I think I’m going to start planning out a video series about my past on BZPower, maybe broadening it beyond my own personal stuff if other people get on board.
If you’ve read my past tangents when I’ve been on a nostalgia rush, you’ll know there’s a lot of ideas I had that wound up being unused. A lot of plans between me and Dark709 for the movies, and my own plans for SK Inn and the continuity around it. It’s as though that unfinished business has created a restless ghost in my mind. It’s gotten so bad even when I haven’t thought about it consciously in a while I’ve been having *dreams* about it.
There’s no way I can actually go back to that... I can’t commit to that when I have so much else I want to do later on. I have my own world and work of fiction that I want to create that’s JUUST about ready to break free of my imagination. But maybe a video series going over the past and what would’ve been can finally put this ghost to rest.
I would certainly love to get in contact with Dark for a “how RoHD would have ended” video so it could have both of our perspectives on it. But I wouldn’t have a clue how to do that at this point, so you might just have to get it from my perspective.
Hopefully this can give me some much needed closure, as well as to any audience that remains. I really don’t want to be stuck in the past anymore, but trying to ignore it isn’t helping.