Have you ever felt sometimes that people might leave you? I know not literally but can you imagine that one day things might/will change. The time you're having fun with them, the spontaneous trips you guys have, the food trips and everything in between. Hard pill to swallow but everything is not permanent, change is the only constant. Thinking about this feels like a bittersweet feeling. When you’re “in the moment” with them you just don’t want to end it, it feel so good to be surrounded with good people that everything flows smoothly when you’re with them. This is such an underrated blessing, not all people got to experience this kind of bond with people, when you know they are not just there for fun but also when you are facing defiance. I thank G and the universe for letting me experience this kind of experience. May I always gonna take care and cherish this blessing. With the waves of change and as we grow older we have different priorities now, some of them are pursuing their long time dream, some of them are thinking about settling down, some of them wants to migrate and start a new life in a different place. It is slowly sinking-in that we got to decide and think about long term decision now. Gone are the days that the only concern we have is “guys asa ta laag, asa ta kaon?” LOL kidding aside. But seriously, we talked about “adult” stuff now, it feels weird but at the same time excited about what will happen next with our lives. It’s amazing to think that we can talk these things openly with each other. But deep down while listening to them part of me wants to pause first, like guys can we slow down a little bit? Can we take a little time to breathe? But this is life, we got to experience every phases of it and how we deal with the changes that is happening right in front of us. That’s the beauty of this we got to witness ourselves and the people around us mature and grow. The things we hope and planned before is actually happening right now, right in this moment. Yes, we have dreams and plans to achieve but that doesn’t mean the fun stops already, it is just that we have our own dreams and desires to pursue. And as we go on and think about what will happen next why not cherish the chances and bonds you guys have while you’re still having that moment. For me, I really don’t know what will happen next. But as we go on I just hope everything that we decide what to do with our lives will align to what’s meant for us. Upon thinking that people might leave me, I think I was just eaten up by my anxiety and fear. Because honestly, I think they will not. I know who to call and share my sentiments with and I’m always gonna be forever grateful about this (and vice versa). Always gonna cheer for them and support their decisions in life. Well, for me? I still don’t know what to focus and I’ still figuring things out. But deep down I know what things that I wanna do I’m going there guys, slowly but surely...
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