#sunachansdramaticblog

[sunachan0110]

I think I've decided...? I don't really know...

I'm going to school for psychology and foreign language. I borrowed a book from my mother. I'll start reading today.

It sounds dramatic...ever since I was small, I never wanted to grow up. All the adults around me always seemed tired, depressed and stressed (heh, that rhymed). I thought that if I grew up, I'd be sad and lost. The world seemed so scary.

Now that I'm in my last year of high school...I still feel that way.

I'm terrified.

I don't think I can confide in my parents, they expect so much of me. I'd be embarrassed to tell them I'm scared of growing up. It sounds pathetic.

I'm not sure what to do.

I'll just keep working hard so that I don't have to think about it.

[sunachan0110]

i wrote this at like 3 in the morning...

Hi. ヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪

See? I have sunglasses on because…

I’M AT THE BEACH!!

This is my first time at the beach. At first, I wasn’t excited because I had never seen the beach so I couldn’t even imagine it. Now, I understand all of the hype.

It’s super beautiful. It’s like a painting, the way the water is colored with the sun’s light. It’s so sparkly!! o((>ω< ))o

We didn’t get into the water until 6 or 7 something, so the sun was setting and it was perfect. When I first got into the water I was laughing and splashing around like a child.

Me

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☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

There were two kinds of old people that saw me:

The “just ignore her, just keep walking, don’t look” (￣_￣|||) 

And

The “wtf is that girl doing? never seen water before? Is she retarded?” ( ఠ ͟ʖ ఠ)

I didn’t mind though, I was just happy to be there. I’m going back after breakfast. I have a while to enjoy it as we’re leaving Friday morning and it’s only Wednesday day morning.

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Also, my father’s temper seems to be getting shorter.

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On a lighter note, my mother and I are going to look for seashells later!! (p≧w≦q)

I’m not good with the “excitement” emotion so when I’m excited I just up and down, squeeze my fist, and curl into a ball all while making zero sound. Idk, it’s weird. I’m bad at expressing my emotions. But, for reference, I look like all the little emoticons I put.

(this is me shooting a star of positivity at you lol cringe)

 (o゜▽゜)o☆

[sunachan0110]

I had a dream that I had a pet hedgehog named Bunny. She looked like a stuffed animal and she was super nice.