#succumbtoyourthoughts

[sunshineinshiraz]

so i totally just watched all of your videos on youtube and subscribed and i just have to say... your travels vlogs are so beautifully edited and your style is so chic! love your artistic vision <3

thank you so much <333

[moneymurderlexx]

i feel like some connections have an expiration date, and after that, if you are lucky,  you just live in each others heads and memories and stories to those who haven’t yet expired

[moneymurderlexx]

i feel like some connections have an expiration date, and after you just live in each others heads and memories and stories to those who haven't yet expired

[moneymurderlexx]

so I honestly think that healing from loss is such an important experience and a wonderful learning time. I think its important to go through all the stages of grief and not rush it and allow yourself to feel all those emotions and talk to as many people as will listen and speak your mind and not hold it in. yes it hurts and sucks and feels like the world is ending. but the beauty comes when one day you wake up and consciously decide to heal the wounds, to recover. the beauty comes when one day you wake up and decide to open the windows that you haven't opened for so long, to clean out your house, to throw away the cigarette packs and the bottles you've been hiding in your bathroom, to open the curtains and let the sun and the air come in. you get up, put away everything that belongs into a memory box into a memory box, go through it, turn on your favorite song, take a shower and put on your favorite robe. paint your nails, go on the balcony. do whatever pleases you. start your path to becoming the person you'd ideally fall in love with

[moneymurderlexx]

tfw you no longer expect anything of anyone. 0 expectations 0 hopes lets just pass the math test and go sleep

[moneymurderlexx]

rest in peace David Bowie

[moneymurderlexx]

also  a little addition to my previous rant post begging for a non-judging listener... today so many people have expressed their care just because and it feels so good to have actual friends shoutout to y'all and thank you for making being alive more bearable love you all <3

[moneymurderlexx]

I have few friends but they are freaking AMAZING and shoutout to them all because they are all heroes !!!!!!! I LUV U!!!! CONGRATS on making it as my friend that's a tough thing to do and a huge achievement (jk)