I spend so much time online and around people who are not racists, are not homophobes or transphobes or misogynists. I forget. I forget and then I talk to people around me. My parents. My grandparents, cousins, aunts and uncles...
They say something and I just want to slap them. I want to weep. I want to run. But I can’t bring myself to do anything.
That makes me want to slap myself. To yell at myself. To...









