#swearimnevergivingup

[hayakawalove]

clears throat. today i am thinking about phone sex with suguru whilst he talks you through it. hes a bit of a control freak so he means it when he says only use one finger and tease yourself slow for him…. you end up cumming almost to his voice alone

DO YOU CARE ABOUT ME ? AT ALL?

the face I made when I opened this…….. texting him and eventually you get the first ring when he calls and you feel your body react instantly…… his voice sounds deeper and sexier over the phone…..he tries not to beat around the bush too much, asks you how you are but the next moment he’s instructing you while you’re knuckle deep in your cunt…..I don’t think he’d touch himself I think he has more restraint…… it’s almost sexier to me if he calls just to get you off…….every little sound he makes has you losing your mind….. he asks if you’re ready to cum and you say yes……..

[starmapz]

i saw your tag about struggling with burnout, i hope you’ll feel better soon trish <3 sending you love and please dont feel too much pressure to get things out by a certain time!

MEL TY BB ILY <33 i appreciate it :') i think i put too much pressure on myself to try to get out 8 oneshots for killer instinct and a chapter of wyk during october and i burnt out hard (that and work's been a lot lately and i just needed some time)

i took some time off this weekend and worked on some art for another fandom that i'm super happy with and i'm starting to get back into the swing of things, so starting to feel better now

sending lots of love back, i hope you're doing well!! also girl your theme is so PRETTYYYY i love it 🫶

[hayakawalove]

i wanted to tell u that you’ve put me on the poly stsg agenda so bad (i’ve read your works on ao3 but i didn’t know u were the same person i’ve been following on here) 😭😭😭😭😭😭 u write SO well btw im barking like a dog

JDJFJFJFJFJFKFJ IM SO GLAD YOURE WITH US poly satosugu is the best. AND THANK YOU IM GIVING YOU FLOWERS YOU ARE SO NICE TO ME i hope you will continue to enjoy what i put out <33

[hayakawalove]

i was also listening to this song and the lyrics made me think of suguru and

so you want me to die . is that it

[hayakawalove]

remm i hope you’re having a better day after yesterday!!! sending u a hug and thinking of u very fondly as i scroll through your blog like its the daily newspaper

THANK YOU DKFJKDJFKFKF I actually am feeling a bit better than yesterday. Something was in the air cause stuff kept happening…..determined to make today a good day. I am off work and going to have yummy food and will be able to relax. How are you?

[hayakawalove]

HI REM >_< 2, 3, 7 (i may have more in a bit)

HELLO!

2. if you could sit down and finish any completely new fic without anything stopping you (time, tiredness, etc), what would you write? tell us about it if you want!

I have an idea for a longfic for tokyo revengers……I have lots of ideas for fics but this one’s been on my mind lately. It’d be a mikey x reader fic and reader would be a paramedic. She grew up alongside mikey and draken and I just love the idea so much. Part of what’s stopping me is I have so many things to write already but then another part is that there’s not a lot of people in the fandom anymore and it would suck to spend hours/months writing something and not be able to share it with anyone

3. what's something you like about your writing?

I think I can write dialogue and inner thoughts really well ! I also know how to make nasty freak shit etc etc I’ve had lots of people tell me they weren’t into something before but my fic made them think twice

7. is there a fic you wish you received feedback on, but didn't get any/much? this ask game is asking someone else to then give feedback on said fic, pretty pretty please!!!

Honestly my oikawa long fic. I spent a lot of time writing it and coming up with it, and I wrote it in a whole new way. Its way longer than my other works and I’m just really proud of it. It’s one of those things where the fandom isn’t as big, at least when it comes to fics right now, so I knew not a lot of people would look at it. Also my eren long fic that I wrote with @zeninsama. I haven’t worked on either in awhile which doesnt help. No pressure to look at either I just think those are some of my favorite pieces that I’ve written <33

[selfish-machinesz]

MEGUMI 2, 3, 8, 14 babes i know u wanna yap heres your yap card

you’re so right and I love you so much for this…. taking yap card and swallowing it whole….

2. favorite canon thing about this character?

oooh I love a self-sacrificial ass character. though it makes me so sad that he’s always so quick to resort to that, I love that fact that he like… doesn’t know how to be affectionate with the people he cares about but is like… you guys are in the slightest danger? I’m killing myself. and on my first watch, something that just really hit me deep and stuck with me is what he says during the origin of blind obedience about good/bad people. disliking bad people because they hurt good people, but also disliking good people because they forgive those bad people as if doing so is something noble. I felt like he said something I always thought but never knew how to put into words. I guess what I like best about him is his consistent decision to “save people unfairly” / according to his own conscience.

3. least favorite canon thing about this character?

interestingly enough…. I really can’t stand a bad attitude. (not that I don’t think he’s completely justified for being pissed off all the time ajdhfjsks) but I have a very low tolerance for people who are very negative. if I had to choose a jjk character who is most similar to what I act like irl, it would be yuuji. so. you can imagine I just feel very ☹️😐 when I’m around people who are very grumpy and negative. let’s lighten up together 🫴 let’s look for the good 🫴 (though again. I do think it’s extremely valid for him in his situation/life ((especially at 15)) to be like. yeah. everything is bad. I wouldn’t expect him to think or feel any other way tbhskfjgksk)

8. what’s something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

potential man. I’ll kill us all. god forbid a fucking suicidal teenager who only even became a sorcerer because it’s what was laid out for him doesn’t push himself to his limits all the time to reach his “full potential.” this pisses me off so bad akdjfjfkskj especially because it’s mainly redditor male fans that think this way about megumi and it’s just like. you’re so emotionally unintelligent and lacking in empathy how did you even get through all of jujutsu kaisen 😭 no wonder you fucking missed the point. HES TRYING HIS FUCKING BEST OKAY. and even when he’s not it’s like. yeah if I were him I wouldn’t either.

14. assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.

oooh… tbh I think he keeps things really really basic. I feel like what he wears when yuuji moves in and when he’s training with gojo would be what he wears all the time (outside of his uniform) for like,,, his whole life lol. just baggy, comfortable, sweats— definitely keeps a very neutral color pallet of black, white, grey. I think he’d be very averse to wearing anything very colorful. I do think he has a bit expensive taste though and that he’d be quite particular about fabrics he wears and quality of the material. and he’d be kinda like eughh (out loud) when he’s shopping and feels a fabric he doesn’t like. and even though I think he’d stick to basic tennis shoes and sandals, I think even those would be quite pricey (loves running gojo’s pockets dry).

[hayakawalove]

dropping by to kith u one billion times on da cheek

KITHING YOU BACK LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS ily mel <33 how are you doing