i miss having an active cg, i miss being taken care off. i miss the feeling of safety, no matter how brief it was before it went bad again
i miss my kids. i miss taking care of them. i miss it so much. i want my babies back.
i miss when the littles used to front more in my friends systems. i miss talking with them, playing with them, caring for them
i miss when my cgs seemed to actually like me. its been so long, i had a dada for all of what, two weeks before i never got to fucking speak to him again bc hes always busy. i had a papa but i doubt he actually likes me.
i miss when i could tell who was fronting easily, i miss knowing how to act
i miss being needed. being wanted. i miss feeling like i mattered.
