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[secondhvnd]

ASK ANYONE WHO LOVES ME -- a playlist for phoenix mae

i. “fine, great” by modern baseball //  i hate worrying about the future cause all my fucking problems are based around the past. || ii. “i’m not a good person” by pat the bunny // i don't know why i am this way. i've been like this since i can remember. i try to keep up with everything i know i should do, but then i'll fall to pieces anyway. || iii. “fake happy” by paramore //  hey, if i  smile with my teeth, bet you believe me. if i smile with my teeth i think i believe me. || iv. “icarus” by bastile //  out on the front doorstep, drinking from a paper cup. you won't remember this. || v. “fat lip” by sum 41 //  well, i’m a no goodick lower middle class brat -- backpacked and i don't give a shit about nothing. || vi. “tiffany blews” by fall out boy // hate me, baby. maybe i’m a piece of art. my friends all lie and say they only want the wishes for me. || vii. “roaring 20s” by panic! at the disco // this is my roaring 20s. i don’t even know me. roll me a blunt ‘cause i wanna go home. || viii. “whoa oh (me vs everyone)” by forever the sickest kids //  whoa oh, whoa, whoa oh. why do i put myself in these situations? whoa oh, whoa, whoa oh. i keep pushing myself even though i can't take it at all. || ix. “sister cities” by the wonder years //  i'm guarded like i’m wounded my first instinct's always “run”.  i wanna turn to steam. i wanna call it off. i wanna lighten the dark. i wanna swallow the sun. || x. “bad kids” by black lips //  got no respect for authority and won't play well with others and steal from all your mothers.

[darcypalmer]

A Genevieve Soto Darcy Palmer Playlist

Girls Like Girls by Hayley Kiyoko

Saw your face, heard your name Gotta get with you Girls like girls like boys do, nothing new Isn't this why we came? Gotta get with you Girls like girls like boys do, nothing new

Kill Em With Kindness by Selena Gomez

The world can be a nasty place You know it, I know it, yeah We don’t have to fall from grace Put down the weapons you fight with Kill 'em with kindness

I Grieve by Peter Gabriel

The news that truly shocks Is the empty, empty page While the final rattle rocks It's empty, empty cage And I can't handle this I grieve, for you

Love Don’t Lie by The Fray

If there is one thing, that's true It's not what I say, it's what I do And I say too much, yeah, that's true So just listen to what I do A thousand years go by But love don't die

Empty Chairs at Empty Tables by Les Miserables 10th Year Anniversary Concert Cast

Oh my friends, my friends forgive me That I live and you are gone There's a grief that can't be spoken, And there's a pain goes on and on

Run Boy Run by Yoann Lemoine

Run boy run! This world is not made for you Run boy run! They’re trying to catch you Run boy run! Running is a victory Run boy run! Beauty lays behind the hills

Demons by Imagine Dragons

When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide

I’m Not Okay (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance

Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay

Bleeding Out by Imagine Dragons

So I bear my skin And I count my sins And I close my eyes And I take it in And I'm bleeding out I'm bleeding out for you (for you)

Game of Survival by Ruelle

There's no surrender And there's no escape Are we the hunters? Or are we the prey? This is a wild game of survival

Let You Down by NF

All these voices in my head get loud I wish that I could shut them out I'm sorry that I let you down L-l-let you down

Fight Song by Rachel Platten

This is my fight song Take back my life song Prove I'm alright song My power's turned on Starting right now I'll be strong

[sunnymeadrp]

TASK #002

Tasks are optional and not required

Tag each task with sunnymeadtask after completed

Task #001 can be found right here 

As the saying goes: “Home is where the heart is”... 

For your second task, show us where your muse lives ! We know they live in Sunnymead, but we want to see what their home looks like, either on the outside or the inside (or both !) Sunnymead is mostly composed of single family homes. Nothing too fancy, just a typical one or two-story house. In your post, tell us the story of their home, how they got it and for how long they've been living there, if they plan to move out at any point etc. it's up to you !

There are also two apartment building complexes here in town and some townhouses. Those would be all on the street named Grove Lane. Houses would be on Pacific Street and any other street you want to make up ! Draw inspiration from the locations page. 

You may post pictures of what their room looks like, bathroom, kitchen, living room, study, office, library, backyard, etc. whatever you’d like to share ! Have fun and be creative. 

While the tasks are completely optional, they are encouraged for character development. Remember to tag each task under sunnymeadtask. 

[darcypalmer]

American Grub - Darcy’s diner

When Darcy arrived to Sunnymead, she bought and renovated a building that used to belong to one of the native’s of Sunnymead, but got left unattended for years at that time. The downstairs area used to be a café, which she turned into a diner, the American Grub.

It’s a single building with tables and chairs on the outside for when the weather is nice, people can enjoy their meals outside as well. On the inside, the walls have the brick design to them, it has mirrors and different types of pictures all over them that give the place a rustic charm. Unlike in the pictures, all around the walls, there are booths, and then in the middle, there are tables and chairs. The counter is right across the entrance, and you can go to the kitchen and to a back room for the employees from there.

There is also a staircase leading up to her apartment, but nobody is allowed there unless they get specific permission.

Darcy’s apartment

Darcy lives in the apartment above the American Grub. There’s a staircase leading up to it from inside the Grub, and then there is another stair from outside, from the back of the building, both stairs leading up to the same front door.

The apartment used to be almost completely empty, no personal belongings aside from the two pictures Darcy managed to sneak in for her own personal sanity, only had a mattress for a bed and a few basic furnitures. Anything more would have felt like this is it, she’s given up on ever being able to go back to her old life, and she didn’t want to accept that for the longest time. After about a year, a year and a half after she moved, she slowly started buying furnitures and other items to make the apartment look homier, not that she spends too much time in it. The basic color scheme is white and some additional light colors.

As you step inside, to the right is a small kitchen that is spotless - partially because it’s barely used and partially because Darcy cleans way too much. She usually doesn’t cook in the apartment, either goes down to the Grub to eat or occasionally orders in/goes out, but cooking is maybe once in every half a year or so, not more often. What she always has in her fridge, however, is alcohol - beer and wine usually, but often whiskey as well. Aside from that it’s random stuff here and there. She’s never been a good eater, and focusing on that since she moved here isn’t a priority.

The kitchen is in one big open space with the living room, which is spacious, has a couch, a puffy chair, a coffee table and a tv, with a few different types of wooden shelves against the wall. The shelves have books on them - some cooking books, some decorating, some about keeping plants in your house alive, and the rest are fantasy and sci-fi novels. Behind the stacks, her brother’s books are hidden - she has them all, or all of them she knows about, and sometimes she picks them up and reads a few chapters, trying to feel closer to her brother through it.

With the front door to your back, there is a small bathroom to the left, and then across the living room and to the right, there is a door leading to her bedroom. At this point it has a king sized bed, night stands on both sides and a shelf above the bed itself.

All around the house there are artistic pictures hanging on the wall and smaller and bigger plants she bought over the years. At first glance, it has the impact of a well decorated, homey place, but if anyone takes a closer look, there isn’t anything personal about it. Darcy has time sleeping most nights, which she used to spend with scrolling through designer pages and pinterest to see what did and didn’t look good together and tried to buy stuff according to it, and now she spends most of that night time cleaning the apartment over and over again, so everything is just spot on.

After all this time, it still doesn’t feel like home.

[secondhvnd]

phoenix mae via instagram

[darcypalmer]

PLACE IN SOCIETY

financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty.

medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged.

class or caste: upper / middle / working / slave / unsure.

education: qualified / unqualified / studying.

criminal record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no.

FAMILY

married - happily / married - unhappily / widowed / engaged / partnered / single /divorced (what she tells people) / separated.

has a child or children / has no children / wants children.  

close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased.

orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s).

TRAITS + TENDENCIES

extroverted / introverted / in between.

disorganized / organized / in between.

close minded / open-minded  / in between.

calm / anxious / in between.

disagreeable / agreeable / in between.

cautious / reckless / in between.

patient / impatient / in between.

outspoken / reserved / in between.

leader / follower / in between.

empathetic / unemphatic / in between.

optimistic / pessimistic / in between.

traditional / modern / in between.

hard-working / lazy / in between.

cultured / un-cultured / in between.

loyal / disloyal / unknown.

faithful / unfaithful / unknown.

BELIEFS

monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic.

belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in an afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in aliens: yes  / no / don’t know / don’t care.

religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious.

philosophical: yes / no.

OPINIONS

pro-euthanasia / anti-euthanasia / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-choice / anti-abortion /  doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t know or on the fence.

left wing / right wing / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence.

SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION

heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual.

sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable.

romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable.

sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious.

potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

ABILITIES

combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

HABITS

drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

medicinal drugs: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

[j-carvalhoe]

{{ But Just Friends Don’t Look At Each Other That Way }}             A Juliana Carvalho & Phoenix Mae Playlist

1. Still Into You - Paramore

Some things just, some things just make sense And one of those is you and I Some things just, some things just make sense And even after all this time I'm into you Baby not a day goes by that I'm not into you

2. Wonderwall - Oasis

There are many things that I Would like to say to you but I don't know how Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me And after all, you're my wonderwall

3. Check Yes, Juliet - We The Kings

Run, baby, run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart If you give them the chance Don't sell your heart Don't say we're not meant to be Run, baby, run Forever we'll be You and me

4. From Eden - Hozier

Babe There's something broken about this But I might be hoping about this Oh, what a sin To the strand, a picnic planned For you and me A rope in hand for your other man To hang from a tree

5. Stray Heart - Green Day

Everything that I want I want from you But I just can't have you Everything that I need I need from you But I just can't have you

6. Sweet Creature - Harry Styles

Sweet creature Had another talk about where it's going wrong But we're still young We don't know where we're going But we know where we belong It's hard when we argue We're both stubborn I know

7. Me! - Taylor Swift ft. Brendon Urie

I know that I'm a handful baby, uh I know I never think before I jump I know that I went psycho on the phone I never leave well enough alone And trouble's gonna follow where I go

8. Slow Dancing In The Dark - Joji

Give me reasons we should be complete You should be with him, I can't compete You looked at me like I was someone else, oh well Can't you see?

9. Why - Shawn Mendes

I know a girl, she's like a curse We want each other, no one will break first So many nights, trying to find someone new They don't mean nothing compared to her, and I know When people ask about us, now, we just brush it off I don't know why we act like it means nothing at all I wish that I could tell you that you're all that I want

10. Sucker - Jonas Brothers

I'm a sucker for all the subliminal things No one knows about you (about you) And you're making the typical me break my typical rules It's true, I'm a sucker for you

11. Dive - Ed Sheeran

And I’ve been known to give my all And jumping in harder than Ten thousand rocks on the lake So don’t call me baby Unless you mean it Don’t tell me you need me If you don’t believe it So let me know the truth Before I dive right into you

12. Here You Come Again - Dolly Parton

All you gotta do is smile that smile And there go all my defenses Just leave it up to you and in a little while You're messin' up my mind and fillin' up my senses

13. Kiss The Girl - Samuel E Wright

Yes, you want her Look at her, you know you do It's possible she wants you too There's one way to ask her It don't take a word, not a single word Go on and kiss the girl

14. Something Just Like This - Coldplay

I'm not looking for somebody With some superhuman gifts Some superhero Some fairytale bliss Just something I can turn to Somebody I can kiss I want something just like this

15. Good To You - Marianas Trench

And I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up And I'm not prepared; Sorry is never there when you need it And I do want you to know I'll hold you up above everyone And I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me And I'd be so good to you

[j-carvalhoe]

“ It don’t matter, be combative or be sweet cherry pie. “