#sudicial

[sublimefumes]

In a house full of people I feel like I'm all by myself. Like no one really cares. But it's true. No one cares. No one ever gives a damn fuck

[thick-nugget]

Sometimes I wish I wasn't in love so that I wouldn't be afraid to lose everything but now I can't even control my mind cause your always in it

My feelings

[lasaetarubia]

I been trying so hard to stay positive through everything that is going through my life right now and my situation that never seems to change because I’m a terrible person, trust me I am. I done things I’m not proud of but I’m trying to make for it but nothing seems to change at all. I tried so hard to change my situation but its so easy to fall into old habits when nothing changes at all. 

I don’t know what to do anymore. Everything in my life is a mess, absolutely everything and I have no idea what to do anymore or who to turn to or even how to go about this anymore.

There is so much shit going on. And with my depression, everything is just spiraling out of control and I can’t do this anymore. I can’t keep living like this. I really can’t. 

And I have thought of taking my life before and I have planned it all out but I never gone through with it because I always hoped things would get better, but its just been too long now in the same situation and I don’t know what to do anymore. 

I really don’t know and so I can’t help but think that maybe the best way to end this agony and right every wrong I have done, is to just end it all so I can’t continue to just make everyone’s lives miserable. 

[crazyyleelee]

You Know What?...

I would probably kill myself if I wasn't chicken.

[jennifer38186]

Life isn't always great and it might not change, what you can do is to stay strong and love what you get.