synopsis : jay, a work oriented man who spends most of his time on work and yn, a broke college girl majoring in stem. what could happen when they stumble upon sugarbot, a sugardating platform where people could find company.
warning : BRIEF SUGARDADDY MOMENT ONLY, 6 years age gap between jay and reader, swearing, sexual content and jokes, kys jokes, the use of the word 'gay' etc. please do not read if any of this content makes you feel uncomfortable.
warnings: smut ⚠️, unprotected sex (wrap it up before you let it out), fingering, oral (f), cum eating, soft dom! jay, slightly possessive jay, praising, aftercare, lmk if i missed any out
wc: 1.3k
rin's yap: am not gna lie, i sat down and just stared at this piece of writing all day. took me a few hours to actually write it out...(a sign of my rusty smut skills) but yay! am posting this slightly ahead of my usual timing but thats because i cant wait any longer hehe do leave your feedback for me thanku luvlies <3
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after sending the boys off and thanking them for sending your dearest boyfriend home, you walked into the now-shared bedroom, to be greeted with the sight of jay sprawled across the bed, accompanied by soft snores filling the air.
you made your way to the bed, slipping into the tiny spot left on it. your hand instinctively made its way to his brown hair, fingers gently caressing the soft locks that had been slicked back most of the day.
such a sight was a rare occurrence for you. it was rare for you to see him fully at peace, and not distracted by last minute international client calls or powerpoints for pitches. you were always proud of jay for the dedication he poured into his work, and how he still made time for you.
lost in your thoughts, you jolted when you felt his fingers wrap around your wrist.
“baby, i miss you.” jay groaned as he shifted to hide his face in your neck, peppering kisses all over your skin.
you chuckled at his cute antics, hand still lost in his hair. saying “i miss you” was a daily thing between the both of you (despite being only about fifthteen steps from each other’s desks), but there was something in his voice - something shy, something vulnerable - that made your heart skip a beat.
“my girl, so so pretty, and all mine.” was the last thing you heard before he moved up to cup your face, leaning in to encase your lips.
the kiss was intense from the start. you kept your eyes shut and basked in the moment, arms now resting on his shoulders. jay cradled your cheek with one hand while the other snaked to the back of head, putting soft pressure to deepen the kiss.
as you both pulled back to catch your breaths, strings of saliva still connected your lips, but that didnt stop jay from wanting more. he propped both knees onto bed while his hands roamed down your body and rested at your thighs, fully trapping you beneath him.
“yn, can i?” he asked, looking deep in your eyes, hisa voice laced with fondness and pure sincerity.
you nodded in response to his words, the heat pooling between your legs only intensifying it. you couldnt help but rub your thighs in anticipation.
jay gave both the sides of your thighs a firm squeeze, halting you from your actions. “words, baby. tell me you want it, tell me you want me.”
“i want you, baby,” you pleaded, wanting him to get rid of the ache between your legs. “i want to…feel you.”
jay watched as a soft hue of pink crept up your cheeks, and he couldnt help but smile. he then leaned in to give a soft peck on your lips before his hands moved at the speed of light to undress you and himself right after.
you squirmed in place as you felt him separating your folds, your slick coating his rough, calloused fingers. your grabbed onto the sheets instantly as you felt his fingertips linger at your clit. he chuckled at the sight of you and lowered himself till he was right between your legs. you let out a soft moan as he left a chaste peck on your clit before kitten licking your slit.
“so wet for me, baby. taste so sweet too.”
you let out a moan as you felt his tongue licking your slit. your hands made its way to his hair, gently pushing for more. he felt the pressure and took both your hands into his, bringing it down to rest on your stomach.
“be a good girl and behave.” he shot you a glare, his lips not leaving for barely a second before he dived right in again.
he pushed two of his fingers in and you were instantly in a daze. his finger thrusted along with his licks that were now on your bundle of nerves. “oh my- baby!” you let out a whine at the sudden intrusion. it felt so good that you could already feel the tightness starting to build up in your stomach.
watching the way your eyes fluttered as he picked up his pace made his pride swell - soft and smug all at once, knowing that he was the only one to see you like this: completely fucked out and full of bliss.
the final straw was when his fingers found its way to your sweet spot, thrust after thrust as he lapped at your clit. “you going to cum, baby?” he looked up to see your mouth agape, body shaking and babbling incoherent ‘yes-es’.
“make a mess for me, baby. all for me, all mine.”
that was all you needed to hear before you let out a guttural moan, throwing your head back onto the pillow, hand held onto jay’s tightly while you felt the knot in your stomach explode. jay’s pace never once faltered, his lips now on your folds, sucking your juices while his fingertips rubbed quick circles on your clit. your back arched and you could feel yourself panting, completely breathless and drained.
as you were recovering from your first orgasm, jay pressed his tip on your hole that was still full of your sticky mess. he wanted to let you rest, but all you managed to do was to catch your breath before he leaned down to press a soft kiss on your forehead. “im sorry baby, i really cant wait any longer. i’ll be gentle, okay?” all you could manage to force out was a nod and a soft hum, hands once again resting around his shoulders before he pushed his tip in, inch by inch.
“fuck.” he cursed, eyes closed shut from the immense pressure of your pussy clenching down on his length. he watched as your face contorted into different expressions, soft whimpers spilling from your lips - each one sounding like heaven itself calling out to him.
“baby, am i hurting you?” he said as he leaned in to bring your lips together, hoping to distract you from the pain of the stretch. “n-no,” you muttered, “you can go f-faster…” the pain slowly dissipated as your body adjusted to his size.
jay quicken his pace, bringing out more moans from you while his large hands played with your breasts. he took one in his mouth, sucking your bud while kneading and twisting the other. you havent felt something so intense before. this, along with the fastened pace quickly brought back the bubbling feeling in your stomach.
“cumming already? thats so soon baby,” he chuckled, “could you wait a little longer? just awhile longer, my love. wanna cum together with you.” he looked at you then at the bulge that was forming at your belly, pressing down on it slightly, and that sent you into overdrive.
“i c-cant!” you screamed out, the pleasure being too much for you to handle. “you can, baby. “im sure you can.” he hushed you, “see this over here baby? thats for me only, okay?” pressing down on the same spot again. “y-yes baby, im gon-gonna cum!” your eyes closed shut and you shuddered violently, letting your orgasm take over you.
“o-oh, baby, oh my god.” jay said as he cummed deep inside you, making you feel so full and warm. he hugged you tightly as his cock continued to throb, still emptying himself inside of you. “i love you so much, baby. so so much. my precious little girl.” was the last thing you heard before sleepiness took over you.
jay took charge with changing the sheets as you were deep in your slumber. his nimble hands quickly removed the dirty sheets that you both made a mess on, and replaced it with new ones. he then wiped down your body and changed you into a set of undergarments, not wanting you to catch a cold. once you were well tucked in, he finally had a chance to rest alongside you, slowly drifting to sleep but not before leaving a goodnight kiss on your forehead.
never in his life, would jay find himself pacing back and forth outside a starbucks outlet. never in his life, not till this moment. the was approximately twenty steps away from her. his sweet, pretty girl, the girl he hurt. the girl he was trying to win back. the girl who wrecked his world and heart.
jay met clients on the daily, both new and old. the thought of meeting new people never fazed him - until now. his palms were clammy, his heartbeat uneven, and his breath came shorter every time he glanced through the glass window
and then, he saw you.
for a second, his mind short-circuited.
the pictures he had memorised from the time sunghoon showed him your profile, the ones he had secretly scrolled through late at night (resisting as much as he could to not spam likes on each and every photo), didnt do you justice. they couldnt capture the way your hair framed your face, the way your tongue slipped out from the side of your lips as you try to concentrate on shaking the drinks out from the blender, or the effortless grace in your movements as you handed a drink to a customer.
you were beautiful. more than beautiful. he might even risk the chance of dealing with aphrodite’s wrath to compare you to her. and that terrified him.
his fingers curled into fists as he took a step back, swallowing down the sudden wave of emotions tightening his chest. would you even recognise him? would you even want to see him? would you yell at him? hell, would you even look at him?
he exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair before shoving both hands into his pockets. his feet, however, refused to stay still. he paced, then stopped. checked his phone, then locked it again. adjusted his sleeves, then cursed under his breath because, really, what difference would that make?
like what he admitted to jake, he had nothing planned - no rehearsed speech, no grand gestures. no flowers to impress you (well, he learned his lesson and he really didnt want to make a scene at your work place) all he had in mind was - “one low fat cappuccino, one match frappe with extra whipped cream, one iced vanilla latte, and one cold brew, all venti sized.”
his mind instantly flowed to the night - the night he made his so-called “proposition” to fund your degree, the one that you still hadnt accepted. he chuckled as he remembered his pathetic “nice venti sized cold brew” reply when you asked for repayment.
and yet, mentioning his favourite drink felt like the only way to bridge the gap between him and the girl he wasnt ready to lose.
jay inhaled sharply, then let out a slow, measured sigh.
alright, no more stalling.
pushing the door open, he stepped inside. the familiar scent of freshly brewed coffee and vanilla filled the air, blending with the low hum of conversations and the whir of espresso machines. it was warmer inside, but it did nothing to ease the cold knot of nerves in his stomach.
he swallowed hard and forced his legs to move, making his way towards the counter.
you were focused on the screen in front of you, fingers tapping quickly against the register. your uniform fit the way he imagined - the neat green apron wrapped around you made you look professional, but still you.
“hi, can i get your order?” you asked, short and sweet, voice smooth.
jay parted his lips to speak, but before he could, your eyes flickered up from the screen - and your entire body stiffened.
your breath hitched, lips parting slightly in surprise.
for a second, you just stared at him, taking in his features, for the first time. you werent sure if he was real or just some messed - up coincidence brought to life.
his fingers curled against his palm. he could practically see the realisation dawning in your expression, the exact moment you pieced it together.
“i’ll see you around"
thats what he had texted you, the somewhat cryptic message he sent just before your shift, just before he showed up here, standing barely a foot away from you.
and now, “you found out”.
jay swallowed, his voice lower then he intended when he finally spoke.
“surprise."
you blinked again, your mind scrambling to catch up, to make sense of what was happening.
jay was here. jjongie was here.
the man you have been talking back and forth with. the man you shared late night chats with. the man who validated your insecurities. the man who told that he’ll wait as long as you want, for you to trust. the man who would ease your pain and your troubles.
your throat felt dry.
“you…” the word barely made it out, quiet and unsure. your grip on the register tightened. “youre…”
jay tilted his head slightly, the corner of his mouth twitching - not quite a smirk, not quite a smile.
“real?” his voice was calm, but there was something beneath it. hesitation, or maybe, nervousness.
you opened your mouth, but no sound came out. what were you supposed to say?
a hesitant laugh escaped you, more out of disbelief than humor. you quickly cleared your throat, hoping the slight sound would ground you. “i… i didn’t expect you to actually show up.”
jay raised an eyebrow, the slight edge of a smirk flickering back into view. “i told you i would.” his tone was easy, casual — like he hadn’t just thrown your entire world off balance by appearing in person.
you nodded stiffly, trying to get your bearings. Your pulse was still erratic, like a drumbeat you couldn’t control.
get it together
you told yourself. but it was impossible.
“uh…” You looked at the register, then back at him, feeling the weight of the silence stretch between you both. “so um…what can i get for you?” the awkwardness was thick, and it wasn’t lost on you that this was no longer just an online conversation. this was real life.
“one low-fat cappuccino, one matcha frappe with extra whipped cream, one iced vanilla latte, and-"
“a nice venti sized cold brew, right?"
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rin’s yap: our lovebirds finally met each other! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻(wrote this in an ACTUAL starbucks…) btw i'll be closing my taglist since blr only allows 50 mentions per post :(
