#summerrants

[ricoledaveis]

I should stop crying because I could be less fortunate but seriously fuck allergies man.

do you know what it’s like to be an actual  mouth breather? you get cotton mouth without smoking weed. You can’t feel your tongue and you get this disgusting white film on your tongue...not to mention the fact that you are probably swallowing bugs in your sleep. mmmm protein am i right?

i don’t know what i did to deserve suffering from the illness of YEAR ROUND ALLERGIES why couldn’t it be seasonal? hmm? why do i have to be allergic to grass, trees, weeds, DOGS, cats, anything you can think of that involves the outdoors...my body thinks is a danger. i guess you can say the outdoors is actually a danger...

the shitty part about this is i can never have my own good boy...i can’t cuddle with a dog. i can’t roll around in the grass with a dog or dogs. you know those cute pictures of people laying in the grass with a bunch of puppies. yep! that’ll never be me!

i should stop bitching because it could be worse. I could have no legs or cancer. not that i still couldn’t live a happy life because i definitely could BUT my illness or disability could be alot more difficult than not being able to play with dogs ina field of roses.

but as i’m typing this out...breathing out of my mouth because BOTH nostrils are stuffed, clogged, whatever you describe i can’t help but think...fuck my pussy-ass immune system i don’t get sick but boy or boy do i suffer when i come outside like a NORMAL human being...

[ricoledaveis]

everything you work for to get into medical school is a joke.

bartending part-time you run into a variety of people with an even larger variety of backgrounds. This weekend I had the pleasure of serving soon to be MD graduates. Chit chatting and talking about how I wanted to be a pediatric pulmonologist and now I’m going into film because physics caused me to have a mental breakdown that forced me into therapy, medication and dropping all my classes.

They all admitted physics was the worst. The also admitted that the never used physics again. Do you understand how much my blood was boiling? Do you understand that this means I had a mental breakdown for nothing? Over something, I will never use again? Require me to take classes that I will actually use in my grad-school classes. Stop having people jump through unnecessary hoops in order to make a career for themselves. It’s ridiculous. And then we wonder why we have such a large shortage of doctors with compassion.

[avienr23]

Summer: Yay or Nay?

It's the time of the academic year where students get to enjoy 2 months, or as for me 4 months, of no quizzes, assignments, projects, research, reportings, seatworks, oral exams, boring teachers, 7:30 classes, night classes, in other words it's summer vacation. People like me who went to universities from other cities get to go home and enjoy home cooked food, sleep on their own beds, go crazy on social net working sites and just have fun fun fun. At least that is what every other teenager pictured their summer vacation. Ecause in reality only the first 2 weeks is great. Wifi in the house and free access to tumblr, facebook, twitter and other social media but then you'll realize it kinda get boring when you do the same routines every single day. Watch episodes of your favorite tv show but then once it's done, you'll be feeling lost and hopeless (that's what I felt when HIMYM ended). Home cooked foods, let's face it when you're far from home food gets crappy even fastfood becomes a little yucky and that results to losing weight which is a good thing then you come home and your mom or yaya starst cooking your favorite foods and there is an unlimited servings of rice, damn say hi to a fatty tummy and siopao face by the end of summer. Then there is the problem on having no money because when you go bye bye school, it's also bye bye allowance. Don't get me wrong, I love vacations so much. I don't think I can handle stress from minor and major subjects anymore but it does get boring. Plus if you're like me and most of your friends are from the uni and you don't live in the same province or city then life is just so sad.

[neeehaha]

i'm totally not a die hard party-er  or anything, but i really wanna let loose and have one of those crazy summer nights that you remember forever. i feel like this summer is just not livin up to expectations but it's not the end yet ;)

i feel like a beezy. i hate bailing out on plans it makes me feel like ppl are disappointed ahh why do i guilt myself over nothing wah

i made PAPERRRRRR today yay

i'm tryna roadtrip this summer. i need some time away from this place