I kinda miss my past. Like, a lot. I miss when I was in Sun's head, causing mostly harmless chaos. I miss the feeling of building Lunar for the first time. I miss when I was in Bloodmoon's haad, just watching what he did. I miss when I was in a computer with Killcode. I miss when I was in Solar Flare's body finally feeling myself for once. I miss having the star. I miss everything from before now. Now I'm miserable. Both in my human body (current, apart of system) and in my canon body (in source).
I want things to go back to those simpler times when no one looked at me with disdain, only annoyance or sorrow. Disdain hurts.
I miss the first October. A lot. I'm not sure what I would've done differently. But I just wish I could relive it again. For the sake of nostalgia.
-Eclipse (Sun and Moon Show fictive) (also funny how I'm like the only Eclipse fictive anon, so I don't even have to sign off lol)