"I think you're magical, I think you're wonderful . . . You make my life colorful"
- SHINee "Colorful"
Ive cried less today than I did yesterday but I still had moments where I had to stop and take a breath to recenter myself. I grieved for Jonghyun's loss yesterday but today I grieved for SHINee. Knowing they have taken on the responsibility of chief mourners makes me so proud of them and so heartbroken for them at the same time. For 3 days they will not leave Jonghyun's side and will stand in place of his male relatives--like the brothers they are. Their road to peace hasn't even begun. To lose him after 10+ years together-- if i'm feeling this much pain . . . their pain must be unimaginable. Today, I grieved for them. It's December 20th in Korea right now and soon they will be laying him to rest. Please keep them in your prayers because although Jonghyun's pain has ended, theirs... it's just starting.
Forever 5.
