{ #openrp #depressedrp #deathrp #suiciderp #theojamesrp #tvdrp #straightrp #singlerp #bisexualrp } Ever since Cara, Alice's girlfriend, died, everybody has been going downhill. Only Michael has been okay because his relationship with Kylie is truly blossoming into something beautiful. J, even though he understands, has been sick and tired of being the third wheel. They were supposed to be bros but J didn't seem to be in Michael's mind, ever. With that in mind, J started remembering the last few months before his father shot his mother, then himself. At first he hand the company of women to keep him distracted, then he turned to alcohol, and now alcohol wasn't helping. He walked down his street and walked into Central Park. He wore only his suit pants, shirt and dress shoes in the cold. He shivered as more and more memories of his mother's murder came to his mind in flashes that seemed too real. He laid down in the snow, his arms spread beside him as his lips slowly turned blue, J not giving a damn, only he wants to end it all.