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So, funny thing

Apparently I managed to fuck my jaw (even more) by ... being super stressed out for months? Which is if course great because i don't, at the moment, have any way to make the stress be less stressfull or actually rest.

What I do have, however, is pain in my right lower jaw and muscles there that my orthodontist basically described as "jfc that's bad" because of how harded/cramped and inflamed they are. It also hurts like a bitch and makes part of my face feel kinda numb (which I'm sure is fine) (I may also have an, hopefully unrelated, tooth problem, but thats for me to panic over later)

I'm getting physiotherapy starting next week, which will be its own kind of torture, to slowly loosen/relax the muscle and i really hope it's gonna help fast because this is pretty fucking terrible and me being stressed out over how bad this is is probably not great either.

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last day of work befora my long overdue vacation today. please keep your fingers crossed so that I don't have to deal with any surprise bullshit today

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it was never a phase, mum 😭

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a few more analouge adventure pics, taken (apart from the first one) during a trip to Dublin last summer to finally watch some rugby at the Aviva Stadium. something was a bit off about the colours on the film which i'm just gonna blame on having to take the camera through the airport scanners

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I think i made the best mushroom pasta ever for dinner tonight and the best thing is, I have enough mushrooms left to make it again this week

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oh no my face is in the local newspaper and i wish it wasnt. monday might be a fun one at work

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everty social media is full of superb owl content, and meanwhile i'm over in my little delusional rugby corner still not over the fact that yesterday the german 15s team actually beat romania despite the world rankings looking like this:

it was the opening weekend of the six nations and yet the REC match between Romania and Germany was the most exciting game

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@starrypawz tagged me :D

People I’d Like to Get to Know Better Meme

I'll tag (no pressure) @pommatre, @pyr0clast, @pyrchance, @jazzthecat00, @waytootiredstudent, @junpickles and @morweneledhwen

Last Book: Reluctant Immortals by Gwendolyn Kiste and I loved it so much. I bought it on a whim after hearing good things about it, and absolutely fell in love with it. I love the lore for both Lucy and Bee's immortalities and how their struggle against the men that made them that way was portrayed. It's one of the rare books where 1st person narration really worked for me just because Lucy is so well written, and the ending was on point as well.

Now, for a total change of pace, I've started reading Johnny Sextons autobiograhy "obsessed" which so far is also very entertaining in a very different way.

Last song: Once In a Lifetime by All Time Low because, baby, I am back on my bullshit. Just saw them live and it was such a good night.

Last movie/series: Last Movie was Wake Up, Dead Man, which was a lot of fun! And last night I finally caught up on the new Episodes of The Pitt which is stellar as usual and I can't wait for more of the season,

Salty or Sweet: Definitely both, depending on my mood, but in the last few months it was salty snacks mor often tha sweet

Coffee or Tea: Also both. I unfortunately have the cafeine-tolerance of a toddler so I can't have too much coffee or black/green tee, but I do like all of it, and always have some herbal tee as well

Working on: Too many writing projects, as per usual; doing more analogue photography and trying to get back into drawing/painting a bit this year