SUNDAY CURRENTLY
Reading
The Untethered Soul
Writing
Nothing much
Listening
Television sounds...
Smelling
Buwad from the kitchen.
Wishing
That I will be more courageous with the things I do.
That I won’t stress the small stuff.
Hoping
I won’t consume something that is not healthy online.
That things will be okay soon. I know it will be. I hope I will be strong enough and brave enough to conquer everything what’s in front of me.
Wearing
Pangbahay clothes.
Loving
That I was slowly breaking the bad patterns and being aware of my bad behaviours.
Wanting
To feel connected again with someone. I know that I’m blessed with family and friends. But to be honest, these past few months it’s been a very challenging to connect with the random people. I feel like I’ve been distant with my family. And my friends they too have their priorities (completely understandable) Or I'm just having sepanx with the people around me and at some point they’re slowly settling down with their life and with their own little family. Just wanna connect lang jud with people. Like random chikas and random bonding ughhhhh.
Needing
CONNECTION! genuine connection. ahahaha lol self. Just let if flow jo, just let it flow.
A real conversation, there’s this one person I met online and ever since our last conversation I still crave for it. I feel safe at some point when I talk to him though we have a naughty conversation, but with other stuff you can feel that he is listening to you. In time, I don’t know if we will ever meet in real person. I still don’t know. But I think it is not impossible to meet someone whom you can connect with whether its online of offline. (but more of the offline pls. hahahaah)
Feeling
A bit anxious with things lately. There are phases of life jud like the ups and downs but Im slowly facing them and recognizing them. Feeling like the change is inevitable. You cannot escape it you just have to overcome it until you’re YOU again. Until you will adjust to things around you. Indeed, we are growing and evolving as a person. I just don’t want to overthink small things. It’ll will pass rjud. For now, I just need to accept and learn to let go of stuff.