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Dear Miss Swann,
I meant what I said that day on the ramparts–I wish you and Mr. Turner nothing but happiness. I value both your friendship and that of your father, and hope that it will endure even as I take up my new posting at Gibraltar. It has occurred to me, however, that I could not leave Port Royal without telling you what I should have said before you fell into the sea.
I adore you, Elizabeth. It started not long after your debut, when I realized that you were no longer the inquisitive, precocious girl that was always asking to come aboard the Interceptor whenever it left port, but the beautiful, equally inquisitive, charming, intelligent woman that I could talk with for hours on end. I monopolized your time at every dance, every garden party, and yet I could never say what I truly meant. It seems silly, how I found it far easier to face pirates (even undead ones) or frogs at the point of a sword, but when it came to telling you that I loved you, I was a coward.
Instead of being frank, I propelled myself into my work, fighting and paying with blood for promotion and prize money so that I might somehow be worthy of asking your hand. I thought you knew, and foolishly didn’t see the point in telling you what was obvious: that I was yours, heart and soul.
When you were captured, I regretted not saying the words, for fear of never having the chance to tell you. I put on a brave face for your father’s sake, but in truth, I was terrified. When we finally found you, you can imagine my elation that you were alright, and my joy when you accepted my horrid proposal.
I insisted that my reason for requesting a transfer was to advance my career, but that is a blatant falsehood. I may be a Commodore, but I am also a man still too in love for his own good. It’s a great pity I only realized how much when it was too late.
All the best,James












