#suckssssss

[chloepleasestopdying]

God this is such a shit time to try and look for a job. It doesn’t help that for half of the jobs around here that pay well I have to have a safe driving record. It doesn’t even matter that only one of my accidents were my fault either.

Like it just sucks. I can’t afford to go to school, I can’t afford Trade school and I can’t drive for work but driving is like half my job experience.

[delusionalblfan]

I’m legit crying while Wat is laying next to Tine, back turned to him, and Tine is listening so some damn sad song with earphones. They seem so apart despite living together and sharing the same bed...it hurts...

[bonyato]

Hello folks just came back from exercising everything hurts

[stellarollins]

Blah...I’m out of GIF ideas.

[mastersofidolworld]

blehhhh three days of having fun over.. back to work tomorrow :/

[t4tcowboydean]

destiel smut fic so good its giving me bottom dysphoria

[swiftfootedachilles]

flare up. its short, i can tell, but it sucks nonetheless. havent had one in a while. its so easy to forget i have chronic disabilities - that i have low tolerances and cant live "normally" - until im in the moment, experiencing a flare up, and regretting every decision ive made to get here

i know this is common among disabled people, plus i know personally i dont even necessarily believe this is real... but i still get that feeling of regret, like i did something somewhere along the line to "deserve" my pain. usually its in a religious and moral context. just sucks so bad because i KNOW thats not how illnesses work, and i KNOW most factors that lead to my problems are out of my control.... yet i still feel guilty when i do things that make me feel a little joy and then have a flare up as a result. i wish it was easier said than done to "just avoid triggers," but i want to be happy sometimes and unfortunately that means risking my health

[mrs-hollandstan]

Lmaoooo who was gonna tell me I named Gil from MMLY after that shitty place in the Handmaid's Tale?