#sword talks

[swordbyler]

genderqueer mike. getting makeup done by will. both their eyes glowing from the intimate moment. gods

[swordbyler]

I must confess... I still keep a sliver of doubt something could happen extra-episode-wise tomorrow, february 11th 😔 (related to an important date in the TFS musical)

I knowww it's extremely unlikely, but if it happens I wanna be part of the cool gang that "knew all along"!!

So tomorrow I'm either made right, or I go "oh well", right back to my usual fandom fun xD

[swordbyler]

I love byler, it feels like true fandom is back :')

a flame sparked by spite, kept burning from love and joy

[swordbyler]

full on sobbing for the first time in months because of a mike pov byler fanfic.

fears of intimacy, the creeping feeling of never fitting in, and the internal rules that ruin your connections.

the author held a mirror to my face and all I could do was cry

I'm only at the beginning too- let's see how many punches this fic can swing my way

[swordbyler]

had not realized the extent to which the finale of stranger things broke me

feeling so attached to mike, and seeing him becoming a husk of himself at the end, I was left with the devastating echo: what does this say about me? about MY ending?

this may very well motivate me. is it really worth it to do what you're "supposed to do" if it means you slowly inch away from everyone you've ever cared about? until you're painfully lonely and incapable of reaching out to close ones again?

no. I'll become more of a weirdo again I don't care. if it means the right people will stay then it's worth a few judgemental assholes giving me a hard time. fuck it. I'll do it scared but free

[swordbyler]

oh ok so everyone is posting at 3am and That's why I saw only few good posts on my dash for weeks :0

[swordbyler]

dreamed about new byler content lesgooo (around season 2 to 3)