Autism & Sunlight
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Autism & Sunlight
Neurodivergent_lou
Just two girls trying not to spontaneously combust in the sun 😎
A little 'niss brainrot ask for when you feel better, no rush <3 But do you think Kar'niss has been a drider for a while (and perhaps part of the reason his psyche is the way it is) or do you think he's a recent one? I'm thinking a while as in some 10+++ years, and recent as in 1 year or perhaps less. My headcannon is at LEAST a decade, poor 'niss, dealing with voices and pain and the emotional burdens of lolthite bs. I can only imagine the effects of constant pain. Also I can't stop thinking about how he's a drow and Sunlight Sensitive and holding a Very Bright lantern super close to his face. Almost literally blinded by fanaticism, huh? I hope you're feeling better/or will feel better soon! Hope never stops singing. Much love from the brazillian weirdo!
I agree with your point of view. I also believe that Kar’niss was turned sometime ago. The reason I believe this is because of how well he handles the body he now occupies. I imagine when a drow is first turned into a drider they struggle to navigate their strange, new eight-legged vessel and accidents could occur as a result. He seems very comfortable in his own skin, so to speak, and has no trouble climbing steep walls or wandering rough terrain. Kar’niss also has an aura about him that suggests age, even if we’re not talking elder years here. Something about his face speaks volumes, between the scars and the sour expression, this guy has been through it. Kar’niss doesn’t come off as fresh and new, but withered and worn. If he turned to the Absolute willingly it is likely because they convinced him they were his only hope, his only source of salvation. After many years of believing otherwise he opted to cling to the first shred of hope that appeared viable to him.
His psyche is a two-fold issue. Mix one part driderism with one part Absolutist mind breaks and you end up with a bleak mess of a beast. It’s also safe to assume that because he was a male drow he was subjected to untold abuse while in the Underdark, before and after the transformation. While we may never get the full lore behind why he was turned, I think there is a chance he cracked before he was transformed. It would depend on what level of pain and torture he was subjected to in the early years of his life.
Yes, I do think its bizarre that he holds that lantern so close to his face but he suffers from sunlight sensitivity. Even without the debuff, having something that bright close to your eyes would have to be blinding. I do like your take on blinded by fanaticism, it suits in this context! Poor Kar'niss will suffer discomfort if it means he feels protected and safe.
While we’re on the topic I need to bring up how both True Soul Nere and Kar’niss have sunlight sensitivity but the player character drow do not. I get that Larian probably removed the debuff from PC drow because a vast majority of combat takes place outdoors during the day and having a permanent debuff would make the race less appealing to players. But if Astarion’s sunlight issues can be removed by the tadpole, couldn’t the same be said for Nere and Kar’niss alongside PC drow? It’d make sense at least, but it was perhaps just an oversight.
Thank you for the well wishes. Things are settling and I hope that trend continues. I appreciate the ask as I do love discussing our boi. Take care!
So I got my eyes dilated today and this was all I can think of rn