#suchalonelyask

[suchalonelysunflower]

Sunnyyyyyyyy, I love you but I can’t read happier than ever, the words get cut off. My love, please fix it🥹💖

Hello, love 🩷🩷

It’s weird cause I don’t find that problem in mobile or in desktop 🧐 as far as I know, there’s nothing to fix

My new fic

[suchalonelysunflower]

Omg it’s your birthday!!! Happy happy happy birthday my Sunny!! I adore you and your loving nature. I hope you had a wonderful day😘🥰🥳🥳

Thank you so so much my darling ❤️🥰 I love you very much and am so very glad we can share such wonderful art together ❤️❤️

[suchalonelysunflower]

🌹🌹🌹

👀 three, huh? All Ashton, btw

1) “Rumors only grow, my love, but are futile most of the time. This, however, feels different. For some reason the wind won’t let me sleep, and the storm is as restless as myself. A bad omen is creeping up my back and I can’t shake it off”

2) “SUCCULENTS?!” He yelled, face as red as the rose arrangement next to him “FOR FREE?!”

“Yeah?” Luke said, looking confused “that’s what “gift” means?”

3) Ashton smirked at her futile attempts of getting away “You know,” He whispered close to her ear “There’s a pretty gag that goes along with that blindfold, and I’ll be more than happy to use it”

[suchalonelysunflower]

✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)

💘Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write?

💎why is writing important to you?

📡why is writing and sharing your writing important for fandom? (If I may give my take: because you are not scared to go into heart breaking hard stuff and angst and portray people with flaws.)

Hi love!

✨: Looks Red Tastes Blue for one. I had that concept worked on for months and it's just like I imagined it and I wish it got more credit than it did. I still love it so so much and the people that loved it as well mean so much to me

💘: None that I could think of really. The old ones are cringy and with poorly grammar, but they still show my progress and growth so I wouldn't change a thing

💎: cause it saved my life. it's my therapy and my escape. it's what I always wanted to do. I have a voice and a message and an outlet. I help myself and I hope it helps others as well. it's my own little thing and I adore it. I have met so many amazing people because of it. it's me

📡: I agree with your take and you have no idea how much it means to me. I embrace the heartbreak and I like giving it a new meaning besides all the angst. it might be my way of just letting it all out, but I truly believe that pain must be felt, heartbreak, sadness, having your soul torn apart, it's part of life and it's so so beautiful to be able to just feel and let it evolve into something even more beautiful. There's a song that claims "after the storm, the sun comes out" and I live by that. and even if some of my fics don't have a happy ending, you'll know that it'll be okay. endings don't need to be happy for them to turn into new beginnings.

Ask me anything!

[suchalonelysunflower]

hi!! i’ve read most of your work and absolutely love everything you write!

i wanted to see if you have any recommendations for any luke x reader or calum x reader fics??

ty in advance 🥰

Babes, that such an honor ❤️🥹 I’m so so so happy you like them, it means the world to me and more ❤️

Now, there are some great writers here! Starting off with Hailey @talkfastromance4 who’s the QUEEN of Luke fics, I swear you’re gonna love them and her Calum stuff?! Oof makes me melt

Of course my dearest @cal-puddies and @kindahoping4forever know Calum very well and lately they’ve been dipping into Luke which I’m very much excited about

For telenovela drama and interesting characters that you will love go with @hoodharlow Blanca is your girl

Let’s not forget about @wastelandcth Gemma’s fics are everything you want and more. But my personal suggestion is Coney Island because I just listened to the song and Gemma we still beefing

@littledrummeraussie has some seriously good cashton on her page 😌🥰

And @theshyspy has such a soft spot for Luke I- 🥹❤️ truly lovely

And so so so many more! You’re gonna love them ❤️

[suchalonelysunflower]

What came to my mind was the gang/mafia!Calum fic where he and reader were hiding in the book shop.

You, again, and all the smutty scenes cause Michael was hot as fuck.

And the whole of Looks Red, Tastes Blue. Cannot choose a scene because it was perfect as a whole thing.

^ my face rn

Idk why I’m so emotional but 😭😭😭❤️ thank you, my dear! I’m so honored and so happy you like them 🥹❤️ it means the world to me, you have no idea

[suchalonelysunflower]

hi my love 😌 here are some questions for ya 🫶🏻

💫🍉🎉🤍💌

i hope you had a lovely day 😘

Hello my darling 🤍

💫: what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

the ones that yelled at me or say "that's messed up" or the ones that claim I broke their heart. I love them. your tags are also one of my favorite things when posting 😌

🍉:in what ways has writing helped you process trauma and/or navigate through your own life?

In every single way. like I said, writing saved my life many times before and it continues to do so. it's my outlet and you can see that in most if not all of my posts. many of my stories are based or have some elements of my real life, and that has helped me to let go of them as much as it helped me process them in a healthy way.

🎉: how often do you celebrate completing & posting a work? how often do you give yourself the credit/validation that you seek from others when you post? (if you don't, you should!)

lately I'm just happy it got posted at all since this app isn't friendly with the OPs anymore. the fact that my fics got any notes at all is just amazing considering how much effort us writers put in promoting them against the algorithm. we all deserve credit and validation so im just gonna remind you all: SUPPORT YOUR WRITERS AND REBLOG THE FICS YOU LIKED.

🤍: what's one fic of yours you think people didn't "get"?

there is still something you didn't catch up in WTSG hehe. but overall I think I'm still a bit sour with how Looks Red Tastes Blue did... but the ones that did get it and love it got all of my heart.

💌: share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

“So, “angel” haven’t heard from you in a while” 

You rolled your eyes “Don’t call me that” 

“You’ve never seemed to mind it before” 

Ask me anything!

[suchalonelysunflower]

"What if I put my hand... here?" Ashton whispered, his palm lightly running up your sternum, fingers grazing your throat, applying the slightest pressure there. "How does that feel?"

"I don't know," you mumbled, eyes locked on his while your heart raced, pounding against your chest. "Dangerous and... scary. But..."

"It's okay, just tell me," his voice was still loving and soft, hand moving to pull back from your neck not to make you uncomfortable. Your own hands shot up to grab his wrist, slowly pulling it back onto your throat, giving it a little squeeze to do the same with his fingers. Ashton cocked an eyebrow, the smallest of smirks tugging at the corner of his mouth as he waited.

"...but maybe I wanna try it..." you finally sighed, voice somewhere between a soft whisper and a moan. "I feel safe with you."

"I'll take care of you, love," Ash brushed the stray locks away from your eyes, leaning forward to press a kiss on your lips, his grip softly tightening on your throat again. "I promise you."

I’m just- I was driving.

I fucking screamed