#summer grim

[thegriffinqueen]

I normally start to feel a bit less…well, shit, when September rocks up

Yet I don’t

Maybe it’s the heat still. Hope so

[thegriffinqueen]

Just figured out the phrase "Fine, do what you want" does very very bad things to my brain

[thegriffinqueen]

Apparently pride thing on in my city tomorrow

I know if I go I’ll be too fucking grimmed out to really enjoy it

But if I don’t go then brain will use it as fuel for the grim as a sort of “everyone having fun and you can’t go join in? Stupid”

[thegriffinqueen]

🦅🐈

[thegriffinqueen]

Why does brain have such good ability to take thing that sounds good, find one little thing that urks me, latch onto it and spiral into anxiety and then fucking numbness that hurt me and anyone that gives a shit to care

[thegriffinqueen]

Ugh summer my beloathed, makes the mental illness come out worse

[thegriffinqueen]

Feeling…icky

Like…mentally

Thought it was just physically but bad brain stuff has persisted for a few days

Don’t be the summer grim coming on early because it’s been sunny and life isn’t going great atm :(