#surgery two

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the dissolving sutures are starting to come out of my mouth! thank god, they've been bothering me so much

also

them: you better not be a cunty baby when i get there

me when they get here:

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showing off the new jawline in my dusty as fuck mirror

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cheek infection still didn't stop me from serving cunt today tho!! i got a ton of stuff at ulta to celebrate getting a new job!

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very good FFS news!!

so it will probably be this insurance year, and if she's moving to get more operating time, maybe even sooner than it would have been???

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i'll never get rhinoplasty because when i was a kid i fell on my face so hard that it permanently altered the shape of my nose and that fact is a core part of my personality

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one of my friends just got FFS and the pics of her with the big head wrap bandage thing are making me Nervous. idk i'm back in my "maybe i don't really need it. maybe i can't handle it. maybe i'm too pretty to deserve it" anxiety spiral

and yes, i appreciate the irony given what i went through two weeks ago

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my face numbness is feeling weird again, which should mean that more nerves are reconnecting! it definitely feels more sensitive in places. they told me that i may never get sensation back there, but the ability of the body to heal is fucking insane.

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my next follow-up for my breast aug is in a year! all is clear with them. now i get to learn how not to be self-conscious about them, which i constantly was before surgery too. turns out that dysphoria can go away but regular old self-consciousness can remain!

i also got another injection in my neck scar. it was better than last time, but still sucked!