little miss dysphoric

gwen | 26 | angelgender transfem | gender diary of @trans-seraphim

[missphoric]

e date: 2016-8-12

bottom date: 2023-08-01

ffs date: 2024-04-19 & 07-24

ba date: 2024-10-15!!!!!!!

✨ if you're squeamish, blacklist #tmi to avoid surgery stuff ✨

[missphoric]

MY PIERCINGS SURVIVED

[missphoric]

this was three years ago and it still hurts regularly. but now it's because of a small issue during my breast aug

[girlballs-archive]

it's tgirl pussy saturday. reblog to obliterate the united states of america and NATO

[ryanlewisandclark]

i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.

[ryanlewisandclark]

i cannot punish myself in any way that will unmake the past.

[tgirl2000]

[somechubbynerd]

What a completely inconsequential color palette

Goals: Be so feminine that you forget ever being a man.

[maidthings]

actually i kind of dont care how anatomically identical post-op women are to cisfems i do not see how any of that is even slightly relevant to any values I consider worth appealing to

[maidthings]

when terves call a trans woman's neovagina a wound they are calling trans women an unnatural aberration, and by extension reifying medical ideas around biological sex (and the grotesque practices used to enforce them on unconsenting infants, which terves seem to fail to object to). It is simply not effective to argue that the results of the surgery are adequately similar to a "biological womans" "natural" state of affairs.

[psychotic-gerard]

give it up for girls with vaginas and boys with penises

[psychotic-gerard]

pause i forgot cis people exist this was intended as a celebration of bottom surgery

[cyprozombiegirl]

I remember the first time a girl put her fingers in my pussy, I was so scared to let her. Things still felt incredibly raw even three months into healing, like the slightest misstep could damage something. It felt like an inconsiderate or brash hand might rip or tear something. And I was so afraid I didn’t look healed enough to actually be pretty to her. Things still felt swollen, and the scars weren’t yet faded. But she laid me down on her bed, the spring sun streaming in the window, and she shushed my protests with a kind and knowing tone. She’d gotten a neopussy a year and a half before me, she’d be careful. So there I was, laying down and looking up at her smiling between my ever so slightly shaking legs. She had lube on her fingers and she leaned into me slowly, with her whole body, resting her other arm on my right knee as she came closer to me. Then she was in, and although I’d been fingered anally before, nothing prepared me for how large and detailed her fingers felt in me. The sensation was so vivid that I couldn’t help but picture precisely where they were in me, what shape they curled into. I could feel so perfectly I might as well have had x-ray vision. She smiled at my surprise. Then she watched me begin to relax. And that’s when she began that caress, that coaxing with her fingers that I had performed on others so often. The pleasure was beyond description except as waves and waterfalls and the desperate powerless need for her not to stop. My eyes were so wide, and I felt just like porcelain being painted by a master craftsman.

[cyprozombiegirl]

your honour I wish to state for the record I had no intention of decimating the tumblr trans femme community with this post

[gingik]

I did not "decide to become a girl" I was actively suppressing the "girly" desires and things to talk about before realizing I'm a girl due to the expectations that society placed on me

[gingik]

I was always a girl but I kept destroying myself in favor of appealing to the majority

[akashicrecord]

Instead of an air fryer consider: sex reassignment surgery

[aflo]

How am I gonna cook these chicken nuggets

[akashicrecord]

Why don't you ask my new vagina...

[butch-pilot]

transformation body horror where you want the end result so badly that even though the process is terrifying and painful, you'll do anything to finally be yourself

[seranine]

“scratch a transphobe and a misogynist bleeds”

siobhan o'leary gives us a brilliant deconstruction of transphobia, and transmisogyny specifically

Source: https://twitter.com/siobhanftb/status/1020309083423821825?s=21

[transgirlpinup]

This is some scalding hot fucking tea and I’m here for it.

[ace-trainer-alice]

Oh my dearest hero, how tortured you are. Maybe from your point of view, you're having your big and exciting and thematic coming of age story. Where in the present maybe you're struggling to perform masculinity, but you'll inevitably "grow up" and become a man. But from where I'm sitting on my demon throne, you know you could just, like, not?

I mean, I can see you struggling. You see how your peers insist their masculinity is intrinsic and easy. It fits on them like well fitted clothing, where on you it chafes and itches around the edges. Are you sure your pants are supposed to sit there? And of course they punish you for it. Oh how they punish you for it.

You know, the idea of growing up has always had a kind of violence in it, hasn't it? An assertion against this you, for the good of all. That you will be destroyed, that you must be destroyed. What do I represent, then? Look at me.

Their teasing and needling. Ribbing and prodding. Joking and bullying. They sense an outsider amongst them. A sheep with the wolves. You're not playing the game, so you have to be eliminated. Or maybe you'll do what they all want you to do and find your way. Figure out that thing they all have that you don't. "Grow up." Cut off the smooth edges.

Are you content to be their vessel? To tell their story and to bear their sins? A life of trying and failing and being punished for your failures? You already proved you needed to try. That this wasn't natural to you. And the was enough to mark you a failure. They'll never let that go.

So, let's tell a new story. The two of us. My story. I can tell you what you are, and you can listen and you can be like me. Join me. Reject their story of what you are. Theirs is so obviously a lie, and I'm a much better storyteller than they could ever be. Plus, you've always wanted to feel pretty, haven't you? All the best heel turns come with outfit changes.

[charl0ttan]

actually i dont say it nearly enough but i love being a girl and specifically a #girl so much more than ive loved anything else & its really super duper terrific to be here now👍

[puesiria]

three years on hrt today !

[junk-thunder]

[deeply concerned] whose pussy is this?