...I think...
I think part of the problem with getting back into the askblog is that I've been wanting to re-do everything on it...
I revived it out of the first hiatus (from when Lava and I were running it) but changed Turbo's personality, instead of making a new blog, because the old one already had followers...and I was afraid I couldn't get anyone interested on my own...
I fucked up the personalities of Boost and Nitro and they hardly resemble what I had planned for them and I fucking hate it. I also want to give them a new blog because managing 4 muses on 1 blog was confusing and annoying.
Some of the stuff I had written I can't even bear to look at because of my own shitty writing makes me cringe.
I kinda let the 'stupid yaoi fangirl' side I've been trying to get rid of take a control a little by super-sexualizing the relationships, I had even deleted most of the nsfw info I had posted because I've become embarrassed by it.
At this point, I don't know if I'm going to revive that blog. If I do, it may be a reboot of it, but it feels...wrong somehow.
I don't know what's to become of it.








