#survivedthenight

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he was never AWARE of the turn back . he was never full aware that he was back in his body until ... well , it depended . sometimes it was the sunlight catching through the window . sometimes it was the cup of coffee presented to him from ted or ... the timed coffee machine he had installed a few years back . though sometimes it didn't work . so it was more the alarm going off that alerted him it wasn't working . sometimes it was the weight of the chains around his wrists && his ankles when he tried to move in his sleep .

today was DIFFERENT .

today was ... new .

his eyes flickered , half in && out of sleep as elsa draped a soft blanket around his shoulders . jack STAGGERED out from the cage , holding on tightly to the ripped pants that were trying to slide down . his breathing labored , difficult . elsa had him steady . sometimes post transformations were okay . sometimes they were not . as she held onto his shoulders , he was vaguely aware that he was being led to the bathroom where a hot , full bath was waiting for him .

jack struggled for a second , reaching for her hand && pressing a soft kiss against the back of it . ❝ gracias , gracias , querida . ❞ he said quietly , reaching forward && grasping the edge of the bathtub .

a deep breath . a deep INHALE before he then sat on the edge . head dipped down as he tried to get his bearings . it would take him the full day before he felt like he was himself again . ❝ you ... you didn't stay up all night ? ❞ he asked quietly .

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it was now the THIRD TIME that elsa had seen him transform . jack was still getting used to having her around him for these moments , && now he had brought her back home to xalapa . to let her see the full extent of what he had been dealing with since he turned when he was eighteen . certain things perhaps were peculiar to her ; he knew her ESTRANGED && STRAINED relationship with her family tainted the lens with other families , but jack , though his own family were ... difficult , different , he still showed respect in subtle ways . bowing his head && acknowledging the ofrenda in the corridor . lighting candles talking to them subtly in spanish under his breath when he was left alone with his thoughts , acknowledging that they were still around him , heavy in the atmosphere .

he tried making the situation EASY for elsa , who he knew was here only for him && perhaps did not have much interest in his culture or his family . a means to see perhaps how he had lived before they had met .

he did not show her the cage though until a day prior to the FULL MOON . leading her down the basement && explaining how things worked . how the manacles had been chained to the ground , how there was incense && food && water for the wolf , to keep him fed , watered && sleepy during the transformation . how the door locked from the outside && how she would have to come && let him out in the morning . he showed her the light switches , the electric grid that could be turned on if perhaps the wolf tried to escape or became too aggressive && needed to be CONTROLLED .

words became less && less as the next 24 hours progressed && jack felt himself retreating inwards . which , he shouldn't have been surprised with , but , oddly he was infuriated with himself that he had let it come to that . he wanted to be able to COMMUNICATE what he needed to elsa && what he wanted . about an hour before he knew he was losing his grip , jack slumped down in the kitchen , his head tilting back && eyes closed , trying to steady his breathing . elsa turned to him , asking if it was now . a small nod && she helped him to his feet . ❝ GRACIAS , ❞ he managed quietly .

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When You Die - MGMT

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head TILTED back as her mouth grazed at his neck , a quiet moment had turned into one that sent his heart racing behind his ribs . she was the one holding him to the wall , her lips pressed up against his skin , grazing in kisses && soft but with the edge that if she WANTED , she could do more . jack let her lips explore his neck && jaw , his own arms curled around her waist . but it wasn't just her lips that had his skin on fire . elsa didn't hold BACK when she wanted something . oozing her sexuality , the reality was that elsa lets this be her vulnerable point . the way strangers saw her without really seeing her . jack considered it a privilege that she allowed him this far , allowed him into her life , even though she had so much REASONING not to trust him , not to be with him .

her hands slide down at his hips , just under the WAISTLINE of his pants && underwear . ❝ elsa -- ❞ he said softly as she kissed && teased . drawing her forward to him . || @survivedthenight

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[@survivedthenight :] 'Come back to bed'

come back to bed . come back to bed . come back to bed . oh sweet words that lifted && threaded into the air , jack wanted NOTHING more than to crawl back in to bed beside her , lay his head on her shoulder && sleep softly in her embrace && warmth . nothing sounded better . nothing sounded SWEETER .

his shoulders dropped slightly , watching elsa as she sleepily reached out to him . her fingers outstretched towards him , still quiet && exhausted , though she perhaps was used to getting LESS sleep than he , he felt guilty for waking her this early . jack shifted , still standing in his boxers before then kneeling beside the bed , stroking her hair from her face .

❝ hey hey hey , ❞ he said softly , his voice croaking slightly . ❝ go back to sleep , MI CORAZON . ❞ a small smile flickering across his features before he pressed a kiss against her temple . ❝ i'll be back soon , i promise . i just have some things to do . ❞ he shifted his weight slightly . ❝ i'll be back BEFORE the sun is fully up , ❞ a final reassurance . || @survivedthenight

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luna de xelaju - gaby moreno ft oscar isaac

almost (sweet music) - hozier

never love an anchor - the crave wives

the calling - the amazing devil

monster - the eastern plain

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❝ hay tantas cosas que ella no me ha dicho . ojalá supiera cómo llegar a ella . dios , ella es hermosa . quiero besarla . quiero conocerla es demasiado pronto para decir que estoy enamorado de ella . es demasiado pronto , lo sé , pero lo siento en lo más profundo de mi corazón . lo siento en lo más profundo de mis huesos y de mi alma . si todavía tengo uno . la amo . la amo . la amo . ❞