he hadn't thought of it sooner. So one night when he gets home, he finds you in the bedroom reading a book and flops down beside you. He starts to leave a trail of lazy kisses along your neck and talks about the new thing he learned. You don't need to be asked twice before you're palming the bulge in his pants as he slowly starts to doze off. His voice ends up getting higher in pitch as he falls asleep, his hips constantly jerking up into your touch. He's in the same boat as Wonho in the sense that he wants you to mark him up so he can see them the next morning. The soreness he feels in his bones when he drags himself out of bed in the morning makes him even crazier for you if that were even possible. All in all he loves you more than life itself and the fact you can use him whenever you want turns him on a lot.
Wonho
You'd have to be crazy to think he wouldn't be into this. Wonho's is so sweet and pliant and just willing to do anything for you at the drop of a hat so you like to treat him sometimes without him having to worry about pleasuring you. The best way to do that is to take care of him when he's sleeping. He looks so cute with his lil cheek squished against his pillow, his shorts riding up to show off even more of his lovely thighs so you can't really stop yourself from being all over him. His favorite thing is when you leave marks all over him while he's sleeping; hickeys that cover his chest, thighs, and neck and well as red lines from your nails raking over his skin or small bruises from where you squeeze him particularly hard. He loves to wake up to the lovely ache all over his skin and he's pleasantly surprised when he looks in the mirror and sees how you've marked him as your own without his knowledge. He'll get all giddy and stare at the marks for hours if he can cause he loves them so much :,))
Minhyuk
Poor puppy can never seem to take his mind off of you, especially when he was sleeping apparently. Of course you loved having intimate time with your boyfriend but you were a little less than enthusiastic when it was at three am and you had to get up for work in four hours. You were suddenly reminded of the conversation you had had with Minhyuk last week, when he told you if he ended up bothering you when you were sleeping with his "problems" (since it happened more often than you would think) you could use him to tire his body out since that seems to be the only way his past partners had been able to solve it. That was what led you to edging his unconscious body four times before deciding to let him cum. It definitely helped diffuse the situation but you couldn't help yourself, he just looks and sounds so pretty moaning for you. It's not like he'd ever stop you from doing it. If the way he came as soon as he woke up to his cock in your mouth was any indication, you were certain he liked it too. Sometimes when he's just starting to wake up in the middle of a session you like to tease him because his brain is so fuzzy he can only chant one phrase over and over. Like if you say "You're my sweet lil puppy, aren't you baby? Such a whore, letting me use your body like this." He'll end up in an endless loop of saying "Your sweet puppy! Your slutty little puppy!" Over and over again until you finally let him cum. You'd be lying if you said you hadn't taken a picture or two before 👀
Kihyun
Not only does he enjoy it, he encourages you to. How can you possibly resist someone so pretty and pliant just waiting to be used?? On the days he gets home before you, he'll make sure to put on some pretty lingerie before falling asleep for you to find when you start running your hands all over his body. It really is impossible to resist him then. You also found out that you could make him start to cry even when he's asleep and you've made it your mission to watch him do it every time after that. His eyes will be closed, some pretty lace adorning his body as his body twitches and spasms in your grasp and after edging him for a little while you see the tears start to trail beautifully down his cheeks and you're certain you've never seen him look more beautiful. He'll be hella embarrassed when he wakes up and feels the tears on his face and he'll jerk his head to the side and bury it into the pillow so you can't see the beauty of his tears which is slightly disappointing but his embarrassed whines make up for it.
Hyungwon
Oh my god he's the biggest slut for somnophilia. There is nothing he wants more than to wake up to the feeling of your strap thrusting into him, his orgasm washing over him as he struggles to comprehend what's happening in the world around him. He loves when you use his body for your own pleasure so he encourages you to use it whenever you want. He also doesn't like being woken up in the middle of the night for anything so it's better for both parties if you just do what you want and let him sleep. And his little whines and whimpers when he's sleeping are even cuter somehow?? It's mostly because when he's awake he's embarrassed by his own noises so he tends to keep them down, but when he's sleeping he no longer has control over how vocal he is so he'll whimper and squirm with the lightest touch. You'll be lightly trailing your fingertips over his inner thighs, watching his breathing pick up before you rake your nails down the sensitive skin just to hear his sweet whimpers as his body jerks under you. He's the prettiest like that so who are you to pass up that opportunity?
Jooheon
I don't know why but I can imagine him being a lil bit of a sleep talker, like if you talk to him when he's sleeping he'll say something back even tho he isn't awake so when you start touching him when he's asleep he'll start babbling even tho he isn't really conscious. You could be touching him and he'll start whining and squirming and if you ask him "How does this feel baby? Knowing I can use your body like my own little toy whenever I want to, huh?" And he'll just start babbling about how good you feel and how much he likes it and it's all kinda slurred together because he isn't awake but it's super fucking cute so you love to do it. Jooheon does enjoy waking up to you playing with him, telling him what a sweet boy he is for you and praising him nonstop. And he already cums relatively quickly but he's so much more sensitive when he's asleep so by the time he wakes up you've already made him cum like three times but he doesn't mind. It's one of the first things he comprehends when he finally does wake up so he starts begging you to milk him of everything he has. It's even cuter if you get some of his cum on your fingers and shove them in his mouth cause he still can't fully comprehend what's happening so his head will flop to the side and the cum you had on your fingers just kinda drips from the corner of his mouth, covering both his cheek and the pillow beneath him. Overall, Jooheon + somnophilia is a true blessing to this world.
Changkyun
2nd biggest slut 😔✊. You can really do whatever you want with him when he's sleeping, he's given you full permission for everything. The only thing off limits is blindfolding cause obviously if he wakes up to being tied up and blindfolded he's gonna freak the fuck out, but everything else is on the table. That being said, however, no matter how many times you've made him cum, if he wakes up to you playing with him while he's tied to the bed he will become hard as a rock. If he doesn't wake up during (somehow) then he immediately gets turned on when he wakes up the next morning to the stinging red marks on his wrists so then you have another problem to deal with. Changkyun is such a sweetheart when he first wakes up as well (if your playing with him) so he'll just sit there with no complaints as you absolutely ravish his tired body. He's so much easier to deal with when he's sleeping cause he can't talk back to you so maybe you should savor the time you have before he fully wakes up, just saying-
request: Hey could I please request a headcanon/reaction with a male reader about aftercare with each monsta x member also possibly please make super fluffy n soft? (love your blog btw xx)
a/n: thank you so much nonnie 🥺❤️ hope you enjoy! this is very much with a focus on them in their little individual scenarios but pls let me know if you’d like to see a more reader focused version or if instead of this little scenarios you’d just want headcanons about aftercare with them individually in general (i think that was more what you originally wanted but idk this was just easier for me to write so just let me know if you’d rather me write actual headcanons)!!!
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content: sub!monsta x, dom!gn!reader, these are all still nsfw and some stuff have smutty intros to the little scenarios, just general aftercare stuff like cleaning them up, giving water, giving massages, offering food, etc.
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son hyunwoo/shownu:
he shudders, body still twitching with little aftershocks of pleasure as he lies there, practically paralyzed by the cloudy feeling in his head and the heavy, comfortable ache in his limbs, “sweet bear,” you murmur with a kiss to his forehead, he smiles softly, “let me clean you up.”
he lies still as the warm cloth rubs gently against his skin, wiping off the mess that came with the intense kind of sex you had just had. it was incredible, but you both came out of it with a mess.
but shownu can’t exist in this world without caring for someone at any given moment, and so as quickly as the high completely dies down and you’re done cleaning him up, he offers to help you. he’s still aching with pain, so you try not to let him, but he’s insistent, and at some point you just gotta give in. you let him clean you up as you kiss little pecks of love onto his cheek, his chin, his temple, even his nose. he laughs endearingly, and all is comfortable. conversation is light, just soft little ‘i love you’s and little giggles of happiness.
though he’ll probably, in the awkward yet charming shownu fashion, ask to go get food soon after. 
lee hoseok/wonho:
his jaw hangs open with his pretty eyes closed as he takes in the overwhelming pleasure, shaking from a high that’s left him breathless. he has just enough mind left to remember that he could break the headboard if he isn’t careful with his muscled arms tied above his head. you both had to learn the hard way before just how strong he really was.
his heavy breaths are the only sounds that fill the room as you give him a moment to get himself together enough for you both to shower. you press faint little kisses on his hand or his shoulder as you wait patiently. there’s no rush, and besides, he’s quite the view like this.
your hand massages his chest absentmindedly the moment you can see those thoughts return to him, “was i- was i good? did you even cum? we can keep going, i don’t mind-”
“you can’t handle any more, sweetheart. let it go,” you cut him off, a soft smile on your features, “you were good. you’re always perfect to me.”
lee minhyuk:
cum splattered on his trembling torso leaves him looking so deliciously wrecked, not to mention the look of desperation and helplessness permanently etched on his face. his wrists are bruised from all the struggling in those handcuffs, and his poor butt will be stinging with an ache that won’t leave him for a week at least.
but he looks content as you wipe the cum off of him, helping him to the bathroom where you can clean him up properly. he watches you blankly with dazed eyes and a dopey little smile as you focus so intently, he’s endeared by how much you care every single time.
“baby,” you whisper to him, so spaced out and happy that you have to wave your hand in front of his face to get his attention, “let’s get you dressed. i’ll order us food, and we can have a movie night. how does that sound?”
yoo kihyun:
tears stain his cheeks as he hiccups, crying as he cums for the third time that night. he begs for that to be the last one because it felt like if he had to keep going his body would just break. he clings to your arm as you hush his crying, cum covering his stomach and thighs and the towel underneath him. he doesn’t even have it in him anymore to be embarrassed, the little tingles of pleasure rippling through him as the high subsides.
“kihyun, darling,” you say, running your fingers through his hair. he’s too sweaty for it to be too cute of a moment, but it’s comforting to him, your touch is such a comfort, “sweetie, you did so well. i’m so proud.”
he was grateful he was already crying because your loving words and your softest touch while he’s in such a vulnerable and bare state would have made him more emotional than he’d like to admit.
chae hyungwon:
he lays limply on the bed, still breathing heavy but mostly recovered from a high so intense that he’s always amazed at just how incredible being yours feels. you make him sit up reluctantly and hand him a bottle of water with the lid already unscrewed and as he drinks, you’re already sitting behind him, rubbing his back and all those tense muscles seem to relax with just a little bit of pressure.
he moans lightly the entire time, but you never do it hard enough to really hurt, “talk to me, won. how are you doing after that?”
“good, i’m alright. you- ah, you’re a lot stronger than i was anticipating,” he says somewhat exasperatedly, but you both laugh it off and he goes back to drinking his water.
you sigh comfortably, suddenly more lovey dovey in that moment, “i love you, won.”
he smiles, “i love you too.”
lee jooheon:
he holds the pillow close as he shivers even though he really isn’t cold. your session hadn’t been that intense, but you always make him feel so good and he’s so far up in the clouds that he needs you to safely bring him back down.
“honey,” your touch helps to ground him as you lay behind him, holding his waist.
he feels so small and adored being held like this, so dizzy and dazed he can barely do anything besides lie there and let you whisper little nothings in his ear.
he always gets butterflies like this. your words always make him happy but there’s something about being in this state while you whisper to him, “i love you, sweetie. you did so well, always my good boy,” that just gets him lost in contentment. you smile, “take your time coming down, sweetheart. i’ll be here the whole time.”
im changkyun/i.m:
his head between your thighs was definitely the prettiest sight, but it’s easy to admit that he looks adorable with his head resting on your lap. you would have stopped a while ago after he came, but he’s always adamant about you getting off too. his fingers gently rub your thigh as he sits on the floor beside the bed, still resting his head on your thighs and leaving faint little kisses that make you giggle.
“kyunnie?” you say, and his eyes flutter open, looking up at you so adoringly, “how do you feel, baby?”
he sighs comfortably, like he’s in a daze. you help him up off the floor and cuddle him on the bed, brushing his dark hair out of his pretty eyes as he murmurs, “i’m happy.”
“i’m glad,” you whisper, this time it’s you pressing kisses to his shoulder, “let me hold you for a few minutes and then i’ll get up and take care of the mess, and i’ll also make you something to eat, okay?”
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warnings: straight up cg/l, it aint even masked. he also says mama/papa like, once, so i guess there’s a mommy/daddy kink warning that needs to be popped in here too
• just a smol psa before I really get into this?? these ideas came about when I was discussing a polyamorous relationship with sub! mx and have been built around those circumstances
• upon first glance, hyungwon is among the most well-behaved boys. he hardly ever kicks up much of a fuss and does his best to help you out with whatever he can
• he's submissive, sure, but when you're not home or you're busy, he takes on more of a dominant role with the other boys to uphold the dynamic that helps things flow so smoothly
• and he's surprisingly good at it?? so much so that some of the others (namely hyunwoo and honey) have taken quite the shining to him
• he tends to his chores without complaint, he follows any and all rules down to the 't.' if he's got free time, he'll keep to himself or curl up with you to nap
• he's quiet and very respectful and just?? a best boy by nature, ya feel??
• this is due largely in part to the fact that the relationship you share with him and the others is far from conventional and extremely taxing. coming home from work to seven rowdy boys yelling and wreaking havoc every day can't be an easy thing to deal with and he wants to lessen that burden as much as possible
• he's such a sweetheart it's kind of ridiculous. he's always murmuring soft words of praise or thanking you for little things because he really does appreciate everything you do for them
• he'll bring you snacks when you're working from home and rub your shoulders as he reads what you're typing on your laptop over your shoulder
• he'll drag you off to watch movies with him and the others when he feels like you're overexerting yourself, face lighting up when he sees the warm smile that graces your lips when you crawl into the quaint pillow fort they all threw together
• he doesn't ask for much and his preferences kind of reflect that
• he doesn't indulge in fine things like kihyun, doesn't appreciate lace and silky makeup the way he does
• he likes sweets but doesn't crave them the way honey and hyunwoo seem to
• he has plushies, but they're nothing compared to the flood of them that overwhelms hoseok's bed (seriously, is there even a bed under there anymore?? or did he get rid of it in favor of sleeping on a pile of soft, multicolored fur?)
• he has a small box of things he keeps tucked away for emergencies. two thick, heavy blankets, a few sets of pastel pajamas with delicate designs on them and a single teddybear onesie, some cute hair clips and ties, and some coloring books
• i say in case of an emergency because that's usually the only time he slips into something other than subspace
• sometimes the responsibilities he's chosen to take on become overwhelming and the only way he can handle it is if he regresses for a little while
• the instances where he does regress are so few and far between that he doesn't even realize it's happening
• and it hits?? really hard??
• like, one minute he's fine and the next his eyes are big and watery and he's fisting the hem of his shirt so tight his knuckles turn white. he let's out a watery "m-mama/p-papa" and you kNOW its coming so you just kinda
• drop everything
• just scoop him up as best you can and waddle off to your room so the transition is a little easier
• little wonnie is sad wonnie, he needs to be held for a long time and loved on. he wants to be spoiled and pampered because he doesn't actively seek that type of affection when he isn't in that headspace
• it's so bad it even affects the other boys a little bit. seeing him sad makes their hearts ache and they'll come knocking at your door mere minutes later, bearing their favorite things in the hopes of brightening his mood a bit
• he'll just sit on your lap for a while, face buried in your chest as he plays subconsciously with the hem of your shirt. it's wet where his face is because he's been crying on and off for the past ten minutes
• when he finally calms down, he just wants to put on his bear onesie and be close to you, wants you to play with his hair and put it up in a cute lil ponytail with his favorite bands and clips (he’s?? so cute?? it makes him giggle when he goes to look at it in the mirror because it feels funny and looks a lil silly, too. it’s like a lil pink tree!!)
• he waddles out of the room shortly thereafter, seeking out someone to play with
• even in littlespace he's quiet and polite?? he'll spread out across the kitchen floor, humming a made-up toon as he colors or plays quietly with hyunwoo
• he'll excitedly call you over to show you whatever he's drawn or the things they've built, and after he's had his fill, he'll put everything back just as neatly as he found it
• he's very, very clingy tho
• he'll crawl on your lap whenever he can or drape himself across your back, arms winding themselves so tightly around your waist that you couldn't pry him off even if you wanted to
• he wants!! cuddles!! and kisses!! all the time, every second of the hour
• he just giggles when you cup his face and pepper them across his skin. he's the sweetest little thing I'm :(((
• speaking of sweets??? that's the only thing he wants right now?? outside of little space, he doesn't have much of a sweet tooth so you don't have much of an issue with allowing him to indulge a little bit
• a few suckers and a little bit of chocolate never hurt anyone anyway
• and it's not like he's gonna spoil his appetite?? he gave most of what you offered him to the other boys
• like i said, he's still very sweet :((((( maybe even more so when he's feeling little, he just wants everyone to be hAPPY
• he ends up staying like this for the better part of the day, until whatever has been bothering him is no longer bearing down on the shoulders of his "big" self
• he crashes hard that night, a look of sweet content gracing his features as he curls up in the middle of a pile of big bodies assembled under the roof of a pillow fort - this one made just for him
• in short, he is the sweetest, softest, most loving baby in the whole world and he deserves nothing but love and kisses
request: how do you think our boys would take care of and reassure their dom? like, with a domdrop situation, when you're feeling drained or maybe even guilty :'(
a/n: sorry if these seem kind of repetitive but i hope you like them!!! all gifs are by @imnameimss !!
word count: 2.0
content: sub!monsta x, dom!gn!reader, no smut except for the beginning of wonho’s part, usage of safewords (minhyuk and changkyun), lots of mentions and depictions of aftercare obviously, lots of bad feels on the reader’s part obviously
disclaimer: legit just please take care of your partners, whether dom or sub. remember that everyone deserves the ability to use a safeword if they need/want to and everyone deserves aftercare.
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son hyunwoo/shownu:
he usually doesn’t start or initiate anything, letting you be the one to do it, which is helpful when you don’t want to do anything. he’s not forceful nor do you have to shut down any advances because he’s just not vocal about it when he wants it. you’ve gotten good at spotting when he’s horny, so that’s not even an issue anymore.
but if anything, hyunwoo is attentive. he noticed something was off immediately, even before you had said a word, that this wasn’t just an off day where you were just tired.
“y/n?” you hear him murmur with concern laced in his voice, “is everything- are you okay?”
“what?” you finally meet his eyes, and his heart breaks just a bit, seeing all those bad feelings you’re holding back, “i- yeah, i’m fine, woo. just a bad day.”
“i don’t think is just a bad day, baby,” he reaches out to hold your hand, and you take it hesitantly, letting him pull you a bit closer, “can you tell me what’s bothering you?”
“i’m- am i a bad person?” you blurt out, before backtracking, “and like, don’t lie to make me feel better, but am i a bad person for the things i fantasize about? i mean like, i get pleasure from hurting you! that can’t be good, i must be-”
“honey,” he whispers as he uses his free hand to stroke your cheek with his thumb soothingly, and you realize just how loud you’ve been getting, “you’re not a bad person. a bad person wouldn’t care if they were bad, and they definitely wouldn’t care about me as much as you do. you’re incredible, y/n,” he smiles sadly, “now how about we make some adjustments to our aftercare routine so this doesn’t happen again, okay?”
lee hoseok/wonho:
completely opposite from shownu, wonho is always needy and has no problems initiating, but he’s also incredibly attentive and notices something is wrong rather quickly.
“on your knees, baby,” you murmur, and right away he slides off the bed to fall to his knees, maybe bruising them a bit, but he knows you love to see him bruised up and he’s happy to make his body your canvas. he sits obediently, waiting for his next command, but he doesn’t get it. instead, you just run your fingers through his hair with a distant look on your face.
he knows in a normal situation he should stay silent, but he decides that this isn’t a right situation, “y/n? is- is everything okay?”
you snap out of your daze, “i- yeah, i’m fine. can we… not do this today, though? i’m sorry.”
“of course! that’s okay! do you… wanna talk about it?” he asks as he stands up, climbing back into bed next to you.
you sigh as he pulls you closer, holding you against his chest, “just feeling kinda icky? i’ve been feeling bad about domming for a few days, i guess i can’t hold it in anymore. can you, uhm, can you say nice things? about me?”
he tries to hold in the ‘you should have told me!’ speech that he can feel already coursing through his body because he can tell it’s not what you need nor want, “you’re the most amazing, baby, the most beautiful, the sweetest, the kindest, most loving, you’re my everything, y/n. i love you.”
“i love you too, bunny. thank you.”
lee minhyuk:
he seems like he’d be oblivious, but in fact he’s probably the most attentive to any changes in your mood whether they be sudden or gradual.
and in the moment, where that sudden “what the fuck am i doing?” realization hits you, he spots it immediately. it’s obvious in the shift from that intensely focused and amused look in your eyes to a much more nervous one. it’s obvious in the way you don’t continue your movements, both leaving him physically tense and frustrated but mentally worried out of his mind, “y/n,” he mumbles. not your title or honorific, but just your name.
“i- yeah? what is it, min?” you stutter, but the facade crumbles quickly.
“red,” he whispers like it’s a forbidden word, but it’s for your sake and not his, so there’s no hesitation in his words.
“oh fuck, i’m sorry, min, here let me-”
“wait! listen to me,” he stops you from getting off of him, pulling you close instead, “i’m fine. i’m okay and i feel good and i liked what you were doing. you’re okay, you’re not a monster, you’re not a bad person.”
you don’t ever need to tell him what’s going on in order for him to know exactly the words to say, “really? you’re- you’re okay? then why did you-”
“you needed the scene to stop,” he says, “how about you let me take care of us today? i can clean up, and we can lay in bed for a few hours and cuddle, alright?” you shake your head, trying once again to get off of time, but you should have known that once minhyuk has you in his arms, you’re not getting out, “y/n, sweetie, you always take care of me, and we’ve both failed to meet your needs this time. c’mon, let me at least try and help you feel better, please?”
yoo kihyun:
kihyun makes it a point that you both talk about your feelings constantly regarding the dynamic and before and after scenes, mostly because he had experienced a lot of sub drop over the course of your relationship when he kept trying to hide any bad feelings. so because he expects full honesty from himself, he expects the same from you.
all the bad feelings come to a head when you give in and decide to talk about them, “ki?” you murmur to him next to you, and he hums in response, “can you come here?”
he finally looks up, almost worried he had done something wrong before he sees the melancholic look on your face. he comes close to you, enough for you to pull him in, hold him with every fiber of your being, “honey, what’s wrong?”
you try to be straightforward and honest, just like how he tries to be, “i’ve been feeling bad since yesterday about what i said, about liking it when you cry.”
“are you worried about how i felt about it? or do you feel like a bad person because of it?”
you sigh, “kind of both.”
“first of all, i thought that it was incredibly hot in the moment, so don’t worry at all about that first bit,” he chuckles half-heartedly, holding you tightly against himself in return, “and secondly, you’re not a bad person for enjoying that. you knew i was consenting and we talked about everything beforehand. you didn’t do anything i didn’t want.”
“you’re sure?”
“i wouldn’t lie to you, y/n. i’m sure. now what can i do after a scene to help you feel good? obviously i might need more attention physically, but aftercare is for you too.”
chae hyungwon:
hyungwon is caring in his own little, quiet way. in the way he’ll take care of chores for you or press a kiss to your forehead even as you’re asleep when he leaves or in the way he’ll notice you’re having a bad day and silently ask to hug and hold you until you feel better. he’s quietly caring.
and it’s the same now. he’s silent unless you ask him to talk, holding you quietly as you both sit on the bed, “i’m sorry, wonnie.”
“don’t apologize, you didn’t do anything wrong. just talk to me.”
“i’m so tired,” you groan, feeling his touch on your shoulder to keep you grounded, “i just feel so constantly paranoid that this isn’t what you want and i’m really just hurting you and you don’t actually want this, you’re just saying you do for my sake-”
“y/n,” he whispers, brining you attention back to him, “i have clear hard limits for a reason, and you’ve always respected them. i get that you’re trying to attentive to what i want, but i need you to trust and believe me. anything i let you do or ask you to do to me is something i want. you’re okay.”
“i’m okay, okay, just- just keep holding me. and- and keep reassuring me, please, i need to hear it,” you feel him adjust as you speak, lying down and pulling you to rest against his chest.
“of course, i’ll say those words until my lips are blue.”
lee jooheon:
he’s an angel, if a bit dense, that only wants the best for you both. so it takes him a moment to catch what’s going on, especially because he was incredibly needy for you but he can never stand to see you this messed up yet trying to keep it together.
“baby!” he calls out, hoping to catch your attention, but you’re too into your phone to look at him, “please, y/n, i’m so needy for you. i want to be all yours. so take me please, please don’t ignore me-”
“joo, please leave me be, i want to be alone,” you whisper, but your shaky voice worries him more than your words confuse and upset him.
“darling, talk to me, please,” he pleads, resting his head in your lap in order to make you look at him, “tell me what’s wrong.”
“i just- i feel bad, okay? i don’t want this right now,” you try to keep your voice still, but it’s in vain, “fuck, jooheon, i don’t want to do this right now, okay?”
“i wasn’t- i wasn’t pressuring you into doing anything! i’m just worried about you!”
“well i just- the idea of what… i normally do today, makes me feel icky, you know?” you feel him wrap his arms around you in a weird sort of cuddle position, “i’m sorry.”
he shakes his head cutely, and you run your fingers through his hair sweetly, “don’t be, let’s just lie here till you feel better. i love you, y/n, i love you so much.”
im changkyun/i.m:
in the moment he says the safeword, changkyun isn’t focused on you, and you’re not focused on you. you’re focused on taking care of him, getting him in a more comfortable position, and asking what happened. you’re not thinking about yourself as you comfort him and lull him to sleep, and you don’t think about yourself until long past he’s fallen asleep.
but then you do think about yourself. it’s so worrying to hear the word in the moment, but once the adrenaline wears off and all there is is the stifulling and suffocating fear of ever doing that again and the cruel shame that it even happened this one time is enough to wreck any chance of falling asleep together you might have.
you sit in the kitchen, drinking a cup of water, when a grumpy and tired changkyun walks out of the bedroom and clings to your back, “why are you out of bed?”
“i wasn’t feeling good, honey. go lie down, i’ll be back soon,” you murmur hushedly, but he doesn’t leave you be.
“please don’t feel bad about earlier. it wasn’t your fault that it was too much for me.”
“baby, it kind of is. i shouldn’t have pushed you that far, and now i just, i don’t feel good. i can't- i can’t sleep. i don’t even want to look at you because i’m too afraid to face it.”
“then don’t look at me, it’s dark anyway. just listen to my voice, let me try to soothe you, okay? we can talk about what happened and how it’ll be handled later on in the morning. for now, let’s go back to bed. do you want me to sing a little bit for you to lull you to sleep?”
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a/n: sorry it’s been a while since i released anything :,( but i hope you like this!! pls enjoy me being so helplessly in love with shownu <3
word count: 1.6k
content: sub!shownu, dom!fem!reader (not she/her pronouns but afab!), honestly very light dom/sub roles but they are still there, pegging, fingering (m receiving), handjobs(m receiving), edging (very soft tho), not really an aftercare scene but they talk at the end, mention of eating at the end
summary: shownu finally lets you peg him and he can’t help loving it.
(gif by @imnameimss)
he was nervous. you can tell by the way he watches you like a hawk and lies dead still just how nervous he was. you both lie on his bed with you straddling his hips, and you rub your hand on his shoulder to soothe his nerves, “woo, baby, we don’t have to do this if you’re not comfortable with it.”
“no. no, i wanna do it. i wanna do it for you,” he mutters, “you’re always so receptive to the things i want, i want to do the same.”
“but you’ll tell me if you’re at all uncomfortable, right? the last thing i’d want is to make you endure and suffer in silence just to please me, okay?” his eyes soften with your words, and he nods silently, “words, woo, please.”
“i promise i’ll tell you if it’s too much or if i’m uncomfortable, i promise,” he assures, holding your hand as he smiles up at you.
you had asked to peg him a while ago, and back then, he never would have imagined himself saying yes. he didn’t have any problem with not being in control, but he wasn’t exactly enthusiastic about the idea of something in his ass at the time.
but now? he wanted it more than anything. so, of course, he was nervous, but seeing that gleeful smile on your face when he shyly said you could give it a shot if you still wanted to makes the whole experience worth it.
and now you straddle him, leaning down to press kisses to his soft, doll-like lips. he’s always fascinated by your obsession with his lips, but he’s not against the kisses so rough that they bruise his lips and he’s sure by the way you stare at them even more that you’re not either.
eventually, you finally start to press kisses to his jaw, leaving the room to be filled with the sounds of your lips against his skin and his heavy breaths, “baby,” he murmurs, “don’t tease me, please.”
he hears you giggle softly as you come up from kissing his neck, “sorry, angel. do you want me to touch you a little bit before we get into the main event?”
“i- yeah, please,” he murmurs, and you adjust yourself to his side as you run your fingers against his length faintly. not enough to pull a strong reaction out of him, but enough for him to feel it. your hand wraps around his cock as you start to move your hand up and down, and finally, you start to hear those incredibly soft, breathy moans that you love to hear.
“do you like that, baby?” you ask, smiling as he groans out a soft ‘yes, thank you’, always so polite when he’s in this submissive role. you continue the same motions a bit more firmly as his eyes flutter closed at the sweet feeling of your touch.
he groans softly, “i’m close,” and that’s when you slow your hand down, leaving him clueless as to why he was being edged, “wait! please, i was so-”
“shh, i know you wanna cum, but you’re gonna feel so, so good soon, angel. you just gotta trust me,” you whisper, “i’m gonna put some lube on my fingers, and i’m gonna prep you a little bit. is that okay?”
“yeah, that’s… fine. just go slow, please?”
“of course, woo,” you murmur with a kiss to his forehead as you rub the cold lube against your fingers to warm it slightly, adjusting yourself once more to be between his legs, “okay, i’m just gonna start with one. if at any moment you’re uncomfortable, tell me and we can stop.”
he nods, and you press a finger against his hole, barely entering the first knuckle before you stop to let him get used to it, “o-oh, that feels- that feel really weird.”
“like bad weird?”
“like weird weird, it’s not bad, just weird,” he says, biting his pretty bottom lip as you start to wiggle your finger just a bit, slowly sliding in the next knuckle. he doesn’t seem to be in any pain, but you still wait a moment before making the same small circular motions with your finger.
“tell me how it feels, woo,” you murmur.
“it’s feels oddly good, but still really weird,” he breathes, starting to wiggle his hips to feel a bit more now that he’s a bit more comfortable with the feeling, “can you- can you add more?”
“of course,” you press a second finger in, and for a moment he regrets asking, but the discomfort doesn’t last too long, and soon enough he finds himself moving his hips around like before.
“more, please,”
you smile, “i’m really happy you’re liking this, woo. you’re doing so well,” you start to move your fingers a bit faster and a bit more intensely, and he lets out his first real and loud moan of the night, his hand almost moving to cover his mouth, but he doesn’t stop himself. his cheeks flush slightly, but he knows you like how he sounds. as much as it makes him shy, he wants to please you more, “you’re adorable, my sweet boy.”
“please,” he groans all flustered, “can you, uhm- can you do it now?”
as much as you were absoutely ready to fuck him till he realizes just how amazing it feels, you couldn’t help teasing him just a bit, “mmmh, do what, baby? what do you want me to do?”
“please fuck me now,” he murmurs, and he’s just too sweet not to give in to.
“alright, angel, sit tight,” you pull your fingers out of him and get the strap on ready as he sits with all those nerves, so nervous but you seem so in your element that he doesn’t want to stop now. he wants to experience this.
though, a moment before you go for it, you still ask one last time, “and you’re sure you still want this?”
“yes, please,” he pleads, and you take a breath before going for it. you push in slowly, panicking slightly at the way his face scrunches up a bit, but he doesn’t say anything.
“woo? are you alright?”
he stutters like he doesn’t even know himself, “i- uh, yeah, please just- give me a minute.”
“of course, baby. let me know when you’re feeling more comfortable,” you murmur as you press a kiss to his palm, holding his hand while he adjusts to the new feeling.
moments pass, when finally he mutters a small, “can i try something?” and you nod. he does the same movement with his hips that he did before, but this time he gasps. it worries you for a second, but he groans, “oh my god, that feels- fuck, that feels good. can you move now?” you respond by pulling out just a bit just to push back in with a bit of force, “oh fuck, keep doing that. please, that’s so good.”
you fuck him rather gently by your standards, but he feels so alive, like every nerve in his body is lit on fire, it’s so overwhelming. it’s still just so much, and he can’t help but wonder how it can even get better than this.
and then your strap brushes his prostate on one of your thrusts, and he quite literally cries out, moaning loudly.
initially you thought you were being too aggressive too quickly, and so you slow down to ask, “are you okay? did that hurt?” but he shakes his head, running his fingers through his hair.
“i don’t know what that was, but god that felt good,” and that makes you realize what really happened, and you make a point to try and hit that spot again the way you did it by accident, drawing even more loud and almost pornographic moans out of him.
his voice is so beautiful and you never get to hear it this intensely. usually it’s all so soft and under his breath, but you’re getting all of him now, and now that you have it you’ll never want to give it up.
“i- fuck i’m already so close,” he cries out.
“you can cum whenever you want, baby,” you murmur, keeping a strong pace as you use your free hand touch his aching cock to hopefully push him over the edge, and it does. he reaches up to grab your shoulders, wrapping his legs around you as his back arches and he throws his head back in utter ecstasy.
he doesn’t moan out as it hits him. in fact, he’s left so breathless as the pleasure overwhelms him that his eyes roll back in probably the most beautiful way, though he does moan as you pound into him and jerk him off through the orgasm, and quite loudly at that.
after it seems to subside, you pull out gently, and he falls back against the bed, “that was-“ he mutters, still struggling to find the words and to catch his breath, “that was incredible.”
“yeah? i’m glad you thought it was, angel. you did so well. let’s clean up, okay?”
“...can we eat first?”
you chuckle, only happiness in your heart as you gaze at him, messy hair and covered in sweat and cum. even though just looking at him makes you want so much more from him (god you want nothing more to use this beauty for your own pleasure) that’s for a different time, because today was about him. “after, sweetheart, i promise.”
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request: perhaps a fem!reader with shownu in a blindfold and restraints for the fic request thingy? (~￣³￣)~
a/n: it’s kind of a punishment but reader’s really soft with him 🥺🥺
word count: 0.6k
content: sub!shownu, dom!gn!reader, restraints, blindfolds, oral (m receiving), hint of cum eating at the end :,)
summary: you have to be particular about how you punish him because not being able to see or touch you is way worse than a spanking.
“p-please, i want to see you,” he begs softly, tugging against the cuffs that keep him attached to the bed, “want to touch you, please.”
“i don’t want to do this to you any more than you want it done to yourself, but my sweet, baby bear, there are consequences to your actions. and you chose to let those girls flirt with you today. that’s not acceptable.”
he whines, always quiet and subtle in everything he does. of course, you could get him screaming and moaning pornographically if you wanted, but instead, you choose to just keep touching him. touching every inch of him, the blindfold keeping him so alert and focused on all his other senses. and when you touch him in a place he doesn’t expect to be touched, he gasps so cutely and it just makes your heart melt.
“i didn’t want to punish you in the traditional way, you’d like that too much. this was all i could think of, so forgive me if it’s a bit cruel, sweet bear,” you say to him, kissing his jaw as another apology for having to resort to depriving him of seeing and touching you.
“i-it’s okay,” he stutters, trying to reassure you but it mostly seems like he’s trying to reassure himself.
“im glad, sweetie. always my good boy, aren’t you?” he nods, subconsciously pouting, and the sight of him just makes your heart melt, you coo, “oh, aren’t you precious? oh my, what do i do with you?”
“could you,” he starts, shy and somewhat awkward in the way he asks you for something he wants so badly, “could you touch me?”
you hum, taking a moment to leave him in anticipation in whether or not you were going to touch him, in what kind of night this would be, “i have a better idea, but i really need you to trust me, woo, can you do that?”
“yes, i trust you,” he whispers like no thought has to go into it. he just trusts you implicitly.
the distribution of weight on the bed shifts, and he can sense that you’ve moved, but before he can panic, you settle between his legs, gently rubbing his thighs, “you look so, so pretty like this, bear, i almost want to take a picture.”
he doesn’t get time to react to his words when he feels your lips pressing gentle, faint kisses to his inner thigh, slowly moving up one side of his hard cock, and he’s gone by the time you reach the tip, sucking slightly. he shakes and twitches around slightly as you fully start to suck him off, trying so hard not to accidentally thrust up too sharply and hurt you.
he moans helplessly, unable to do much but just take what you’re giving. he’s pretty sure you’d be smirking right about now if you could, whether or not he could see, and he whispers, “i-i’m getting close.”
you take your mouth off of him for a second so you can respond, but you continue to press kisses to the side of his cock, licking up the length on the other side, watching with glee as he trembles, “already? you’re so easy, bearie. you can cum whenever, sweetie.”
and after a few minutes, it finally comes crashing down on him, and he shakes pretty much uncontrollably as you jerk him off through the rest of it, intentionally getting his cum on your hand and on your torso.
and once he’s finally come down, breathing a bit less raggedly, you take off the blindfold and restraints, gazing at his dazed eyes with your loving ones, “you made such a mess bearie, can you clean me up?”
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So I had a small idea 👀 (bruh when I was trying to type somnopholia it tried to auto correct it to homophobia and I was just ????) I hope you all like it :)
Shownu
Monsta X Wearing a Skirt For You
I don't know how the hell you convinced him to do it but a round of applause to you. He refuses to look in your eyes the second he puts it on. Not to say he hates wearing it, he just gets hella embarrassed when he does. He gets all flustered when you start telling him how pretty he looks and he'll just look down at the floor while he plays with the edge of his skirt 🥺. Continuously compliment him and I don't think he'd be able to say anything. His face would just be beet red cause pretty much all the blood in his body has rushed up to his face, but it's fucking adorable so you'd compliment him every chance you get. He'll only ever wear one when you tell him to but it doesn't make him any less beautiful. The only exception is when you fuck him and leave marks all over his thighs, like bite marks, bruises from where you hit him, scratches from your nails, you name it he loves it. He'll wear a skirt at some point the next day so every time he passes by a mirror he can look at them and remember how good you ruined him, leaving his thighs mostly bare so everyone can see them. Well, so you can see them. The poor baby would die if he ever had to wear one in public. Please don't do that to him, you can keep that beautiful sight just between the two of you.
Wonho
Bitch was wearing skirts before he met you and was just waiting so he would know you wouldn't freak out and dump him. He just wore a skirt unprompted when you had returned home from work one day and you had a mini heart attack. He got all worried cause you just started coughing after choking on air. Everytime you see him in one after that though, you're still left breathless. Cause goddamn he looks gorgeous. He likes wearing them cause he feels pretty. One time when you were out you bought him a pretty pastel pink skirt and he wouldn't take it off for the rest of the day. Everytime he tries on a skirt he'll do a little spin then look up at you all like "Do I look pretty mommy? 🥺🥺" and y'know what who needs to live anymore? Your heart will die then and there, don't lie to me. Skirts aren't limited to the house either, he likes wearing them out in public. Honestly it makes you a little mad sometimes cause people's eyes will go straight to his thighs, though he doesn't seem to notice. You'll get over your anger as soon as he spins to you, pointing at something excitedly with a little smile on his face so it's all good. Bruh, I got bias wrecked so hard when writing this 😔
Minhyuk
This man practically lives on your lap when he has a skirt on. You're watching a movie and there's an entire couch available? Your lap is obviously the better option. Oh, you're working on something important from your home office that needs to be done immediately? You'll just have to rest your head on his shoulder cause he isn't moving. The main reason he does this is because when you zone out you'll unintentionally start running your fingers up and down his thighs which makes him h o r n y. Yeah, the second you see that skirt on him you know that nothing's getting done except for him. You'll just be sitting there for movie night and cuddles then next thing you know he's grinding helplessly against your leg cause you kept touching his thigh. "Well don't touch me there unless you wanna fuck my brains out." Another perk of him wearing a skirt is how simple it is for you to just bend him over whenever you want. He likes the thought of you taking him whenever you want cause you just completely own him so he has no say in it (did someone say somnophilia 👀). The little fucker likes to wear lingerie as well, just to give you more of a reason to bend him over and fuck him silly. He won't even try to hide it either, if he thinks you aren't paying enough attention to him he'll just bend over right in front of you and show off what he was wearing underneath. This boy is such a cutie in a skirt but he's a little hard to manage so good luck with that.
Kihyun
The only thing you'd hear from this man when you put a skirt on him is complaints. He loves to wear skirts, cause he looks so pretty and you never forget to tell him that, not that he'd ever admit it. The little brat likes to put up a fight against anything you do. He won't wear one on his own accord unless he knows you won't be home for a while. The rest of the time you have to tell him to put one on. Now, you would never ask your boyfriend to do something he's uncomfortable with, but you know that look in his eye. You know he loves it, but he just likes talking back to you so somebody's gotta put him in his place. That might mean "forcing" him to wear a skirt and just tying him up and teasing him until he finally tells you how much he loves it and how pretty he looks. The next morning he'll go right back to complaining about it so you shouldn't get your hopes up. You also notice how when you take him out shopping his eyes will start wandering over to the pretty fabrics he pretends to despise so much. Of course he'd take that little "secret" to his grave. Does that stop you from buying them when you go out alone and "forcing" him to try them on? Of course it doesn't.
Hyungwon
You first asked him to wear a skirt for you after their little family skit thing cause he looks too fucking cute as a girl and you found it a little unfair. Boy was hella confused. Honestly thought that you were just looking for a reason to make fun of him a little more. When he finally caved and wore a skirt, he was surprised by the way you looked at him. Which of course led to the bedroom. Wears them all the time after that. Mainly because when you fucked him while he was wearing it you wouldn't stop talking about how pretty he looked and sent his praise kink into overdrive. And of course this man looks amazing in a skirt cause he's got legs for days and you definitely spend your time doing actual work and not just staring and drooling over his legs. If you had never even tried to convince him to wear one when he has legs like that you have failed at life and I don't want you to talk to me. But he has definitely noticed the way you look at his legs all the time and oop- would you look at that now he has a pair of heels. For someone who has supposedly never walked in heels before he does surprisingly well though??
Jooheon
I think Jooheon would like wearing skirts. Not in public or around the rest of the boys (except maybe Changkyun cause they're best bros) but he likes to wear them. I think it'd be fucking adorable if him and Changkyun went shopping for skirts together. Since Jooheon is a little shy when it comes to wearing them, Changkyun gives him more confidence when they're out together cause he just doesn't give a fuck. His legs look so pretty in skirts though so even if he was wearing one just to wear one it won't be long before you have him bent over a table as you pound into him. Or if you have his hands cuffed behind his back while he rides you in a skirt; one of the best views honestly. Whenever he wears a skirt, his ass also looks amazing so you can't help but grab it or slap it everytime he walks by you. He's never complained before but 9 times out of 10 it'll lead to sex. One time he wore skirts for an entire week, which was a terrible mistake. The poor boy could barely walk the next week and even had to sit out for a few practises. Changkyun wouldn't stop laughing at him over the phone so you kept giving him whatever he wanted cause you felt so bad.
Changkyun
Honestly I feel like changkyun would like wearing a skirt for you the most. First of all, the members are always saying he walks around the dorms naked so I feel like he would appreciate the little extra freedom a skirt has as opposed to shorts or pants. Secondly, he would definitely start teasing you as soon as he sees how much you like it. You'd think this boy was the clumsiest man on the planet with how many times he drops things on the floor. Sometimes he'll even spill his drink on the floor just so he has to get on his hands and knees and clean it up. When you confront him on his behavior, however, he'll act like nothing was happening. "What? I wasn't doing anything provocative. Jeez (Y/N), I didn't realize you were such a pervert." He'll also wear thigh highs or garters to show off his legs and make sure you're looking at him. Gets pouty when you don't. "Daddy~ why won't you look at me? Do you think I got all dolled up for nothing?" (I am a firm believer that Changkyun has a daddy kink if you are male or female and you can fight me on that) If you think you can look at him wearing a skirt and not fuck his brains out you are delusional.
