YO I JUST HAD THE WEIRDEST DREAM
I’m going to explain under the cut because it’s long and there are some triggers
but tldr I think I either shifted or had a dream that I shifted
I think I either shifted or had a dream that I shifted
I can’t tell because these memories I have seem real, but my memory is shit due to trauma so literally anything could be real or fake.
so I’m just going to say...both? Schrödinger’s Dream, if you will.
And the timeline of said Schrödinger’s Dream is messed up cause of the shit memory, so sorry in advance if it doesn’t make too much sense.
OKAY SO
I remember being in my office, but it was dark. There’s someone else just outside, a tall girl with...I want to say pink hair? I’m certain she was pretty. Anyways, she lunges to attack me and I think I hit her with something.
You know how like in fighting rpg games, after you kill a mob it just sort of disappears to save the game’s memory quality? yeah, that happened (I think I actually was in one of those fighting games). I walk back outside to the hallway and there are two other people, one with blonde hair and other with orange hair. I think I threw one of them off of the railing my house has and then threw the other against the wall. They both disappear, and I walk back into my office.
Now that I think about it, maybe I was the one with pink hair. Huh. Anyways, I’m in my office and I decide “screw this, I’m leaving.” I say aloud “I am leaving this reality and returning to my original reality”, and I wake up for a second. I know I said it aloud in my OR because I could hear my sister saying it back to me.
I know I fell asleep pretty quickly after that.
The next thing I remember was another fighting game. You know the tower from Breath of the Wild, with the glowing orange/blue vibes? The arena was that, but sideways on the ground. I know I was travelling with a bunch of old people, and we almost got killed by a...wolf thing? In the mist of battle, I think I called out the same thing as before. I didn’t wake up fully, but I know I had shifting symptoms (falling through the bed, tingling) then.
I can’t actually tell what the next area was supposed to be, but there was like a huge playground in the city? I think I was a child travelling with my family. I think it was an obstacle course and people were finding things as well?
I only remember the Rapture. I was sitting on the stairs next to a girl who I think was related to me, and everything began to move. Like shaking, but less intense in a way. I ran through a door or something and suddenly I was in a library and a different person.
The librarian, who was specifically blonde with one of those 1920′s hairdos, wanted me to find something. Something was wrong with the library, and it had to do with a newspaper clipping. I could only read At 92:31 am, a train ran through-- because it had been torn. I had to look for other “9″ occurrences, and that would tell me everything.
I woke up some time after, and I distinctly remember thinking “the lines between dreams and reality have been blurred”. I know I tried falling back asleep, tried shifting back. I know I had symptoms.
But I couldn’t stop thinking about what mission I had to accomplish. I need to go back and complete it. Maybe I could try shifting back to that library/Schrödinger’s Dream?
