who: William H. Bonney x Original Female Character
genre: western romance longfic (multiple chapters)
this chapter: p in v sex • cowgirl position • light rough sex • dirty talk • fingering • masturbation • soft dom Billy • praise kink • nipple play • sexual humor
disclaimer: songs included in this chapter are original & written by me
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Chapter ten
Flames had tucked themselves small for the evening, just high enough to brown the leftover biscuit halves set on a flat rock near the coals. Billy leaned against a rolled saddle, hat brim shading half his face, idly stropping his knife. Eva sat cross-legged across the pit, threading new stitches in a sock toe.
It was the hush between chores and sleep, that private hour when words either came easy or not at all. Tonight seemed the quiet sort, until Eva’s voice slipped out—soft as creek current—humming a tune older than the dust on Billy’s boots.
He recognized it: “Blessed Assurance”. Pure, plaintive, shaped by porch light and Sunday dresses. Her hum carried the lilt of childhood memory, the sort that made a man sit straighter without knowing why.
Billy’s knife paused. “You keep singin’ sweet like that, coyotes’ll think heaven set up shop down here.”
Eva looked up, half-smile touching her mouth. “Better than spooking them with squeaky saddles or my moans.”
He snorted, returned to sharpening—yet couldn’t keep from adding a low counter-line, whistled around the curve of his teeth. Not the hymn. Something entirely less holy—
“Oh Miss Clementine, so fair and fine,
With cheeks like summer roses,
She’d sit and stitch beneath the pine,
While hummin’ light supposes.
But one hot night in Abilene,
She sampled something heady—
Three sips of gin, her boots came off,
She said, “Boys, I’m feelin’ ready!”
She climbed atop the barkeep’s bar,
With whiskey on her breath,
Kicked over chairs, flashed garter strings,
And dared the room to death.
She rode the sheriff’s hat clean off,
Bent table legs with flair,
Then hollered, “Who here plays banjo?”
While swingin’ from a chair.
So raise a glass to Clementine,
With lips so sweet and wild,
She’ll drink you dry, then rob your boots,
And leave you with her child.”
Eva’s brows rose; hum stopped. “That is most certainly not Fanny Crosby.”
“Sure ain’t.” He wiped the blade, folded the strop. “Goes over well in rowdy saloons from Silver City to Santa Fe.”
“And you sing it under moonlight where ladies can hear?”
“Just makin’ sure them coyotes know we’re worldly.” He winked, expecting scold or blush.
Instead Eva set her darning aside, cleared her throat, and—eyes fixed on the fire—sang:
“But Clementine weren’t done just yet,
She kissed that banker’s wife,
Then taught the mayor’s son to dance—
In nothing but a knife.”
Perfectly.
Every bawdy metaphor, every double entendre that would redden a card-sharp, rolled from her lips in a voice as bright as church bells.
Billy’s jaw came unhinged.
When she finished the last stanza, she tipped her head, waiting. Fire popped like punctuation.
“How,” he managed, “do you know that verse?”
Eva plucked a pine needle from her skirt. “Kitchen girls at my place swapped songs for work rhythms. Some were hymns. Some… weren’t.” She gave him a look that said her upbringing wasn’t half as satin-pure as he’d assumed.
Billy set the knife down slow. “Well, I’ll be.”
She folded hands, patient. “Your turn.”
He cleared his throat, dredged memory, and offered a different brand of off-color tune—this one about a gambler, a barber’s chair, and a misunderstanding with a marshal’s wife. His voice, low and smoky, wrapped the night in sly confession.
Eva listened, biting her bottom lip to stifle laughter until the final punchline. She clapped once, softly. “Better cadence than the original printing I read.”
“You read?” He blinked. “There’s sheet music for that travesty?”
“In a sailor’s logbook stuffed behind the pantry wall.” She smirked demurely. “Told you: servants’ secrets.”
She launched, without warning, into “The Lass from Galway Harbour”—an Irish tavern number notorious for its chorus about untying corset strings with one finger. Her accent bent the vowels darling-wrong, but the cheek in her delivery would have made a dockworker spill his ale.
“I met a lass in Galway town, with cheeks like blushing wine,
Her laugh was sharp, her hips were sweet, her kisses tasted fine.
She said, “I’ve got a secret, lad, it’s tucked beneath this lace,”
And winked so wide I near went blind from looking at her face—
Oh, the lass from Galway Harbour, she’d charm a bishop’s ring,
She’d unlace corsets in the dark with just one blessed fingerling.
She’d hum a tune, undo a knot, and leave no stitch to spare,
Then vanish down the alleyway and leave you gasping air!
I followed her to chapel steps, still dizzy from the fun,
She dropped a curtsy, blew a kiss, and pinched the preacher’s bun.”
Billy laughed, honest and loud, head tilting back to the stars. “Lord help me, woman, you’ve been sittin’ on dynamite.”
“Only good if someone lights it.” She waggled brows.
Challenge accepted. He countered with a verse of “Madam, I Don’t Want No Beer”—a marching-camp favorite prone to scandalous improvisation. She joined the refrain on the second round, matching him lyric for sinful lyric, their voices weaving laughter between the pines.
“Madam, I don’t want no beer,
Don’t need no gin or rye,
Just slide that chair a little near
And wink with your left eye.
Your husband’s off at market, ma’am,
Your corset’s lookin’ tight—
Let’s see how many laces snap
Before we say goodnight.
Madam, I don’t want no beer,
Your kisses hit me harder!
I’d trade my boots, my horse, my hat
To plant one on your garter.
So keep your jug and spill your dress—
The sin’s already near—
And madam, I don’t want no beer…
I want your secrets clear!
Sir, I don’t drink with strangers—
But I might just drop my spoon,
If you say please, and play polite,
I’ll lift my skirts by noon.”
Fire crackled down to glowing bones. Above them, the moon flooded Eva’s face with silver. Strands of hair escaped her braid, glinting like the tossed sparks drifting skyward. Billy’s laughter faded to a soft, awed hush. He’d seen her brave, furious, tender; but this playful, knowing light in her eyes—this easy boldness—felt brand new.
She must’ve sensed the shift. Her voice gentled into the old hymn again—same melody that started the duel—yet she slipped a sly grin across the flames, as if daring him to hear the double life inside the notes now.
Billy didn’t sing along. He just watched, seeing the layers peel back: some grand man’s daughter, runaway conspirator, prairie washer-girl, woman of hidden tavern verses. Surprise warmed him clear through.
When the hymn’s last hum curled upward, silence settled—companionable, electric. Billy cleared his throat, suddenly aware of how fast his pulse tapped against his ribs.
“Eva,” he murmured, voice rough with wonder, “there’s whole worlds inside you.”
She met his stare, steady. “Hope you keep mapping them, cartographer.” A faint tease, but her eyes shone earnest.
He leaned forward, elbows on knees. Firelight limned his cheekbones, caught the rise of a smile that was half confession. “Might take me a lifetime.”
“Then don’t squander time on squeaky saddles,” she whispered.
They held each other’s gaze until the moment pressed too sweet. Eva tucked stray hair behind her ear, gathering darning once more. Billy picked up the knife, passed the blade over the strop though it needed no sharpening, anything to occupy hands itching to touch the mystery across the coals.
Above, the coyotes voiced a distant chorus—nature’s applause or maybe mild scandal. Either way, the two singers by the fire felt warmer than the flames warranted, both humming different refrains under their breath, both certain the duel had ended in a draw neither wanted to call final.
**
Billy swung down first, scanning for rattlers before uncinching the mare’s breast-strap. A lone saguaro-kin barrel cactus squatted near a sandbank, its shadow the only scrap of shade wider than a saddle horn. He shuffled over, working the stiffness from his knees, then glanced at Eva fussing with canteens.
“Five minutes for jerky,” he called. “Need to—” He gestured vaguely: adjust boot straps, check trail dust, anything but admit nature’s call.
Eva waved acknowledgment, attention on loosening her blanket-skirt. Billy hiked behind the barrel cactus, relieved it rose to respectable height. He didn’t bother a close look—spines on the far side didn’t concern him. Squatted quick, back to the camp, duster fanning over denim.
Thwickk.
Pain shot like lightning up his hindquarters.
“Sweet holy—!” He rocketed upright. Spines—fine, hair-thin, wicked—sprouted through canvas trousers into skin. One wrong move and half the Southwest was lodged under his hide.
Eva’s head snapped up. “Billy?”
He clenched jaw, voice strangled. “I’m—peachy.”
Another twitch, another jab. He hissed. Nope. Not peachy.
Eva approached, concern knitting her brow. “What happened?”
“Sat wrong. Mighty wrong.” He tried to step; spines bit deeper. He froze again, fists on hips, looking for all the world like a rooster mid-crow.
She circled cautiously, caught sight of the cactus with a neat Billy-shaped divot missing spines. Realization dawned; her lips twitched.
“Don’t,” he warned.
A snort escaped anyway. “Need help?”
“Nope,” he lied, shifting weight. A dozen needles protested. “Maybe.”
She bit her grin, fetched the small tin kit where she kept sewing needles and borrowed tweezers. “Drop your britches.”
“In broad daylight?” His scandalized tone would’ve suited a Sunday matron.
“You’d rather ride the next twenty miles stuck like a porcupine?”
He weighed dignity against pain. Pain won. He unbuttoned fly, eased denim down just below the crime scene—upper left flank—and stood like a penitential statue. Spines protruded at ridiculous angles, little daggers glinting.
Eva knelt, sun glancing off her hair. “Brace yourself.”
“Been braced since the first stab.”
She plucked the first spine. He hissed, muscles twitching.
“Hold still,” she chastised.
“Hard to, with you tuggin’ at my backside.”
“Hold. Still.” Another tweezer pinch, another needle freed. She deposited it in an empty matchbox.
Billy gripped his belt, knuckles white. “This is humiliation.”
“Consider it balance. You kneaded my rump to high heaven in that shack, remember?”
“That was holy work,” he muttered. A sharp yank made him yelp. “This is vengeance.”
She laughed—light, delighted. “Reckon I’m owed some.”
Ten spines later, sweat beaded Billy’s brow though the air sat cool. Eva’s focus never wavered, but amusement danced in her eyes.
“You done laughin’ yet?” he grumbled through clenched teeth.
“Not even close,” she said, plucking the last thorn. “But for tonight I’ll keep it under my hat.”
She dabbed salve over the pinpricks—cool relief blooming where fire burned. His shoulders eased.
“Better?”
He rolled trousers back up, tested a step. No stab. “Better.”
Eva rose, dusted sand from her knees. “Next time inspect the chair before sittin’.”
“Thought I did.” He eyed the villainous cactus. “Sneaky varmint.”
They headed back to camp. Eva popped a jerky strip in his mouth before he could complain. “Protein for your wounded pride.”
He chewed, glare softening. “Thanks… nurse.”
She winked devil-bright. “Anytime, porcupine.”
Billy shook his head, unable to stop the grin edging his mouth. Pain faded with each stride, replaced by the warm buzz of being cared for—even at the cost of ego.
Somewhere behind, the cactus stood proud, one patch bare where an outlaw’s dignity had met desert vigilance—and lost.
**
The barn had quieted to midnight hush—no wind, no sparrow flutter—just the hiss of the lantern and the rough cadence of two lungs fighting to steady. Billy eased out of Eva after a long night of pleasure, set a shaky palm on the hay to balance them both, then folded her into his chest. Straw clung to sweat-slick skin; her pulse throbbed against his collarbone like a hummingbird.
For a spell he simply held her—big hands smoothing her spine, slow as a lullaby. But even sated, the heat between them flickered, restless. Eva felt it first: a subtle roll of her hips that pressed the softest grind of her backside against the half-hard length still hanging heavy between his thighs. Billy’s breath stuttered.
She tipped her face up, mouth brushing the stubble at his jaw. “You said you wanted me on top by the fire.” Her voice was hoarse from begging, shy from daring, and laced with a new confidence that arrowed straight through him. “Said you’d—” she swallowed, cheeks gone rose-wild—“torment my breasts while I… rode you.”
The words alone nearly dragged a groan from his chest. But Billy made himself breathe, thumb tracing the damp curl at her temple. “Lantern’s still burnin’. Fire’s right there in the stove bin.” He lifted a brow—one part warning, two parts invitation. “You sure your legs’ll hold you, little dove?”
She answered by sliding her palm down his stomach until her fingers circled the thick root of him and moved down to fondle his testicles. He twitched, the half-hard pulse leaping eager in her grasp. “They will,” she whispered. “And if they don’t, you’ll keep me steady.” A pause; then, softer: “I want to see your eyes while you take my breasts in your mouth.”
That did it. Billy’s restraint, already hanging by a thread of straw, snapped clean.
He scooped her up—one fluid heave that earned a breathless laugh—then crossed the barn to the low iron stove. Its door glowed a dull orange; heat wafted gentle as summer dusk. He set a thick blanket on the dirt, another rolled as a makeshift pillow. The lantern on a stump threw amber rings across warped planks, painting her skin bronze and gold.
Billy sank onto his back, propping himself on elbows. His spent length rested against his belly—slick, angry red, half-hard, already swelling under her gaze. He crooked a finger. “Come claim it, peach.”
She straddled him, knees sinking into the blanket, skirt bunched at her waist, hair tumbling wild. The firelight made her nipples gleam dusky rose—stiff, begging for exactly the torment he’d promised. She guided him to her entrance, breath catching when the heat of his tip slid through the slick aftermath of their first release. But she didn’t lower—not yet. She leaned forward, palms braced on his chest, presenting her breasts to his mouth.
“Have them,” she breathed. “I’ll move when you do.”
Billy’s hands came up like instinct—one cupping the generous underside of her left breast, thumb brushing the taut peak; the other sliding round to palm the silken weight of the right. He lifted slightly, lips closing over the nearer nipple. He sucked slow—just enough to draw a sharp inhale from her—and let his teeth graze the swollen tip before soothing it with a warm swirl of tongue.
Eva’s thighs quivered, body rocking an inch down. The head of him breached her, stretching slick heat. She moaned—a sound rolled of relief and fresh hunger.
He released her nipple with a wet pop. “Ride slow, dove.”
She obeyed, sinking by patient inches until he was sheathed to the root, every ridge embraced by velvet heat. Her head tipped back, mouth parting in a silent cry. Billy exhaled a prayer that might’ve been a curse, fingers flexing hard on her hips.
“Now watch,” he said, voice gravel dark. He tugged her forward just enough to claim the other breast—mouthing it deep. His tongue flicked relentless taps over the stiff nub, then closed teeth around it in a sharp pinch.
Eva jerked, whimpering, hips circling instinctively. The movement stroked him inside her with wet friction. He sucked harder, drew her nipple to the back of his throat, then bit again—not cruel, but bold. Each nip sent little lightning bolts through her chest to the place where they joined. She rocked faster, chasing the twin sensations—fullness inside, fiery ache above.
“God, Billy,” she gasped. “Do it harder.”
He huffed a ragged laugh against her flesh. “You want torment? You’ll get torment.”
Hands bracketing her ribs, he pushed her upright so he could feast with both hands. Thumb and forefinger latched onto one nipple, rolling it, tugging, pinching until she keened. He mirrored the treatment on the other, alternating pinch and soothe, bite and suck, until she trembled like a bowstring drawn to breaking. All while she rose and fell on him—slow at first, then wild.
He could see the wet shine on his cock every time she lifted—see the stretch in her cunt, greedy and red and so fucking beautiful.
Firelight slicked sweat along her collarbones. Billy watched her face—eyes glazed, bottom lip caught between teeth—as she learned the rhythm of her own pleasure. Every downstroke buried him in scalding heat; every upstroke left him staring at the slick stretch where he disappeared inside her. He’d never seen anything half so beautiful.
“Touch yourself,” he growled, voice shredded. “Show me how greedy this little body’s gotten.”
She slid a trembling hand between her thighs, fingers circling the swollen nub. The moment she brushed it, her hips jerked and a high cry broke free. Billy thrust up hard, meeting her halfway, jaw set.
“That’s it,” he urged. “Milk me, dove. Squeeze me while I punish these perfect tits.” He pinched both peaks at once—firm, merciless. Her cry pitched higher, and the walls around him clamped like a vise.
“Billy—can’t—hold—”
He thrust once, twice—dragging her nipple through his teeth on the third—and she shattered. Pleasure tore through her, voice cracking on a raw, unguarded wail. Her body pulsed around him, convulsing in long, rolling waves.
The squeeze wrenched a groan from his gut; he slammed up, hips snapping, chasing the orgasm that crashed seconds behind hers. White heat flooded him—deep, thick, overwhelming. He held her hips pinned, chest heaving against the weight of her breasts, still tender under his hands.
Silence after, save the crackle of the stove and the reckless tempo of their hearts. Eva folded forward, collapsing onto his chest, hair veiling both their faces. Billy stroked her back, thumb soothing the swell where he’d pinched, now glowing purple.
“You all good?” he whispered, pressing lazy kisses to her damp hairline.
She laughed—a soft, startled sound. “I’m glorious.” A beat. “You… definitely tormented them.”
His grin curved against her temple. “Couldn’t stop if I tried.”
She shifted, still impaled, small aftershocks twitching through her belly. He hissed but held her there, savoring the slow ebb of heat. “Stay,” he murmured. “Want to feel you a while longer.”
She settled, cheek against his heartbeat. After a time her fingers climbed to his scalp, massaging in grateful circles. He palmed her breasts in gentle apology—no pinch, no bite, just slow strokes until her skin cooled and her breathing steadied.
Firelight guttered; the lantern’s wick burned low. Outside, a coyote yipped at the moon. Inside, two outlaws of different kinds lay tangled—one carved from flint and sin, the other from softness strong enough to tame the storm.
When their pulses finally eased, Billy eased her off with care. He gathered the blanket high, cocooned them both. She curled against his side, head on his shoulder, one thigh draped over his hips.
“Think your legs held up fine,” he teased, voice thick with contentment.
She chuckled, tracing shapes on his chest. “Tomorrow they’ll wobble.”
“I’ll prop you.” He kissed her knuckles. “Always will.”
Lantern winked out. The stove glowed ember-red. Somewhere in the dark hay loft, a sparrow rustled, settling back to sleep—the only witness to a gunslick outlaw keeping a promise of hard pleasure and tender aftercare beneath the whispering roof of an old barn.
And in the hush, Billy thought—just for a breath—that thunder maybe hadn’t taken anything from him after all. Maybe it had delivered something instead: a wild-fierce girl who could ride him to ruin and still leave him soft enough to cradle in his arms.
Top row: Royal Arfri (only 2 of them right now)
(something that previously wasn't an Arfri becomes one.)
1 Salvatore Crawford
He made Arfri, he is their King, a mythical figure none of them have met but still love and worship him.
Used to be a human, hence why he is a Royal.
2 Sybe
Not all creatures are strong enough to percieve ACTUAL GOD, so this is another form Creator takes, to avoid blinding lower beings. A temporary downgrade.
Middle row: just normal guys (these are named, but there could also be a village out there somewhere, I just don't need to identify all of these villagers)
3 Silay
Summoned during Gravity to help humans.
4 Ker
One of the first Arfri who formed long ago but shows up again in the modern day.
5 our beloved Toliki
Had some trouble, wandered for a bit, has only questions.
Last guy:
6 The basic building blocks of all arfri.
Little scout guy that flies around. They have no names or identities. Like a hive mind of bees. There could be 1 or there could be 1,000 depending on what you intend when you summon them.
who: William H. Bonney x Original Female Character
genre: western romance longfic (multiple chapters)
this chapter: pwp but with feelings • first time • p in v sex • foreplay • tender dom Billy • protective Billy • dirty talk • massage • body worship • nipple play • size kink (implied) • soft dom/sub dynamics • oral sex (f receiving)
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Chapter eight
Billy returned from barter at a homesteader’s door with a burlap sack that thrashed and squawked like sin struggling to stay righteous. Eva glanced up from the fire pit, brow cocked.
“Thought you were trading for beans.”
“Changed the menu,” he grunted, setting the sack beside a stump. “Old woman sold me this scrawny rooster for two cartridges and a compliment.”
“What kind of compliment?”
“Said I looked like a boy her daughter might fancy if I washed.” He pulled his knife, flipped it once for edge. “Fair price.”
Eva snickered, but the rooster chose that moment to jam a beak through the sack and shriek bloody defiance. Billy pinned the feet through burlap and, with one practiced slice, ended the protest. Silence fell—save the soft thud as the body stilled. He set the bloody knife on a stone, wiped hands on his trousers, and tied the neck with twine.
“Feathers first,” he said. “Then stew.”
They plucked side-by-side, tossing tufts to the breeze like dirty snow. Feathers clung to Billy’s hat brim; one stuck to Eva’s cheek until she laughed hard enough to blow it off. By full dark the carcass—stringy but respectable—was ready. Eva dunked it in a tin pail, Billy hacked vegetables. The pot settled on the fire, lid rattling gentle as the broth began to murmur.
Rain returned, soft drizzle. Eva laid another log, sniffed the steam. “Smells better than goat-steak, anyway.”
“Low bar,” Billy said, squatting to adjust the lid. Satisfied, he stepped to the saddlebags for salt.
That was the moment the lid lifted—just a hair— and something pale lurched up like a demon sprung from baptism. The chicken—headless, neck stump crimson—vaulted from the bubbling pot, thunked onto the dirt, and sprinted across camp on twig-thin legs, steam trailing like a funeral shroud.
Eva screamed—a sharp, startled squeal. Billy whirled, nearly brained himself on the frying pan handle.
“Jesus Mary Joseph—” he barked. The bird barreled between his boots, flinging mud. “Thought you were dead!”
Apparently the rooster disagreed. It veered past a log, flapped wing stubs, and bolted toward the creek grass.
“Don’t just stare!” Eva hollered, snatching the ladle like a cudgel. “Get it!”
Billy lunged, but mud slicked under his heel; he skidded, windmilled, landed flat in a splash that painted his coat. The rooster cleared the fire pit with Olympic grace, spattering greasy broth.
Billy pushed up, dripping. “Damn poultry!” he roared, charging again.
The chase became farce: rooster weaving through scrub; Billy sliding, grabbing nothing but air; Eva in pursuit, skirt hiked to knees, bare feet slapping mud. Rain intensified, drumming a war rhythm. The bird circled back, darted under the mare—who sidestepped and blew indignantly—then shot between Billy’s legs. He snapped shut like a sprung trap and clutched empty night.
“Why ain’t it tired?” he panted.
“Because you cut the wrong part!” Eva shouted over storm beat.
“Cut exactly the right part,” he snapped. Lightning flashed, revealing rooster tracks like manic Morse code.
Eva flung the ladle like a spear. It whistled past the bird, clanged off a bucket. Billy cursed so colorfully that the thunder blushed.
The rooster neared the creek bank—slick clay slope into dark water. Eva sprinted, eyes narrowed; Billy followed, boots slurping. Just as the bird leapt the edge, Eva grabbed a dangling feather nub, swung wide, and skidded on mud—momentarily waterskiing behind a dead rooster. With a yelp she yanked backward. The momentum flipped the carcass in a grotesque arc; it landed on its back, legs bicycling, then finally—finally—stilled.
Eva flopped to her knees, panting, hands caked in red mud and worse. She lifted the limp bird by one leg, dripping creek water and a last sad feather. Rain plastered hair to her forehead; her eyes sparked with wild triumph.
“Dinner, darling,” she deadpanned, holding it out like a trophy.
Billy doubled over, bracing hands on thighs, half-laughing, half-gasping. “If that devil gets up again, I’m shootin’ it and whoever resurrects it.” He reached, wrested the carcass free, scowling at its slick hide. “Hell’s own chicken.”
They trudged back to camp through muck. The pot still simmered, minus a good half-quart of broth. Eva fetched fresh water; Billy reset the bird, muttering threats. Feathers stuck to his cheek; Eva flicked them off, giggling at last.
Rain eased to drizzle. Fire hissed, but flames held. They sat, mud from knees to shins, staring at the pot as though expecting a second resurrection.
After a beat, Eva nudged his elbow. “Next time, we buy beans.”
Billy’s mouth twitched. “Or a cow. Cows stay dead when you tell ’em.”
Steam curled up, carrying the wild aroma of victory—mud, rain, and soon-to-be rooster stew. Billy raised an eyebrow at Eva’s filthy skirt and feather-stuck braid.
“Pretty sight,” he teased.
She sniffed. “Handsomer than a man wallowing in chicken guts.”
He barked a laugh, then reached to touch a smear of mud on her cheek, thumb gentling it away. Their eyes met—humor giving way to something softer, shared, intimate beneath the dying storm.
Across camp, the mare nickered as if in weary agreement. The rooster, mercifully silent now, bobbed in the pot, finally resigned to its fate.
“Let’s eat before it hatches an escape plan,” Billy said.
Eva smiled, warm and wicked. “Deal, darling.”
Darling. He liked that word.
And the laughter that followed tasted almost as good as the stew that—miracle of miracles—stayed in the pot this time.
**
Eva knelt on a flat slate rock at the water’s edge, sleeves rolled and braid unpinned, dark hair spilling halfway down her spine. In her palm sat a jagged cake of soft-grey soap she’d rendered two nights earlier—fat, ashes, a pinch of crushed sage for scent. She’d boasted to Billy it would “lather like a Paris tonic.”
Billy, twenty yards up-bank, checked the mare’s girth before bridle-mending. He caught a whiff of the soap on the breeze—strong, acrid, almost peppery. His nose wrinkled.
“Sure that stuff’s safe?” he called.
Eva waved him off. “I boiled it most of yesterday, Mr. Doubtful. Smells clean to me.”
She dipped a tin cup, poured creek water over her hair, then rubbed the soap to a froth between hands. Lather blossomed quick—too quick—clumping in sticky blobs. She worked it in from scalp to ends, confident… for eighteen blissful seconds.
Then the burn hit.
“Lord have mercy!” She jerked upright, hands diving for her head. Suds sluiced into her eyes; they stung like hornet venom. She blinked furiously—bad idea—soap mixed with tears, doubled the pain.
Billy heard the yelp. He trotted downhill. “Eva?”
She squatted, palms pressed to temples, hair standing like a foamy crown. “It’s—ah!—biting my scalp!”
Billy dipped a bucket, sloshed toward her. “Hold still.”
“Not in my eyes—” Too late. He heaved water; it hit head-on, knocking her braid forward, plastering suds down her forehead and—by unlucky ricochet—straight through the thin cotton of her blouse. Fabric went transparent in an instant, clinging to curves like wet paint.
Billy froze, bucket dangling, throat drying harder than Kansas August. Sunlight backlit every sweet slope beneath the muslin. Desire punched him square in the gut. He jerked his gaze to the treetops, ears flaming.
Eva gasped at the chill, at the sudden indecent cling, at everything. “Billy!” She crossed arms, soap still stinging her scalp. “I said—not in my eyes!”
“Was aiming for hair,” he rasped, staring determinedly at a bird’s nest somewhere above Wyoming. “Missed. Hold on.” He dropped the bucket, peeled off his bandanna, dunked it, and—eyes averted—blotted lather from her brow with trembling gentleness.
“Bandanna’s red,” she muttered, blinking tears. “Now I look murdered.”
“A sight healthier than blind.” He risked a glance; the suds had migrated, dripped white trails along her neck, disappearing beneath the drenched shirt. He looked away again, ears throbbing.
She managed a watery chuckle despite the sting. “You’re blushing worse than your long-johns.”
“Focus on breathin’, not teasing.”
“Can’t—scalp’s on fire.”
He set his jaw, grabbed the bucket, filled it again. “Need a proper rinse. Shut those pretty eyes tight.” Without waiting, he tipped water in a gentler sheet, hands guiding the flood along her hair so it coursed backward instead of down her face.
Soap frothed off in milky rivers. She shivered but didn’t protest. His fingers skimmed her scalp, massaging roots, careful where strands clung. Another rinse, slower, until suds thinned to nothing and creek water ran clear.
“Better?”
She opened one eye, then the other—red-rimmed but no longer burning. “Much.”
Billy exhaled, relief leeching tension from his shoulders. Only then did he register her blouse again—thin cotton transparent under full sun, nipples pebbling from cold water and embarrassment. Heat coiled low in his belly.
Eva followed his line of sight, realized, yelped. She grabbed the soap rag, clutched it to her chest. “Turn around!”
He spun on command, cheeks hotter than the coffee pot. “On my honor.” He heard her scramble for the shawl draped on a willow limb, fabric whipping wet skin. “Like I haven’t just squeezed those good lately…” He murmured to himself, shaking his head.
Silence but for drip-drip off hair ends and his own harsh breathing. After a long beat, her voice came—small, teasing anyway:
“Well. That didn’t go to Paris, did it?”
He huffed a laugh, still back turned. “More like Purgatory. That soap’s strong enough to scour a skillet.”
“Guess I mis-measured the lye.”
“Guess?” He risked a glance skyward; no transparent cotton in sight now—shawl hugged around her shoulders, braid dripping. “You could shave a mule with that stuff.”
She giggled—real amusement, no hysteria now. “Will we need to shave mules anytime soon?”
“Never know.” He finally faced her, eyes meeting hers, heat running under humor. “Could sell it as miracle cleaner. Just warn buyers about the mild chemical warfare.”
She stepped closer, water darkening the shawl at collarbones. “Thank you… for saving me from blindness.” Her smile softened. “And sorry ‘bout the view.” Color pinked her cheeks.
“Don’t apologize.” His voice roughened. “Just—next wash, stick to creek water.”
“Agreed.” She ran fingers through now-tangle-free locks. “Still smells like sage, though.”
He inhaled—sure enough, a soft, clean scent drifted between them, earthy and sweet. “Smells like you,” he said before thinking. Their eyes locked. Moment lingered—waves on rocks, wind in leaves, something tender glinting.
She dipped her chin, pleased. “We should head back up. Fire’ll be needing wood.”
“Right.” He scooped the wicked soap lump, chucked it under a bush. “Burying that weapon before it claims another soul.”
She laughed, took his offered hand to step off the slippery slate. Fingers lingered a breath too long; neither mentioned it.
They climbed toward camp, water droplets winking on hair and shawl, the sunlight making steam ghost off wet cotton—warm now, comforting. Behind them, the creek carried away the last stray suds, and the discarded soap lay harmless in shadow, waiting for rain to dissolve its bite.
Yet as they reached the fire pit, Billy caught himself glancing at her damp shawl, remembering the accidental glimpse of curve and delicate hue, the way her breath had caught under his hands. A dangerous warmth settled in his chest—quiet, steady, no lye about it.
Eva, for her part, touched her scalp and smiled—tender, secret—at the man who’d rinsed pain away even while blushing like an innocent.
Sometimes tenderness, she decided, washed cleaner than any soap ever could.
**
The next day drifted in a hush of pale sun and wet cedar. Sleet had faded to a lacy drizzle, leaving the world scrubbed and echo-quiet. They picked a path along the valley floor until dusk, when they found another forgotten outbuilding—half shed, half tack room—perched above a stream. The interior was tight as a cupboard: one sagging cot, a three-legged stool, the ghost of hay in the corners. Billy fixed the door with a fallen branch and a strip of rawhide, stoked a fire in an overturned bucket lined with stones, and set their lone lantern on a nail.
All the while, heat hummed between them like bees in clover. The memory of that one night clung to every glance, every brush of fingers passing the tin cup. Eva’s cheeks still carried twin roses no chill could fade; Billy’s hands twitched with recall of soft flesh and small shudders.
When dark wrapped the shed, Eva stood near the cot, biting her bottom lip. “Cold sets in quick,” she said softly. “We’ll need to share blankets.”
“Reckon so,” he answered, voice already roughened by want. He stripped his coat, boots, gun belt. She folded her shawl, lifted her skirt over the peg, and turned to him in chemise and stockings, moonlight rinsing her skin silver where the lantern’s glow fell short.
Silence stretched—a breath, a heartbeat, a lifetime. Then:
“Billy?” she whispered. “Would you… knead me again? Like before?”
He felt the request like a match across tinder. Crossing the plank floor, he framed her waist, thumbs resting at the back dip. “Thought you’d never ask,” he rasped.
He guided her to face the wall, hands gliding down to settle over that familiar, tormenting swell. The cotton of her drawers was thin as breath; warmth soaked straight through to his palms. Slowly he began to knead—gentle at first, mapping curves, then firmer, drawing soft flesh up into his grip before easing down in slow circles. Eva’s head dropped forward, a tremor running through her shoulders.
“That feel good?” he murmured against her ear.
“Yes,” she breathed, voice low and smoky. She pushed back into his hands, trusting, eager. He obliged, rolling his thumbs along the ridge where buttock met thigh, squeezing until her knees threatened to buckle. Each flex of muscle under his palms shot a jolt straight to his core; desire coiled heavy, insistent, almost painful behind his fly.
A moan slipped from her lips—honest, unguarded. He answered with a guttural groan, pressing a reverent kiss to the fine down at her nape. “Keep that up, dove, and I’ll lose what little sense I’m holdin’.”
She shivered at the warning, then turned in the cage of his arms. Her cheeks were flushed, eyes dark pools of want. “Then lose it,” she whispered. “I trust you.” She swallowed, steadying courage. “Billy… I want you inside me. Not mild.”
The words slammed through him like a rifle shot. He closed his eyes, jaw clenched, fighting the tide of need long enough to find words. “You’re sure? There’s no takin’ back a first time.”
She slid her palms over his chest, feeling the thunder of his heart. “I’m sure,” she said, voice trembling but unwavering. “You said you’d be gentle, not mild. I want that. All of it.”
His breath left in a ragged rush. He cupped her jaw with one calloused hand. “You’re untouched, Eva. I’m… not small.” He tried for a smile, rueful, warning. “Could hurt if we rush.”
“I trust you to see me safe,” she whispered. “Teach me slow—then take what you need.”
Need roared. He pressed his forehead to hers, gathering the last tatters of control. “We’ll go slow ‘til slow ain’t enough.” He kissed the tip of her nose, then her mouth—soft, lingering, the opposite of the ache knifing through him. “If pain comes, you tell me. I stop, no question.”
Her answer was a kiss deep as promise, melting him open. “Yes,” she murmured. “Please.”
He slipped a shaking hand to the ties of her drawers, tugged the knot loose. The cotton slid down her thighs, pooling at her ankles. She stepped free, bare beneath the chemise. He gathered the hem—paused. “May I?”
Her nod lit by lantern glow was pure invitation. He lifted the linen, baring her inch by inch until it fluttered to the floor. Moonlight from the cracked window traced silver over breast and hip, over the soft curve he’d kneaded to silk heat.
Billy swallowed hard. “Sweet mercy,” he breathed, letting his gaze honor every line. Then he reached—slow, steady—pulling her against him. She gasped at the press of his arousal, big and insistent through wool. He hissed, hands flexing instinctively on her rump. “Lie back on the cot,” he said, voice down to gravel. “I’ll make you ready.”
She obeyed, settling onto the narrow mattress, hair spilling like dark water over the rolled blanket pillow. Watching him through half-lidded eyes, she whispered, “Will you knead while… you touch me?”
“Til you beg me to stop,” he promised, kneeling at the edge.
As his hands returned to mold that perfect curve and his mouth descended to taste familiar petal peaks, Billy knew holding back was done. But he also knew every step would be marked by her sighs, her nod, her whispered yes—gentle, yes.
Just not mild.
**
The lantern guttered low, throwing amber ribbons across the plank walls as Billy knelt beside the cot. Eva lay stretched full length on the narrow mattress, moon-silver draping her skin. Her breath came quick, chest rising in delicate tremors. He drank in the sight, letting the hungering hush settle between them until each heartbeat sounded loud as gunfire.
“Easy now,” he murmured, palms smoothing from her knees to the gentle flare of her hips. “Tell me how slow you want me.”
“Slow at first,” she whispered, voice husky with trust. “Then… burn me, Billy.”
The words unlatched something fierce inside him. His hands curved over that familiar, perfect swell—thumbs tracing the dimples above each cheek—kneading with firm, worshipful pressure. Every squeeze drew a soft sound from her throat, half-whimper, half-plea. She arched into his touch, thighs shifting restlessly, heat blooming beneath his palms.
He bent to kiss her, mouth tasting the faint salt of skin still chilled from the ride. One kiss, then another, trail of fire from her navel to the tender undercurve of her breast. There he lingered—tongue flicking, lips closing gently over the soft peak until it tightened with wanting. Eva’s fingers threaded through his hair, urging him closer, breath hitching each time his tongue swept.
With one hand he kept kneading the plush of her backside, slow rhythmic circles; with the other he skimmed up her ribcage, mapping each flutter of her pulse. She quivered when those callused fingertips grazed higher—over the rise of her breast—rolling the rosy tip between thumb and forefinger. Her back bowed; a sigh spiraled from her, high and wondering.
“Such sweet sounds,” he murmured against her skin. “Give me more.”
He slid down her body, shoulders parting her knees. A tremor raced through her when his mouth brushed the inside of her thigh—light as moth wings—before settling where her warmth beckoned. One slow stroke of his tongue, deliberate, savoring. She cried out, hips jerking; he gentled her with a hand spanning her stomach, coaxing her legs over his shoulders so she could ride the rhythm instead of flee it.
He set a languid pace—lips teasing, tongue circling—until her breaths broke into shaky gasps. The tension in her belly coiled tight; her fingers clutched the blanket, heel digging for purchase. When her cry fractured into a near-sob, he flattened his tongue and drew her into a long, deep pull. She shattered—hips arching, thighs trembling, a soft keen spilling past parted lips.
Billy held her through the fluttering quake, slowing his strokes, murmuring praise. Only when her body stilled—warm, relaxed—did he rise, wiping a trembling thumb over the swell of her hip.
“Ready, dove?” he asked, voice gone ragged.
“Yes,” she breathed, eyes luminous. “Want to feel you.”
He stripped the remaining barrier between them; lantern light gilded the powerful line of his body. She reached, fingertips tentative along the length of him, awe mingling with a hint of worry at his size.
He caught her hand, kissed her palm. “We go slow.” Climbing onto the cot, he braced on one elbow, guiding her leg around his hip. His free hand cupped the base of her spine, angling her gently. “Look at me.”
Their gazes locked—hers wide, trusting; his hot and tender. With measured care he pressed forward, the blunt heat of him finding slick welcome yet formidable resistance. Eva inhaled sharply, nails biting his shoulder.
“Breathe,” he whispered. “I’ve got you.” He eased back a fraction, then forward again, coaxing her body to open for him. Inch by aching inch he advanced, showering her cheeks with whispered praises, kissing away the furrow between her brows. When at last he was sheathed to the hilt, a tremor swept both of them—hers from the painful but satisfying stretch, his from the furnace-tight hold around him.
“Hurts?” he asked, nearly undone by the velvet clutch of her.
“Full,” she gasped, lashes fluttering. “But good … keep going.”
He withdrew a breath’s width, slid home again—slow, steady. She shuddered, muscles softening, pain dissolving under molten pleasure. He repeated the tender thrusts, each a patient stroke that fed the ember between them until it glowed bright.
Soon her hips tilted to meet him, rhythm seeking. He answered, picking up pace—still gentle but no longer cautious, driven by the growl of need curling his spine. The cot creaked with the press of their bodies; lantern shadows danced wild across the ceiling.
Eva moaned, voice raw with wonder. “Billy—more—please—” She wrapped her legs higher, drawing him deeper. Control frayed—he surged, rolling his hips in a slow, forceful grind that made her gasp his name like prayer. Fingers twined with hers above her head, anchoring them both to the rattling cot-frame.
Heat spiraled—each stroke stoked it hotter, faster. Eva’s breaths shortened, body tightening around him. He felt the flutter start deep inside her and drove once, twice—on the third thrust she broke, a low cry spilling as pleasure flooded through her. The pulsing grip dragged him past the edge; with a guttural groan he followed, burying himself to the root as release tore loose, bright as lightning through his veins.
Silence slammed—save for their ragged breaths and the fading roar in his ears. Slowly, he eased down, careful not to crush her, peppering her temple with kisses. She turned her face, finding his mouth—soft, languid kiss tasting of afterglow.
“You all right?” he whispered, thumb stroking her cheek.
She smiled, eyes hazy but sure. “Never better.”
He slid free, earning a quiet whimper at the loss, and eased onto his back. She snuggled against him, thigh draped over his, cheek resting on his chest where his heartbeat still galloped. His arm circled her shoulders; with the other hand he resumed gentle kneading—lazy, affectionate squeezes over the curve he’d worshipped all night.
She giggled, sleep-drunk. “You’ll wear it out.”
“Ain’t possible,” he murmured, kissing the crown of her hair.
Outside, rain turned to quiet drizzle. Inside, the shed glowed with banked fire and slow, sated breaths. Billy stared at the roof beams, marveling at the peace humming between their skins—a peace born of heat spent, promises kept, and a future suddenly wide as the prairie.
He wasn’t mild. She didn’t need him to be.
And with her curled warm beside him, he finally believed he could be exactly the man she’d chosen tonight—flint and gunpowder, yes, but burning only for her.
who: William H. Bonney x Original Female Character
genre: western romance longfic (multiple chapters)
this chapter: purely tender sex
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Epilogue
The porch boards creaked soft beneath his boots, worn to a silver polish in all the places he paced most often. Billy leaned against the rail, coat slung open, collar tugged loose like he’d forgotten he was wearing it. One hand held a tin cup gone cold, the other reached absently for the curl of smoke from his cigarette, but the match had guttered out before it ever met flame. He didn’t mind. The scent of storm was enough.
Out past the pasture, the horizon hummed with dark violet, cut now and then by signs of heat lightning that bled across the sky like torn silk. The wind had died down, but thunder still muttered in the distance—low, conversational, like some old god telling stories to the trees.
Behind him, the screen door eased open with a soft groan. He didn’t turn right away.
He knew that step.
Bare feet. Slower now, but still quiet as creek water.
Eva came to stand beside him, one hand on the round swell of her belly. Her nightgown clung in the breeze, pale cotton blooming soft around her ankles. She carried nothing. She didn’t need to. Her presence filled the porch like lamplight—warm, familiar, and holy in the way only something hard-won could be.
“You feel it comin’?” she asked softly, eyes on the sky.
Billy took a long breath. “It’s hangin’ back. Like it don’t wanna bother us none.”
She smiled—one of those quiet, tired smiles that always made his chest ache.
He shifted, set the cup down, offered her his arm.
She took it, curled in beside him with her head resting on his shoulder, her belly pressing warm against his ribs. He smoothed a hand down her back, settled his palm low, just above the curve where their child made itself known in every breath she took.
They stood like that for a while, watching the wind lift the prairie grass, listening to the insects sing around the porch beams, feeling the tin roof begin to tick with the first fine drops of rain.
Then Billy murmured, almost under his breath:
“Out of the cradle endlessly rocking…”
Eva stirred, smiling against his shirt. “You always do Whitman when the rain’s comin’.”
He chuckled. “That so?”
She nodded, eyes shut. “Same as you hum before you shoot. Same as you swear under your breath when you fold a baby shirt.”
Billy looked down at her, his voice softer now. “Don’t need the whole poem tonight,” he said. “Just somethin’ small.”
She reached for his hand and, with her voice low and clear, answered him:
“I sing the body electric.”
Thunder rumbled like approval.
Billy turned to face her fully. “Damn,” he whispered. “You keep doin’ that and I’ll forget how to breathe.”
She leaned up, kissed his jaw—sweet and slow. “Then maybe it’s time we remind each other how.”
He helped her down to the porch floor—slow, careful, practiced. The boards were still warm from the day’s sun, and the overhang kept the worst of the rain off, though mist still gathered and turned her hair damp at the edges. He laid his coat down first, then took his time easing her onto it. She followed every movement with her eyes, open and loving, her fingers trailing his collar, then his buttons.
He kissed her belly before he kissed her lips.
“This little one’s gonna have your fire,” he murmured, lips grazing the rise of her stomach. “Knows how to kick like a mule already.”
Eva laughed softly. “Well, it’s yours too. Bound to be ornery.”
He shifted over her, one arm braced above her head, the other curled beneath her back, cradling. “You ever think on names?”
She nodded. “If it’s a girl… I was thinkin’ Delilah.”
His brow lifted, pleased. “Delilah. That’s got a sound to it. A song.”
“You don’t mind?”
He kissed her, long and slow, until she sighed against his mouth.
“I’d give you every name in the Bible if you wanted it. Delilah’s perfect.”
She cupped his cheek. “And if it’s a boy?”
He hesitated. Then:
“Jesse,” he said, quiet. “After the best man I ever knew.”
Eva’s eyes went glassy, her throat thick. “Jesse,” she repeated. “I love that.”
The rain thickened above them—steady now, a soft roar on the roof. It made a hush all around them, as though the rest of the world had leaned in to listen.
He touched her face, her throat, the slope of her shoulder. Every inch he’d come to know like home. Then his hand slid down, across the swell of her breast, beneath the cotton hem of her nightgown.
“You still want me?” he asked softly, voice catching.
Eva’s eyes widened—gentle, astonished, sure.
“Always,” she whispered. “More now than ever.”
His breath left him in a rough sound. “Then let me make love to you,” he said. “Slow. The way it oughta be—so you feel me long after I’m gone to sleep.”
She nodded, fingers curling around the back of his neck to draw him close.
And he did.
There on the porch, to the rhythm of falling rain and far-off thunder, Billy undressed her by degrees, worshipful and steady. He traced every curve with his mouth, every soft stretch of skin reshaped by the life inside her. He kissed her ankles, her knees, her thighs. He pressed his lips to the underside of her belly like a benediction.
And when he finally entered her—slow and careful, pausing when her breath hitched—she moaned into his mouth like she’d been waiting her whole life for the feel of him now. This way. As she was. As they were.
Their hands stayed joined, their eyes never strayed. Each slow thrust was a promise; each breath, a homecoming. He spoke to her in a low, broken drawl—not of filth, but of firelight and soft cries and how she made him better, just by loving him.
“You’re every good thing I got, peach. My peace. My pride. My start and my end.”
She wrapped her legs around his waist, not to hurry him, but to hold him.
“You make me whole,” she whispered. “Every part of me that ever hurt—don’t hurt no more.”
When they came, it was together.
No scream, no rush. Just a long, unbroken gasp—her name in his mouth, his soul in hers.
And afterward, he lay beside her, one hand on her belly, the other cradling her face as the rain kept falling—steady, sweet, full of quiet grace.
The porch swayed gently with the wind, and he sang the line again, barely above a murmur:
“Out of the cradle endlessly rocking…”
Eva’s lips brushed the corner of his mouth. “Whoever you are,” she whispered, “now I place my hand upon you, that you be my poem.”
They lay together like that until the thunder faded west, and the child inside her kicked once—strong and certain, like current.
thanks to all of you who gave SYBE a chance and stayed with me, read till the very end. this fic gave me a chance to speak to so many of you via DMs and asks and comments, and I’m feeling emotional just typing it. 🥹 hope you got to love Billy and Eva just as much as I do, and that the ending delivered. thank you again, from the bottom of my heart. I now will focus on my dark!Billy longfic and all your requests still waiting in my askbox. If you want to share your own prompts or ideas with me, send a request or DM me. I’d love to chat and be friends with more of you! Love you! Stay tuned. - Coco xxx
The sun crept over the ridge slow and golden, pale light bleeding through the cottonwoods in soft dappled stripes. It painted the earth in warm hues—amber dust, clay-rough furrows, and the pale flash of a woman’s bare forearms as she stooped low over a shallow trench.
Eva Whitman—once Fairchild, once nothing, once too many names to count—wore one of Billy’s shirts rolled up at the sleeves, the tails cinched tight around her waist with a length of baling twine. Her boots were scuffed and dust-cloaked, hem of her skirt tied up in a knot to keep it from dragging. Dirt had smudged the curve of her cheek where she'd brushed sweat away, and one dark strand of hair clung stubborn to her temple, plastered by heat.
She knelt in the soil and pressed her thumb into the furrow, spacing out seed potatoes. Her fingers worked gentle but firm, like she'd learned the land wasn’t something to conquer but coax.
Behind her came the slow creak of a pail’s wire handle, the crunch of boots through dry grass. Water sloshed. She didn’t turn.
“You finally showin’ up to help, or just needed somethin’ pretty to lean on?” she asked without looking, mouth already curved into a sly half-smile.
Billy stepped up behind her and bent to set the tin pail between the rows. His shadow cut the sun where it touched her back.
“I’m just here for moral support,” he said, crouching beside her. “And maybe the view.”
She glanced over her shoulder, arching an eyebrow.
He grinned, slow and wicked, blue eyes bright beneath the shadow of his hat. “Reckon I got the best view west of the Rio Grande.”
She snorted. “You’re supposed to be a husband now, not a wolf.”
Billy leaned in close, voice low. “Ain’t that always the same thing?”
She turned back to her work with a shake of her head, but the color high on her cheeks said his charm still landed.
Their fingers met over the edge of the pail as she passed him the hand spade. For a second their wedding bands—dull silver, worn smooth already from work—clinked soft as coins in a church box. A sound only they would notice.
He took the spade and began digging the next furrow beside her, posture unfamiliar but willing. The rows weren’t straight, but neither of them cared.
They worked quiet for a while, save for the sound of birds and the breeze teasing dried corn stalks from the failed summer patch. Billy wiped his brow with his sleeve and squinted up at the sun.
“Tell you what,” he said, tossing a clod of dirt aside, “this kinda labor makes gunfights look merciful.”
“Mm,” Eva hummed. “Only difference is the beans live longer.”
Billy chuckled, low in his chest. “Crop failure might be less risky than bullets. ‘Less these carrots start shootin’ back.”
Eva leaned back on her heels, brushing a dusty hand over her brow. “With our luck, they will. ‘Course, you’ll just shoot ‘em back and call it supper.”
He tipped his hat and offered a mock solemn nod. “That’s Mr. Whitman’s guarantee.”
The name still hit her like a soft bell each time he said it. Mr. and Mrs. Whitman. Signed in a dusty chapel with a jittery pen stroke and a kiss that lingered too long for the old reverend’s taste. She’d pressed her lips to that paper first before she’d even touched the ring.
Now, that name sat gentle on her shoulders. No corset laces, no family crest, no ledger. Just the name of a long gone poet chosen for safety reasons by a man who’d buried his past beside hers, then offered up a trowel and a future full of dirt.
Eva reached for the sack of seed and nudged her shoulder against Billy’s. “These rows are crooked.”
He gave a shrug. “So are we.”
She smiled into the sunlight, eyes soft beneath the brim of her borrowed hat. “Suppose we’ll grow just fine anyway.”
Billy looked at her a long moment, then reached up to brush a bit of straw from her hair. “Yeah,” he murmured. “I reckon we will.”
And with that, they kept digging—one row at a time, crooked as love, steady as roots.
**
The sun climbed slow and steady, dragging the sky into a washed-out blue haze that shimmered off the low hills and baked the earth beneath their boots. Sweat bloomed at the base of Eva’s throat, soaking into the collar of Billy’s old shirt, which hung loose over her frame except where the twine cinch shaped it snug around her waist.
She straightened with a soft groan, bracing her hands on her hips as she arched her back to work out the kink. The movement pulled the shirt taut across her body, sleeves rolled to the elbows, dust clinging stubborn to her calves. A streak of soil smudged across one high cheekbone, and a few wisps of dark hair had escaped her braid to cling damp against her brow.
Billy had been kneeling beside the next furrow, scooping a line with the toe of his boot. He looked up—and stilled.
“Don’t reckon you ever looked more beautiful,” he said, voice low and full of sand-drawn awe.
Eva turned her head, skeptical and flushed. “Covered in dirt and backache?”
He stood, slow and lazy, like a man rising to prayer. Dust clung to his trousers, sun painting gold at his shoulders, hat casting his eyes in just enough shadow to make the blue seem unreal. He stepped into her space and raised a thumb to her cheek, brushing the smudge with deliberate care.
“You work beside me,” he said, thumb pausing just at her jaw. “That’s beautiful.”
She swallowed, throat dry, heart beating a slow thunder.
“I sweat and swear and threaten to throw the spade every third row,” she muttered, though her voice held a smile.
Billy grinned. “Like I said. Beautiful.”
They crouched again together, knees pressed close in the furrow. His hands fumbled the seed sack while hers opened the trench. Their arms brushed—his forearm rough with sun and callus, hers freckled and fine. His fingers "accidentally" lingered atop hers when passing the last of the potato eyes. She stilled, let the touch rest. When she looked sideways, his mouth was close to her ear.
“You’re terrible at pretending,” she whispered, voice all heat and silk.
“Wasn’t pretending anything,” he murmured, not moving. “Just want an excuse to touch my wife.”
She tilted her head slightly, letting her temple press to his for a beat. “You don’t need excuses. You married me, remember?”
Billy’s laugh rumbled quiet and warm. “Don’t reckon I’ve forgotten. Still ain’t sure how I pulled it off.”
They finished the row slower than they had the others, more hands brushing than seeds planted. When the last clump of dirt was pressed in place, Eva sat back on her heels and huffed out a breath. “That’s enough husbandry for one morning,” she declared. “And I mean both kinds.”
Billy laughed and offered her a hand up. She took it, letting him pull her to her feet with one quick tug that sent her into his chest.
“Careful,” he said, steadying her waist. “You fall into me like that, I might forget there’s still a whole patch to finish.”
“Good,” she said, leaning just enough to tempt. “You could use the break.”
They meandered to the porch where a chipped pitcher of well water waited in the shade. Billy poured for them both, handing her the first tin cup. She drank deeply, water cold and sharp on her tongue, then let her body slump gratefully onto the top step, skirts billowing, boots kicked halfway off.
Billy dropped beside her, legs stretched out, his shoulder brushing hers. The tin roof creaked above them as it expanded in the heat.
Eva leaned her head on his shoulder, eyes slipping half-closed. “Might die here,” she murmured. “Right here, of exhaustion and love.”
Billy took a sip of his water and smiled into the rim. “Long as you die beside me, I’ll call it a fine death.”
She sighed, lips quirking, and nestled closer. He slid his arm around her, wide and warm, fingers resting just above her hip.
A breeze swept across the porch, bringing with it the mingled scent of pine and turned earth, of sun-warmed cotton and fresh sweat. It rustled the tall grass near the fence line and tickled the hair at Eva’s nape.
They sat like that in the hush of a hard-earned moment—husband and wife, not yet masters of the land, but no longer fugitives either. Just two bodies wrapped in dust and something better than peace: belonging.
Billy looked down at her, eyes soft. “Think we’ll keep her alive? The patch?”
Eva snorted faintly. “If not, we’ll feed the dirt something else next season.”
“Like what?”
She turned her face up to his, smirk playing at her mouth. “Future.”
Billy smiled wide, pulled her close, and kissed her nose. “Reckon we’ve already started planting that.”
**
The basin sat cool in the alcove near the hearth, its ceramic lip catching the angled light that slanted through a small square window above. Eva stood with her sleeves rolled again, wrists bare, neck damp with effort. Dust still streaked one calf where her skirts had ridden up in the garden, but her hands were clean now—cupped beneath the last scoop of water as she rinsed the dirt from beneath her fingernails.
The copper tap dripped once. Then again. The only sound.
Behind her, a floorboard creaked.
She didn’t need to look up. She saw him in the mirror—Billy, leaning his shoulder against the doorframe, arms crossed, hat set slightly back on his head, expression warm enough to melt wax.
He didn’t speak at first. Just stood there like he’d paused mid-stride to marvel at something he hadn’t realized he was still lucky enough to keep.
Then, quiet as the room around them, he pushed off the frame and stepped forward. His boots made no sound on the worn clay floor. His reflection grew behind hers in the glass, close enough now that she could feel the heat of him at her back before his arms ever touched her.
He slid them around her waist and let them rest there, loose but sure. She leaned back into him automatically.
“I think,” he murmured near her ear, “I married the only woman who can wield a rifle and a shovel and still smell like lilacs.”
Eva’s eyebrow arched in the mirror. “That’s laundry soap,” she said, tone dry as the desert outside. “And you know it.”
He dipped his head, mouth brushing the curve of her neck, breath warm against the fine hairs there. “Still counts.”
She shivered once, a slow sweep up her spine, but didn’t give him the satisfaction of letting it show on her face.
“Can’t trust a man who marries for the scent of soap,” she said, turning off the tap with a flick of her wrist. “That’s thin logic.”
“I married for the fight,” he said, voice rough silk. “The soap’s just a bonus.”
Their eyes met in the mirror then—hers sharp with amusement, his softened by something deeper, older than lust. Want, yes, always. But beneath it: gratitude, awe, the still-dumbstruck love of a man who’d never expected to wake beside the same woman this many mornings in a row.
Eva reached for the cloth on the counter and turned—light on her toes, trying to slip from his grasp. She tossed the cloth at his chest with a smirk.
He caught it without looking, grinned. “Tryin’ to wriggle outta my arms now that the shovel’s done?”
She stuck her tongue out at him.
“You’ll pay for that,” he said—and then lunged.
She squeaked—actually squeaked—as he caught her waist mid-spin and hauled her bodily into the air. Her boots kicked once, her braid swinging over her shoulder as she twisted in his arms.
“Billy!” she yelped, half laughing, half breathless.
“You started it.”
He set her down gently, one hand still around her back, the other lifting to tuck a stray lock of hair behind her ear. She didn’t step back. Neither did he.
Their foreheads touched. Just that—brow to brow, noses brushing, the small hush between them filled with the echo of laughter and something deeper, slower.
“Married a troublemaker,” he said, soft and fond.
Eva smiled against his cheek. “Married a fool who thinks teasing me won’t backfire.”
“It always backfires,” he said, with mock solemnity. “That’s half the fun.”
Their hands met at her waist—his thumbs drawing slow, idle circles over the cotton of the shirt that used to be his. Her fingers found the front of his suspenders, toying lazily.
The air between them was warm, but not from the hearth. It shimmered with the quiet, unspoken heat of a hundred mornings like this—safe ones, shared ones, where want wasn’t wild or urgent but steady. Married. Anchored.
She didn’t kiss him. She just breathed with him, soft and full, cheek resting against his jaw, and let the quiet claim them.
Outside, wind rattled the garden fence.
Inside, two outlaws stood folded around each other—no danger, no rush—just the sacred weight of love earned one row at a time.
**
The table was a crooked old thing, its legs shimmed with flint chips and one side warped by sun. They’d found it half-buried in the shed when they first moved in—dragged it out, sanded the worst of the splinters, and declared it “sturdy enough for coffee and confessions.”
Tonight, it held both.
Two mugs sat in the middle—one with a crack down the side, the other chipped like a mountain tooth. Neither one matched. The steam had thinned, but the warmth lingered.
Eva sat sideways in her chair, legs drawn up beneath her, sleeves pushed to the elbows again. The cotton shirt was cleaner now, but the scent of earth still clung faintly to her skin. Across from her, Billy leaned forward, forearms on the table, mug cradled in both hands. His hat hung from a nail on the wall. His hair was damp from a quick basin rinse.
The silence was full—not heavy, not strained. Just real. Earned. The kind that didn’t need explaining.
Then, without a word, Eva reached across the table and laid her hand atop his.
She didn’t stroke his knuckles or lace their fingers—just rested there, palm over back, thumb brushing idly along the pale ridge of an old scar near his wrist. Her ring caught a slant of firelight, dull silver winking like a moonstone.
Billy turned his hand to meet hers. Their fingers linked.
After another beat of quiet, she said, softly, “Feels like we bought something. With all that running. Like this…” Her voice trailed. She looked down at their hands. “Was the price.”
He studied her face—the smooth pull of her mouth, the high rise of her cheekbone still flushed from sun. Then he leaned across the small table, pressed a kiss to her cheek.
“Best trade I ever made,” he said, voice warm against her skin.
Her eyes closed. She exhaled slow.
He kept their hands joined, thumb rubbing slow circles at the inside of her wrist, where her pulse danced just beneath the surface—fast, steady, real. The way it always quickened when he touched her. The way it always made him feel like maybe he hadn’t ruined his whole life before her.
Outside, somewhere out beyond the edge of the garden fence, a lone coyote sent up a hollow cry—long, echoing across the scrub hills.
Eva didn’t stir.
She just listened. Then said, after a moment, “Used to think peace was silence.”
Billy lifted a brow, watching her.
“And now?” he asked.
Her gaze drifted from the window to him. Her smile was faint but sure.
“Now I think it’s knowing someone’s close enough to hear your breathing.”
He didn’t answer. He only watched her—heart hammering in quiet agreement—and gave her hand the gentlest squeeze.
Outside, the wind brushed low across the chimney.
Inside, the lamp burned steady. A single flame held against all the dark they’d known.
Through the square-paned window, the adobe walls glowed soft. Two shadows moved behind the light—sometimes apart, sometimes folded together. Always near.
Not running. Not hiding.
Just alive.
**
The oil lamp hissed low on the kitchen table, throwing gold light across the walls while dusk deepened outside. The storm had passed, but the world still smelled like thunder—wet earth, warm pine, and scorched ozone curling in through the open window. Billy stood barefoot on the scuffed wood floor, shirt open, suspenders hanging loose around his hips. Eva leaned against the kitchen wall, skirt wrinkled and half-unbuttoned, hair a wild mess from where he’d gripped it earlier. Her lips were swollen from kisses that had started before supper ended and never really stopped.
But now… now he had a different idea in mind.
He stepped closer, eyes molten, voice thick as molasses. “Don’t fall yet, dove,” he rasped, cupping her face with one hand, thumb grazing the flush in her cheek. “We ain’t near done.”
Her lashes fluttered. “No?”
“Nah.” He tipped his head toward the wall beside her, tapping it once with his knuckles. “Ain’t no post like that hay barn, but this’ll do. I’m gonna lift you, press you right here, spread my coat so no damn splinters scratch your pretty skin. Then I’ll slide in slow—make you watch my eyes while I roll us both to the edge.”
She whimpered softly, thighs pressing together.
He leaned in, mouth brushing her ear. “You ready for that, Mrs. Whitman? Ready to take me like a good little wife—legs wrapped around me, back on this wall, skirt shoved up, nothin’ between us but heat?”
“Yes,” she breathed, eyes shining. “Please.”
He groaned like she’d struck him. “Fuckin’ hell, woman. Talk like that again and I’ll spill before I even get inside you.”
She smiled—teasing, knowing—and reached for his collar, but he caught her wrists, gentle but firm, pinning them above her head against the wall.
“Uh-uh. Let me speak first. You been testin’ me all day, struttin’ ‘round this kitchen in that soft little slip, bendin’ just so I see the curve of your ass, hummin’ like you didn’t know it drives me damn near feral.”
“I did know,” she whispered.
He kissed her hard, rough and full of heat, then pulled back just enough to breathe against her mouth. “Course you did. Sweet and obedient when I’m inside you, but got fire in your mouth and mischief in your hips. That’s why I married you, dove—‘cause you take me every night like it’s your duty and your delight. ‘Cause you cook for me, ride with me, sass me just enough to keep me in check, then come to bed and let me fuck you like you were made for nothin’ else.”
Her body arched into him, thighs parting, begging.
“You know,” he murmured, mouth tracing her jaw, “you been so goddamn good lately, I been thinkin’... maybe it’s time we try for a baby.”
Her breath caught. Her eyes darted to his, wide and soft, filled with sparks deeper than heat.
“Yeah?” she asked, voice small. “You want that?”
He stepped back, just enough to untangle his coat from the chair and spread it neatly over the wall where her shoulders would rest. Then he hoisted her—strong arms cradling beneath her thighs, pressing her flush to the wood. Her legs wrapped instinctively around his hips. Her back hit the wall with a soft thump, skirt rucked high, breath shallow.
“I do,” he said, serious now, voice low and rough. “I want to see you all round and glowin’, belly full of my baby. I wanna make it stick, Eva. Tonight. You ready for that?”
She nodded, face flushed, breath fast. “Yes. Yes, I’m ready.”
“Then we’ll do it the intense way,” he growled. “Hard. Deep. Long enough to make sure you take.”
She gasped, clinging tighter around his shoulders, and he thrust into her in one slow, strong push—thick and steady, burying himself deep. They both cried out—hers soft and breathless, his low and primal.
“That’s it,” he whispered, voice shaking. “Fuck, you feel good. Every time’s better. Like your body was made to keep me.”
He pulled back slowly, then drove in again, harder. Her head thunked softly against the wall, eyes fluttering shut. But he grabbed her chin, made her look at him.
“Eyes on me, dove. Wanna see ‘em when I fill you. Wanna watch you come apart.”
She moaned, hips tilting, taking every inch.
“Gonna fill you so deep, baby’s got no choice but to grow. I’ll keep you pregnant all the time,” he grunted between thrusts. “Start a whole outlaw army—every kid with your eyes and my temper.”
She laughed—a sweet, gasping laugh that turned into a moan as he rolled his hips just right. “Billy—God—don’t joke, I’ll want that.”
“I want that,” he shot back. “Wanna see you waddlin’ ‘round the ranch, snappin’ at me ‘cause you’re hot and heavy and needin’ me to rub your back and eat you out ‘til you stop fussin’.”
“Billy,” she gasped, nails clawing his shoulders.
“Wanna kiss stretch marks on your hips,” he growled, “lick milk off your breasts, fuck you quiet while the baby sleeps. Want all of it. You hear me?”
“Yes—yes, I hear you—God—”
He slammed into her, pace picking up, and her hands scrambled for purchase—around his neck, in his hair, back against the wall. Her moans filled the kitchen, wild and open, and he gave her everything: strength, rhythm, filthy promise after filthy promise, all low and relentless in her ear.
But when her body began to quake—when her nails dug in, and her breath caught, and she sobbed his name against his neck—he slowed. Slowed to a grinding roll, held her tight, kissed her throat.
And then the words changed.
“You’re my whole damn life, Eva,” he whispered, voice thick with feelings too tender to name. “You know that?”
She nodded, tears slipping free.
“I don’t care if it takes one try or twenty. I just wanna fill you ‘cause I love you. ‘Cause I wanna build somethin’ with you. A family. A future. Somethin’ that lasts longer than either of us ever could.”
Her arms tightened around him, legs still trembling from release.
“Say you want that too,” he begged. “Say it again.”
“I want it,” she whispered, kissing his jaw, his temple. “I want all of it—with you.”
He kissed her. Then moved again, this time not to possess but to bind—grinding into her until they both came, tangled in a kitchen full of stormlight and laughter and vows neither of them had to speak aloud to mean.
He didn’t put her down for a long time. Just held her there—barefoot, gasping, pressed to the wall—his forehead against hers, murmuring everything soft and sacred he knew how to say.
who: William H. Bonney x Original Female Character
genre: western romance longfic (multiple chapters)
this chapter: rough sx • size kink if you squint • power play • breeding kink (implied) • spanking • hair pulling (implied) • dirty talk • possessive Billy • praise kink •
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Chapter sixteen
The cold came in like a hush.
Eva stirred under the rough wool blanket and sat up slowly, limbs stiff from sleep on the hard cot. The cabin was quiet but for the slow creak of old beams adjusting to mountain air and the distant rustle of wind through pine. Pale light slid in through the crooked windowpane—no sun yet, just the first ghost-gray edge of dawn. She blinked the sleep from her eyes and rubbed warmth into her arms, reaching for the worn cardigan that hung off the back of a chair.
Billy lay a few feet away on the floor pallet, one arm flung across his chest, hand resting on the curve of his revolver holster like a reflex more than choice. His hat had slipped over his brow in the night, casting his face in a soft shadow. The rhythm of his breathing was steady, if not peaceful. Even in sleep, tension clung to him like a second skin.
Eva rose quietly, careful not to wake him. Her bare feet hit the cold floorboards with a wince. She padded over to the tiny potbelly stove and crouched to stir the ashes, feeding in a few sticks of pine from the dwindling stack beside it. The wood caught with a dry whisper. A few moments later, flames licked up, casting a bright glow over the cramped single-room space—bunk, chair, stove, table with two tin mugs, and a battered Bible someone had left behind years ago.
She found her boots and shrugged into her coat, then stepped out into the thin-boned morning.
The air bit sharp. A skim of ice clung to the water barrel beside the door. Snow still slept on the mountaintops, but the valley was waking to thaw—just barely. Eva tucked her hands into her sleeves and walked a few paces from the cabin. Smoke from the stove trailed after her, curling into the blue-tinged sky.
She stood there for a long moment, just breathing.
The mountains beyond were huge and impassive. Pines rose like jagged prayers. Somewhere far off, a jay cried sharp through the hush. But all she could feel was the weight in her chest.
Jesse.
She’d never forget the sound of the gunshot. The way his body folded wrong, as though someone had cut the strings of a marionette. Billy had dropped beside him like his own bones had given out—hands soaked in blood that wasn’t his, eyes wide and ruined. He hadn’t spoken for hours after. Then barely, until he was digging. Even then, his words came hollow and flat, like every one of them cost him something he wasn’t sure he had to spare.
“Would’ve cracked a joke right now,” Billy had said, wiping dirt from his cheek. “Just to watch me laugh.”
Eva swallowed hard.
She reached into the inside pocket of her coat and pulled out the envelope. It was creased at the corners but unopened, her name written in her father’s careful, looping hand.
Miss Evaline Warren Fairchild
c/o Pine Hollow Post Restante
It had caught up with her. Months delayed, passed from station to station until it landed two towns back, in a general store where the owner had recognized her face and handed it over without a word. She’d tucked it in her satchel and said nothing. But now it felt like a pulse in her fingers. A final tether.
The seal was still unbroken.
She turned it over, ran her thumb along the edge, then stilled.
Not yet.
Eva slid the envelope back into her coat and pressed it to her chest for a moment, just above the soft ache that hadn’t left her since Jesse fell. Then she looked over her shoulder, back toward the crooked little cabin. Smoke drifted thin from the stovepipe. Inside, Billy slept beside the only fire still burning.
And she had no idea what would burn next.
But she knew it was coming.
She breathed in hard, then turned back toward the door. Time to stoke the flame.
**
They didn’t speak much on the ride into town.
Billy kept his hat low, collar up, rifle tied snug to the saddle in a way that made clear it wasn’t for decoration. Eva rode just behind, one gloved hand resting on the cantle, the other tucked under her shawl. The snowmelt had turned the road to mush in places, wagon tracks sinking deep into the clay like scars. Even the horses moved quiet.
The town—just another dried-up mining vein with a name no one would remember—looked like it had been stitched together from leftover lumber and pipe dreams. One main street, two saloons, a crooked church, and the general store where Billy needed beans, powder, and a new length of rope.
As they dismounted in front of the store, Billy’s hand ghosted over his belt, fingers brushing the grip of his Colt. Just a habit, maybe. But Eva saw the angle of his jaw, the way his shoulders stayed high, tight, watching.
“I’ll be quick,” he muttered, tying the reins. “We keep our heads down, we’re ghosts.”
Eva nodded, following him in.
The store smelled like dust, tobacco, and onions gone soft. Shelves lined with chipped tin goods and jars of pickled everything. The storekeep gave them a long look but said nothing; just nodded and went back to counting beans behind the counter.
Billy swept through his list with practiced efficiency, tossing things into a crate: flour, coffee, bullets, matches. Eva drifted near the window, idly eyeing a bolt of faded muslin when she felt it.
A pull. A weight.
She turned.
Across the street stood a man leaning near the post office sign. He was too still for a local. Too clean. Black boots polished, cuffs crisp, not a speck of trail dust on him. The sun gleamed off the gold of his watch chain. And he wasn’t just looking in their direction—he was staring straight at her.
He didn’t blink.
“Billy,” she said softly.
Billy turned without hesitation, followed her gaze, and went still.
The man lifted one brow. Didn’t move.
“We’re done here,” Billy said flatly, grabbing the crate. “Move.”
Outside, they mounted fast. Eva tried not to look back, but she could feel it—those eyes tracking her, peeling her like bark from a tree.
They rode hard, no stops.
**
It was almost sundown when Billy left with the rifle to find rabbits—“Just for an hour,” he’d said, pressing a kiss to her lips like a promise. “Stay in the light.”
Eva lit the lantern and tried to make stew with shaking hands.
She didn’t hear the man approach.
The knock was soft. Almost polite.
She stiffened, hand already going for the rifle leaning near the stove. When she cracked the door, she saw him—same man, same slick coat, same city-cool posture. Now close enough for her to see the threads of silver at his temples, the careful trim of his beard. A gentleman. Or someone playing one.
He held up both hands—palms open, empty.
“I’m not here to harm you, Miss Fairchild,” he said. “Or would you rather I call you Mrs. Bonney?”
Eva stepped into the doorway fully, rifle raised, stock tight to her shoulder. The barrel pointed dead-center at his chest.
“I prefer ma’am,” she said coolly. “You’ve got ten seconds.”
The man didn’t flinch. “Name’s Horace Lyle. Pinkerton Agency. Your father retained our services last July.”
“I don’t have a father,” she said. “He died the day he let my friend get flogged to death.”
Lyle’s lips twitched—neither amusement nor sympathy. He reached slowly into the inner pocket of his coat and pulled out a letter. Cream paper, black seal. Fairchild written in a hand she knew too well.
“No sudden moves,” Eva snapped.
“Wouldn’t dream of it.”
He held it out. “He wrote this after he found out where you were. Sent the same one your way a few weeks after. Gave me this one just in case you’d ignored it. It's not a summons. It's a... peace offering. Or his version of one.”
Eva didn’t lower the gun.
With his other hand, Lyle pulled out a small, leather-bound wallet. Slid from it a folded clipping—an old photograph. Evaline Warren Fairchild, age fourteen, posed with a silver ribbon in her hair beside the governor’s daughter.
She recognized it instantly. Hated the ache it stirred.
“I’m just here to deliver the message,” Lyle said. “But I’ll admit—I had to see for myself. Why a girl with a thousand-acre inheritance would choose mud and gunpowder over magnolias and trust funds.”
“You done?” she asked, fingers steady on the trigger.
He studied her for a moment. Not like a man sizing up a threat—but like one weighing a wager.
“He said you’d be stubborn. Said you’d be scared. Said you might shoot.” He smiled, faint. “Didn’t say you’d look like someone who found something worth staying for.”
Eva’s eyes didn’t move.
Lyle tucked the letter and photo back in his coat and took a step backward. “If you ever change your mind, there’s a depot office two towns east. Ticket’ll be waiting.”
“Don’t count on it.”
“I don’t. But he does.”
Her jaw was set hard enough to make her neck ache.
Horace Lyle stood in the middle of the room like a man laying out a chessboard. Not rushed. Not smug. Just confident—as if every move had already been rehearsed before a mirror.
He unbuttoned his coat with methodical precision, then reached into an interior pocket and withdrew a satchel of fine black leather. The kind not made for saddle-trails or canyon dust. He laid it carefully on the table, opened it, and drew out a folder tied with string.
“I was instructed not to force you,” he said, his voice calm as rain on glass. “No threats. No coercion. Just a reminder.”
“A reminder of what?” Eva asked, not moving.
Lyle flipped the folder open. The papers inside were ivory, heavy-stocked, inked with care. “Your full birth certificate. Evaline Warren Fairchild, born September 5th, 1860. Mother: Caroline Van Baren Fairchild—née of Dutch Hill.”
He pulled something smaller from the satchel—a velvet pouch—and tipped it open into his palm.
Out tumbled a string of pearls, creamy as milk, gleaming even in the dull light. The clasp caught a spark of gold, a filigreed W engraved at its center.
“Your mother’s,” he said. “Worn twice in public, both times for charity galas. They’ve sat in a vault since her death.”
Eva didn’t speak. Her lips were tight, brow unreadable.
“There’s more,” Lyle added.
He unfolded a third paper. This one bore a legal seal, embossed and formal.
“Your inheritance,” he said simply. “Held in trust until your twenty-fifth birthday. The deed to Rosemead Plantation. Seventeen thousand acres, seventy head of cattle, a house staff under paid contract, and two bank accounts totaling—well.” He gave a modest shrug. “More than enough to last a lifetime.”
Still, Eva said nothing.
Lyle straightened slightly. “All of it is yours. The condition? You return to Rosemead before the date passes. Sign your name in the presence of counsel. Your father made it clear: he won’t pursue you. Won’t force anything. But this was his final offer. He wants you home, Eva.”
He said the name gently. Almost kindly.
“I buried ‘home’ over nine months ago,” she said, voice low.
Lyle stepped forward, just a pace. “I’ve read the agency reports,” he said. “I know what you've lived through. The flogging. The disappearance. The brothel. The bounty. I also know the man you're living with.” His mouth ticked into a half-frown. “William H. Bonney, to some known as Henry McCarty. Known associate of Jesse Evans. Suspected in over a dozen robberies, multiple homicides. Escaped custody twice. Pinkerton priority file.”
She didn’t blink.
“Miss Fairchild,” Lyle said, tone softening, “The Kid is a bad investment of the heart. You’re gambling pearls on a ghost. He’s got a noose for a future. You, on the other hand…” He tapped the paper. “You’ve got train fare and a title deed.”
She exhaled slowly. Crossed the room to the hook by the door and pulled her coat from its peg. From the inside pocket, she drew the unopened letter. It looked small in her hand. Wrinkled, soft at the corners from travel and neglect. The seal unbroken.
She turned and held it up.
“This part of the inheritance too?” she asked.
Lyle nodded. “He begged me to make sure you read it. Said if you did, you’d come home.”
For the first time, her expression cracked—just a hint of something deep and tired in her eyes. She looked down at the letter.
Then, in silence, she crossed to the stove, knelt, opened the iron door—and fed the envelope into the flame.
The seal blackened first. The parchment curled, caught, flared orange. For a moment the whole cabin lit with it. She didn’t look away.
When the ashes fell, she stood and brushed her hands clean.
“You can tell mister Fairchild,” she said, “that his daughter died a week ago. Labor gone wrong, street fight, consumption, whatever you come up with. And the woman standing here now?” She leveled her gaze. “She doesn’t answer to him. Or you.”
Lyle blinked, just once. The pearls glimmered on the table between them. Forgotten.
“Do you really think he’s worth all this?” he asked, voice gone flat.
“I don’t think,” Eva said. “I know. And it’s not about worth. It’s about truth. He doesn’t lie to me.”
“Only about leaving you behind.”
Her mouth tightened, but she didn’t stir. “Not anymore.”
Lyle exhaled. Not angry. Not defeated. Just accepting.
He gathered the remaining documents and put them on the table next to the pearls.
Then he looked at her one last time. “You’ve got grit,” he said. “Shame to waste it on the gallows.”
“I’d rather die honest than live in lace.”
He nodded. Adjusted his hat. Walked to the door. Paused, hand on the latch.
“If you change your mind,” he said, “there’s a train from Dover’s Bluff on the third of next month. Fare’s already paid.”
Then he stepped out into the snow-laced dusk, boots leaving no tracks at all.
Eva stood in the silence, staring at the pearls and the files.
They didn’t shine so brightly now.
**
The door creaked open with a groan like an old bone, letting in the sound of wind scraping through frozen scrub and the scent of rabbit blood and pine bark. Billy stepped into the dim, his boots dragging snow with them, a brace of hares slung over one shoulder and his rifle slung low across his back. His breath came white in the chill, catching in the lamplight.
He stopped short when he saw her.
Eva sat on the floor by the cold stove, knees drawn to her chest, sleeves pushed to the elbows. Her hair had come half-loose from its braid, wisps clinging to damp cheeks. The firebox was empty save for a scatter of ash and two blackened corners of what had once been a letter.
Her hands rested idle in her lap, knuckles raw from the cold, jaw set like stone.
Billy lowered the rabbits to the table, slow. Shrugged out of his coat but didn’t cross to her right away.
He studied her the way he might study a strange horse in a storm—wary, respectful, not wanting to spook the pain still hanging off her like smoke.
“You alright?” he asked, voice low.
Eva blinked slowly. Then nodded. Once. Tight and spare.
“Just buried another past.”
The quiet hit harder than any scream.
Billy stepped forward, slow and sure. Dropped to a crouch in front of her, forearms resting on his knees.
“Want to tell me who came knockin’?”
She looked up then. Eyes glass-bright but dry now, sharp as river ice. “A man in a city coat. Name of Lyle. Pinkerton.”
His brows lifted, jaw tightening.
“Said he was hired to find me.” She reached for the cold kettle on the stovetop, then thought better of it. Let her hand fall. “Said I was meant for pearls and porch swings and silver soup spoons. Had another note from my father. Papers too.”
Billy was silent for a long beat. His voice, when it came, was even. Careful. “You read it?”
She shook her head. “Didn’t need to.”
He studied her face. Something old and patient in his gaze—like he was looking at a scar that had finally healed.
“Damn,” he said softly. “I never needed proof you were brave. But hell if you didn’t show it anyway.”
The corner of her mouth twitched. Almost a smile. Then broke. She swiped a hand down her face.
“Do I look brave?” she whispered.
“You look like someone who’s done more livin’ than most men twice their years. You look like the kind of woman every fancy parlor’s too small for.” He reached, brushed a soot-smudge from her cheek with the back of his knuckle. “You look like my whole damn world, peach.”
Her breath hitched. “Even now?”
“Especially now.”
She leaned into his hand, eyes closing. For a moment they stayed like that—knees nearly touching, silence wrapped around them like wool.
Then Billy said, softer still, “What’d you burn?”
Her lashes lifted. “The letter. The inheritance. The past.”
And after a pause, “But not all of it.” She nodded towards the string of pearls on the table.
He nodded like he understood. Because he did. No questions, no demands.
Just one hand curling gently around hers—callused, steady, real.
Outside, night deepened. The cold pressed closer. But inside the hush of that little cabin, something like warmth sparked back to life.
**
The frost was creeping slow over the eaves when they stepped outside—two shadows leaning into one. The air carried a brittle hush, crisp as peeled birch bark, and the moon—just a silver rind—hung low over the dark tree line. No fire, no lantern. Just the cold, and the kind of quiet that comes after everything breaks and still, somehow, you’re both still standing.
They sat on the steps of the cabin, side by side, a rough wool blanket wrapped over their shoulders. Billy’s arm was draped around her back, fingers spread broad against her hip. Eva had her head tucked beneath his jaw, hair tickling his throat, one hand buried in his—palm to palm, their fingers threaded loose and warm.
No words passed between them for a long while. Only the rise and fall of breath, the occasional creak of settling wood, the wind making soft whispers through sagebrush and pine.
Then, distant but distinct, came the low wail of a train whistle.
Not close—just far enough to sound like it belonged to someone else’s world.
Eva stirred slightly. Her gaze lifted toward the horizon, though nothing moved there now but the wind and that long, lonely cry.
Billy didn’t speak right away. When he did, his voice was low and scratchy, like a boot over dry gravel. “Still want this road?”
She didn’t hesitate. “I picked it,” she said. Then, softer but steady: “I’ll walk it barefoot if I have to.”
He turned, looked down at her—not startled, not smiling, just looking like a man who’d been handed something more precious than gold.
“You won’t walk it alone,” he said.
“I know.”
Their hands stayed clasped, fingers curled together like ivy curling around a beam—tight and sure. She leaned in, pressed a kiss just below the hollow of his throat, and settled again against him like she’d belonged there since the day she was born.
Above them, the stars blinked slow and far and silent.
Below, outlaw hearts beat in rhythm—tired, sore, stubborn, but unbroken.
The train's whistle faded into the hills.
And they didn’t turn toward it. Not once.
**
The kiss broke with a wet drag of lips, and Eva barely had time to catch her breath before Billy bent, hooked her thighs, and lifted her straight off the ground.
She gave a breathless squeal—half laugh, half moan—as her spine met cool dirt, the thick pads of straw shifting beneath her. He settled her backside high on his thighs, her ankles braced on his shoulders just like he promised once, months before. The skirt tangled above her hips; the muslin drawers had already been discarded somewhere near the feed bin.
And Lord help him, the sight of her—laid out, flushed, already glistening for him—ripped a sound from his chest that barely passed for human.
“Billy,” she panted, writhing under the weight of his gaze. “You gonna stare all night or—”
He leaned down in a flash, catching her jaw in one big hand and growling, “Hush.” His breath scorched her cheek. “You think I don’t see what you’re doin’? Teasin’ me with that mouth… knowin’ I got a whole damn catalog of sins I want to commit on this floor?”
She grinned, wicked and sweet. “That why you’re talkin’ so much, darling? Scared I’ll take over?”
That did it.
With a low, savage growl, he slammed into her in one long, claiming thrust—buried to the hilt in a single stroke that stole her breath and set her crying out loud enough to startle birds from the rafters. They beat their wings above like frantic applause.
“Like that?” he grunted, holding deep. “That what you wanted, you little torment? Me poundin’ into you like you ain’t got a lick’a shame?”
“Y-yes,” she gasped, fingers digging into the backs of his thighs. “Like that—more—”
He pulled out slow, then thrust again, harder. Dirt scuffed her shoulder blades, straw stuck to her damp skin. His hands gripped behind her knees, holding her wide open and helpless as he began to plow her, steady and deep, each stroke rougher than the last.
“Look at you,” he panted. “Laid out, takin’ me so good—like you know what this is. Ain’t just fuckin’, Eva. I’m lovin’ on you proper now. Markin’ you up from the inside out.”
His voice roughened even more. “And this ass—Goddamn.” He shifted, pulled out with a wet glide, and gave her backside a sharp, open-handed smack. The crack echoed like a gunshot.
Eva yelped, arching off the ground—more shock than pain, but it left her breathless. “Billy!”
“You hush now,” he said, tone almost affectionate as he spanked her again, rubbing the bloom of heat after. “You know I could make this pretty thing red as a summer tomato. Sore for days. That how you want it? Me bendin’ you over every fencepost ‘til you’re limpin’ sweet and everybody knows who made you walk like that?”
Her moan was a full-body tremble. “You wouldn’t.”
“I would. And I will—soon as I put a ring on that finger and change your name to Eva Bonney.”
She froze under him—startled, but not scared. Her eyes widened. Her mouth parted.
And then she smiled.
“Well,” she breathed, still winded. “Guess you better make it worth my while, Mr. Bonney.”
Billy snapped.
With a hoarse growl, he dropped his weight over her again, one hand catching her wrists and pinning them above her head in a single powerful grip. “Oh, it’s like that now? You mouthin’ off while I’m balls-deep inside you?”
He drove into her hard—once, twice, three times—making her cry out loud and clutch at straw with each slam. Her hair fanned wild in the dirt, dark strands tangled with hay. Her lips were swollen, her eyes fevered with bliss and defiance.
“I’ll fuck you speechless,” he snarled. “You think I’m just some pretty outlaw? I’ll ruin you, darlin’. Make you cry out so sweet and high, the wind itself’ll carry your moans down the canyon.”
“Try me,” she gasped, drunk on him.
He did.
His hips pounded into her with raw, rhythmic force—fast, merciless, like he was staking a claim deep inside. Her ankles shook on his shoulders, her cries catching on each impact. He released her hands to grab her waist, dragging her down to meet his every thrust. Flesh slapped wet and loud between them, echoing through the barn like a hymn of sin.
“You feel that?” he gritted. “That’s me fuckin’ you like you asked for. That’s me lovin’ you like you deserve—hard, greedy, all in. And you’ll take every inch, every thrust, every filthy promise I ever made.”
“Billy—God—” she gasped, clawing his back now, digging crescent moons into his skin.
“I want that ring on you,” he snarled in her ear. “I want you wearin’ my name when you come. Want the whole damn town to know you’re mine. No more hidin’. I’ll carry you over my saddle, my wife, with this sweet ass sore and marked, and a baby brewin’ in that perfect belly.”
Her orgasm hit like a wildfire—sudden, roaring, devastating. She cried out his name, one long, desperate scream that echoed like prophecy. Her body clamped around him, pulsing tight, pulling him deeper with every wave.
Billy followed seconds later, his whole body shuddering as he spilled hot cum inside her, hips jerking, throat hoarse with a groan of pure, wrecked release. He stayed deep, throbbing, holding her hips firm as though afraid to let her go.
For a long minute, neither of them moved.
Then he leaned over, breath still ragged, and whispered, low and reverent:
“You’ll be mine, Eva Bonney. Not just like this—in barns and shadows. But in the daylight. At church. On papers. I’ll build you a house and kiss your ring every night before I take you to bed in my arms.”
She blinked up at him, dazed and glowing. “That mean you’re proposin’?”
He grinned, wicked and flushed. “First I’m gonna make you sore just like I promised—then I’ll get down on one knee.”
She laughed—soft, shaken, in love. “Then get back to it, Mr. Bonney. A girl’s gotta be wooed proper.”
He kissed her, slow and deep, his smile curving against hers.
“Wooed,” he echoed. “And worn out. That’s my promise, darlin’—tonight, you get both.”
And as twilight thickened around them and the scent of straw and sweat mingled in the air, Billy began to move again—slow, deep—lovin’ her like he meant it. Like he already had the ring. Like she was already his.
Because in every way that mattered, she already was.
who: William H. Bonney x Original Female Character
genre: western romance longfic (multiple chapters)
this chapter: dirty talk • mentions of s. work (not main characters)
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Chapter thirteen
The sun had climbed just high enough to burn the night-chill off the prairie grass, turning every blade a glinting green-gold. Down in the south paddock, five half-broke broncs snorted and crow-hopped at the end of long leads while Jesse’s boys—Riley, Shanks, and Tobe—took turns trying to gentle them with soft words and firm hands.
Billy lounged against the split-rail fence, one boot jack-knifed up on the lower rung, hat tipped back so dawn could tan the bridge of his nose. A length of rawhide lariat hung loose in his fist, the tail brushing dust. Beside him stood Eva, hair braided tight beneath a borrowed shade hat, sleeves rolled to elbows. Her new canvas work skirt was already smudged brown at the hem from earlier chores, but her eyes shone eager as a colt at first turnout.
“Alright, little dove,” Billy drawled, giving the rope a lazy twirl so the loop hissed round in the air. “Whole trick’s keepin’ your wrist loose and your elbow easy—let the rope do the dancin’. Watch.”
He tossed. The loop sailed out, settled neat around a fence post ten feet off, and tightened with a jerk of his wrist.
Eva whistled soft. “Looks simple when you do it.”
“Most sins do,” he chuckled, re-coiling the line and handing it to her. “Your turn.”
She took the rope, lips pursed in concentration. Tried to mimic his grip—thumb and forefinger pinching the honda knot, tail gathered in her left hand. She gave the first spin, loop wobbling like a drunk on Saturday night.
“Wrist too stiff,” Billy coached. “Less hammer, more paintbrush.”
“Paintbrush,” she murmured. She loosened her joints, tried again. This time the loop stayed round, circling her head with a soft whup-whup-whup.
“There you go! Now pick a target.”
She aimed for the same post and let fly. The lariat arced—beautiful—and missed by a yard, dropping in a dusty coil. Riley barked a laugh from the paddock. Tobe smirked around the toothpick in his mouth.
“Better’n my first throw,” Billy assured her, retrieving the rope. “But keep your elbow up, and step into it, like you’re courtin’.”
“Courtin’?” Eva shot him a sidelong smile. “That something you’re good at, Mr. Bonney?”
“Notorious,” he said with solemn mischief. “Ask every county jail from here to Santa Fe.”
Shanks, wrestling a red dun that wanted none of his stories, shouted over, “Careful, Kid—teach her too fine and she’ll rope you next.”
“That the plan,” Billy shot back, handing Eva the lariat again.
On the third try she stepped, moved her wrist just so, and the loop sailed—straight at Billy’s feet. The rawhide cinched his right boot at the ankle, jerking tight. He hopped, windmilling arms to keep balance.
“Whoa—ho!” he yelped, nearly toppling backward into the rail. The bronc trainers whooped like schoolboys. Eva’s eyes went saucer-wide, horror and hilarity duking it out on her cheeks.
“Mercy!” she gasped, scrambling to slack the rope. “Didn’t mean—”
Billy caught himself against the fence, laughing despite the burn of his pride. “Reckon that elbow’s perfect now.”
Shanks tipped an imaginary hat. “Fine shootin’, miss! Hog-tied the Kid with one round.”
Eva freed Billy’s boot, cheeks aflame. “Sorry, truly.”
“Hell,” Billy said, straightening his hat, “I’ve been hit worse by friends. Try again—only, aim out yonder, not at my good leg.”
She drew a steadying breath, loop spinning overhead once more. This time the rope hissed over the rail, dropped around the post, and tightened clean. A chorus of whistles rose from the paddock.
Billy beamed. “There it is! First catch.”
Eva’s face lit like sunrise. She tugged the post for show, then untangled the loop loose with a quick twist. “Feels… satisfying,” she admitted, coiling the rope as he’d taught her.
“Dangerously so,” Billy agreed, stepping closer. He lowered his voice. “Don’t let Jesse see you rope that sweet—he’ll draft you to wrangle broncs before breakfast.”
“He can try,” she teased, proud and playful.
Just then, Jesse himself strode up, dust plume trailing long strides. He took in Billy’s dusty boot, the triumphant grin on Eva, the cackling crew still razzing from the paddock.
“What’d I miss?” Jesse asked, cocking an eyebrow.
“Kid got hog-tied by love,” Shanks hollered.
Eva lifted the lariat, giving it a twirl. “Just a lazy lesson.”
Jesse studied the tidy noose, then Billy’s scuffed boot. A grin split his face. “Looks like the lesson’s stickin’. Keep it up, Miss Eva—couple more days, we’ll have you stealin’ cattle like a professional.”
Billy draped an arm over the rail behind her shoulder, grin easy, gaze proud. “She’s already stolen worse—my damned composure.”
The boys groaned at the line; Jesse tossed a pebble at Billy’s hat brim. Eva laughed, looped the rope around her waist bandolier-style, and tipped an imaginary Stetson to the paddock hands.
Morning carried on—colts bucked, men cursed good-natured, and every now and then Billy caught Eva’s eye across the dust, sharing that private spark that said we’re a team now, you and me.
And the crew—seeing rope burns on the Kid’s boot but none on his pride—quietly decided she fit just fine within their ragged little outfit.
**
The cook-shack squatted behind the main house like a cast-iron toad, its cedar-shake roof forever wreathed in woodsmoke and the drifting perfume of bacon grease. Inside, heat from the big belly stove fogged the grimy windows and glazed every surface with a buttery sheen. Cookie Lomas—broad as a smokehouse door, moustache salted with flour—worked one end of the plank table, punching dough into submission for the noon biscuits. At the other end, Eva rolled piecrust on a scarred board, curls of dough clinging to her knuckles.
“Shortenin’ first, then water,” she advised, voice low but certain. “Keeps the fat from meltin’ in your hands.”
Cookie grunted approval. “Figured a society gal’d use silver tongs for the task,” he rumbled, passing her a crock of lard. “Pleasant surprise watchin’ you muck in like a field hand.”
Eva smiled, dusting her wrists with flour. “Spent the war years stretchin’ rations back home. A girl learns thrift quick or goes hungry.”
Across the cramped room loitered Pearl—sleek in a crimson blouse that flashed too bright against the soot-black walls. She leaned a hip against the dish shelf, file-point nails tapping a bored rhythm on the enamel. Her gaze tracked Eva’s every motion the way a lynx watches a songbird.
“Look at them dainty wrists go,” Pearl drawled. “Didn’t know debutantes kneaded outlaw dough. Hope you washed the lily fragrance off first.”
Cookie snorted but kept kneading. Eva lifted her chin. “Flour covers a multitude of sins—and perfumes,” she said, calm as creek water.
Pearl’s smile thinned.
A footstep scuffed at the threshold. Billy ducked through the low door, Stetson in hand, seeking the coffee pot like a moth seeks flame. Sweat darkened the collar of his chambray shirt; dust from the paddock silvered the stubble on his jaw. He poured a tin cup, took one swallow—and caught sight of Eva standing there sleeves-rolled, waist dusted white, cheeks pink from stove heat.
Whatever he’d meant to say died on his tongue. The room tightened around him to a single pulse.
“Crust lookin’ good, darlin’,” he murmured, stepping to her side. Flour smudged the bridge of her nose; he thumbed it away, fingers lingering just a hair too long. Then, without more warning than a possessive gleam in his blue eyes, he leaned in and kissed her.
It was no quick brush. His free hand curved behind her nape, guiding her mouth to his. Warm, lingering—just shy of indecent but more than enough to stake a claim. Dough-flecked fingers curled into his shirtfront, and for a heartbeat the sizzling stove was outdone by the heat between them.
When he eased back, Eva’s lashes fluttered, breath folding soft against his chest. Billy cleared his throat, suddenly aware of spectators. Cookie grinned around his chew. Pearl’s eyes had gone hard as hammered glass.
“Coffee worth comin’ in for,” Billy said, voice rough. He kept a palm at Eva’s backside while taking another sip.
Pearl clicked her tongue. “Some men need more than caffeine to stay awake, seems.”
Billy didn’t bite. He lifted the cup in salute, gaze never leaving Eva’s soft, flour-ringed smile. “Sweetens the morning, anyhow.” Then to Eva, low enough only she could hear: “Can’t walk past you without wantin’ a taste.”
Color blossomed on her cheeks—half embarrassment, half pleasure. She nudged him toward the spice shelf. “Fetch me the nutmeg, gunslinger, before Cookie’s biscuits burn.”
Billy obeyed, grin crooked, shoulders loose, every line of him telegraphing contentment.
Behind them, Pearl pushed off the shelf, jealousy simmering like a struck match. “Careful with that sugar, Kid,” she cooed. “Too much’ll rot your teeth.”
“Worth the risk,” he shot back, handing the tiny tin of spice to Eva. “I got a gal knows home remedies.”
Cookie barked a laugh. Pearl’s mouth flattened; she wiped soot off her sleeve and sauntered out, heels clicking sharp as spite on the porch boards.
The door banged shut. Eva released a breath she hadn’t noticed holding.
“Don’t mind her,” Billy said, sliding an arm round her waist for a heartbeat before stepping clear. “Pearl sees somethin’ shiny, she wants to pocket it.”
Cookie Lomas chuckled, thumping biscuit dough onto a pan. “Ain’t the first time that one’s prowled the cook-shack fishin’ for scraps.”
Eva rolled her crust, shoulders squaring. “She can prowl all she likes. This pie’s for folk who mind their manners.”
Billy leaned, stole one more soft kiss at her temple, and retrieved his coffee. “You keep bakin’, sweetheart. I’ll fend off the scavengers.”
As he sauntered out, Cookie winked. “Gal, you just mixed hotter spice than any nutmeg.”
Eva smiled to herself, crimped the crust edge neat, and thought that sometimes territory got marked with kisses instead of six-guns—but it was a claim all the same, and one nobody in that shack could miss.
**
The bunk-house wash-room was little more than a lean-to tacked onto the east wall—three tin wash-basins, a cracked mirror, and a length of frayed curtain that offered the idea of privacy without the fact. Eva slipped inside after supper, grateful for the lull of dusk: most of Jesse’s men had drifted to the corrals to swap tobacco and tall tales. She unpinned her braid, shook the day’s dust from the dark rope of hair, and untied her dress, letting it puddle over her boots. In the lamplight her plain chemise clung soft after the damp cloth she used to sponge road grime from her throat.
She’d just braced one hip against the basin, eyes half-closed while cool water soothed sun-burned skin, when the door scraped. Pearl sauntered in, silhouette sharp against the twilight bleeding through the open frame.
“Well, ain’t you a picture,” she purred, shutting the door with an elbow. Lamplight caught the high sheen of her satin bodice, the too-bright grin that never reached her eyes. She let her gaze rake down—past Eva’s loose hair, over the linen clinging to her breasts, lingering on the curve of her backside where the chemise hem rode high.
Eva straightened, gripping the basin’s rim. “Need the room?”
Pearl’s laugh tinkled like glass about to break. “Relax, kitten—I only came for a dab o’ rose water.” She plucked the corked bottle off the shelf, sniffed theatrically, then set it back, never taking her gaze off Eva. “You know, I wondered what the Kid saw in that stray-cat face of yours. Half a day’s ride from pretty, if you want the truth.”
Eva felt the sting—ignored it. She reached for a towel. “A man’s taste ain’t your ledger to balance.”
“Mmm, maybe.” Pearl drifted closer, each step measured. “But the boys do gossip. And men like Billy?” She flashed a smile, white and mean. “They keep toys till the shine dulls. Now”— her chin tipped, eyes narrowing appreciatively at Eva’s hips— “I figure that peach you tote buys you extra time. Soft flesh for a hard winter, that sort o’ thing. But even the sweetest rump wrinkles after enough sittin’.”
Eva folded the towel, kept her voice even. “Folks who sit watchin’ other people’s asses usually miss their own goin’ sour.”
Pearl’s smile faltered; she recovered with a shrug, lazy as a cat. “Call it friendly warnin’. Don’t hand your heart to an outlaw. He’ll wear it out same as his boot soles.” She stepped so close Eva caught lilac-tinged breath. “Come spring, he’ll ride for greener country—men like him always do—and you’ll be yesterday’s saddle blanket.”
Eva met the woman’s gaze, steady as levee stone. “Maybe. Then again, maybe I’m the saddle he’s been lookin’ to keep.”
Pearl’s brow lifted. Eva’s tone hadn’t raised a decibel, yet something steely hummed beneath it—strong enough that the older woman shifted back half a pace.
Eva dabbed her collarbone dry, added, almost conversational, “Takes grit to ride five months with Billy and still stand upright come dawn. If I’m toy, I’m tougher than most iron.”
For an instant Pearl’s mouth puckered, unsure whether to laugh or slap. In the pause, boots thudded on the porch beyond; men’s voices drifted past—Billy’s among them. Pearl angled her head toward the sound, eyes sharpening.
“You know,” she drawled, letting the words curl slow like smoke, “I oughta ask if you need mercury.”
Eva blinked. “Mercury?”
Pearl smiled like a cat stretching before the kill. “For the pox, sweetheart. Venereal rot. Crotch roses. You start feelin’ itchy or spotty down there, you come knockin’ and I’ll point you toward the apothecary.”
Eva stared, stunned. “Why in God’s name would I need—?”
Pearl lifted a brow, all wide-eyed innocence. “Oh, honey. That boy’s pecker’s been wet in more whorehouses than whiskey glasses. And not just the paid kind—regular houses, too. Billy’s always had a taste for what ain’t his—married ladies, widows, ranch wives with nothin’ but a ring and a bored husband standin’ between ‘em. Man like that don’t stop just ‘cause he’s got somethin’ sweet at home. I’d have figured a fancy girl like you—private schools and piano lessons and whatever-all—might think twice before lettin’ a dick like that in your front door.”
She gave a sly, knowing smile. “Then again, if he’s as generous as some girls whisper, I can’t blame you for losin’ your manners. Heard tell from my saloon friends he’s hung like a prize bull and twice as restless—likes to leave a woman with her knees knockin’ and her spine rattled. Had one girl say she walked crooked for two days. Another said he made her come before he even undid his belt.”
Pearl leaned in, grin sharpening. “What’s that feel like, good girl? Bein’ cock-crazy over an outlaw with a reputation as long as his dick? Little Miss Molly up in Santa Fe claimed he once spent a full hour with nothin’ but his mouth between her thighs. Makes you wonder how many names he’s got gaspin’ in his memory—how many he’s thought instead of yours?”
Eva’s mouth opened, then shut.
Her heart kicked once, hard—but she reined it in.
And then she smiled.
It wasn’t sweet.
“Good to know you keep such close tabs on his comings and goings,” Eva said lightly. “Or maybe just his comings.”
Pearl’s eyes narrowed.
Eva continued, folding her towel with care. “Funny, though. You talk like you’ve had him—and like you didn’t. Which is it?”
Pearl scoffed, too quick. “He don’t need to pay for what’s already been offered.”
“Offered, sure. But accepted?” Eva raised a brow. “I’ve seen how he looks at you. Like a man steppin’ over manure in borrowed boots.”
Pearl’s nostrils flared, but Eva didn’t stop.
“You think you’re warning me? About where he’s been?” She shook her head faintly. “I know the man’s past. He told me with his own mouth—same one that kissed me before breakfast and begged me to ride him after supper.”
Pearl flushed.
“And I ain’t afraid of where he’s been,” Eva finished, voice cool and flat, “because I know where he sleeps now.”
Pearl's mouth opened, then twisted in something between a sneer and a smile. “So proud to be the next hole in the line.”
Eva stepped forward once, just enough to make the other woman flinch.
“I’d rather be his home,” she said, soft and steady, “than your history.”
Pearl stiffened, all glitter gone sharp. “You won’t last.”
Eva tilted her head. “Maybe. But if I don’t, it won’t be because I’m weak. Or scared. Or spendin’ my nights countin’ whores like tally marks. It'll be because I chose to walk away, not because he did.”
“Enjoy the honeymoon,” Pearl murmured, slipping past toward the door. “When the tune changes, I’ll be the one dancin’.” She left on a swirl of satin and resentment.
The door shut. Evening cicadas filled the quiet. Eva exhaled, slow. Her pulse beat hot in wrists and throat, but her hands stayed steady as she pulled on her night skirt and braided her hair for sleep.
Outside, laughter spiked—Billy cackling at some joke of Jesse’s. Eva smiled faintly, touched the place on her neck where his lips had lingered that morning, and decided Pearl’s forecast could wait till the first frost. Tonight, she had a man who kissed her like claim-staking, fucked her stupid nearly each night, and asked nothing in return but truth—and that, she figured, was shine enough for any saddle.
**
The barn at high noon was a cathedral of dust-lit beams and hoof-echoed clatter. Sun speared through knotholes in bright shafts, turning every drifting mote to gold. Eva had come seeking an extra currycomb—Pearl had “misplaced” the good one again—but the moment she stepped into the breezeway, voices halted her between the stalls.
Jesse Evans’s easy baritone carried first, edged with something harder than his usual drawl. “Kid, you hearin’ me? A woman ain’t the same as a rifle you can tuck behind the seat when you’re done shootin’. Get her a ring or get her gone.”
Hooves struck the floorboards—Billy must have been holding a forefoot while the blacksmith rasped. His answer rumbled lower, half lost beneath the gelding’s nervous snort. “Ain’t that simple, Jess.”
Eva froze beside the feed bin, hidden by a half-open stall door. The gelding inside nudged her sleeve; she laid a calming palm on its neck but kept still, breath shallow.
Jesse clicked his tongue. “Simple’s what a good woman deserves. Kid, that girl looks at you like sunrise after a cellar night. Whole ranch can see it. You keep her danglin’ much longer, she’ll snap.”
Billy’s grunt sounded strained. “I’m weighin’ what’s best for her.”
“What’s best,” Jesse shot back, “is clarity. You plan to ride the outlaw wind forever, fine—do it solo. But if you aim to keep that sweet thing, you square it honest. Ring her hand or set her free.”
Iron rang as the shoe was seated. Billy exhaled. “I’m ridin’ south soon. Scoutin’ quiet towns—places she could start fresh.”
A pause thick as mud followed. Jesse’s reply arrived softer, almost pitying. “Without you?”
Billy didn’t answer right away. The rasp sang again, metal on hoof. Finally he muttered, “She deserves choices I can’t give on the run. Paper name, clean roof, neighbors that ain’t readin’ bounty sheets with coffee.”
“And you reckon she’ll thank you when she wakes alone?”
Another silence—short, sharp. Then Billy: “Reckon she’ll hate me less than if lead finds me and leaves her buryin’ bones.”
Jesse sighed, leather creaking as he straightened. “Kid, you been dodgin’ bullets since fourteen. You think distance’ll dull her grief if one finally hits?”
Footsteps scuffed straw. “I ain’t askin’ blessing, Jess. Just a day or two head start to scout. After that… we’ll see.”
The gelding stamped. Tools clanked back into a box. Jesse’s voice drifted away toward the tack room. “You’re a damn fool, Billy Bonney. Either marry the girl or quit lovin’ her. Halfway’s how hearts bleed out.”
Their boots faded down opposite aisles, leaving only the rustle of settling dust.
Behind the stall door, Eva stood motionless, palm still on the gelding’s warm neck. The animal huffed, sensing her sudden tremor. Ring or run. Quiet towns. Start fresh—without him?
The words lodged like burrs under her ribs. For months she’d ridden with storms at her back, certain only of Billy’s presence beside her. Now each breath felt thin, brittle. She pressed knuckles to her lips to keep them from quivering, staring at the sun-flecked aisle where he’d stood moments before.
Outside, a meadowlark trilled. Inside, doubt took root—swift and cold—and would not stop growing.
**
The creek behind Jesse’s spread wasn’t much—just a ribbon of melt-water racing over rounded quartz and shale—but late-afternoon sun glazed its surface amber, and the cottonwoods along the bank tossed their leaves like coins in a gambler’s hand. Billy and Eva had wandered there after the midday chores, drawn by the promise of quiet and a thin breeze that smelled of snowmelt and sage.
Billy dropped to a squat at the water’s edge and sifted through the stones. “Gotta find somethin’ flat as flapjack,” he said, holding up a disc-smooth pebble for inspection. “Weight’s got to sit just right. Otherwise it’ll plunk like a drunk into a saloon spittoon.”
Eva knelt beside him, skirts bunched above her boots. “Never skipped a stone in my life.”
“Then today’s your education, peach.” He flashed that sideways grin that still unraveled her knees, even after months of seeing it close. “Here.” He pressed the pebble into her palm, curling her fingers around it. “Thumb on top, pointer along the rim—good. Now cock your wrist. Throw level to the water, give it a little spin.”
She tried. The pebble sailed an earnest arc and cannonballed after a single pathetic jump. Water bloomed up, soaking the hem of her skirt. She snorted a laugh. “That skip was more of a stumble.”
Billy whooped, clapping once. “Seen worse first tries. Come on, again.”
They scoured the gravel bar for candidates. Each failure sparked a fresh attempt; each attempt brought his hands over hers, adjusting grip, nudging elbow. At the third pass, her stone kissed the creek twice before surrendering to the current. She let out a whoop that startled a kingfisher from an overhanging branch.
“Look at you,” Billy crowed. “Two skips! Reckon by sundown you’ll rival ol’ Beckwith, tallest tale-spinner on the Pecos.”
“You sweet-talkin’ me or challengin’ me?” Her smile came easy… but it frayed at the edges, tugged by memory of overheard words: quiet towns, start fresh. A ring or freedom.
Billy was scanning the gravel again, intent on scoring a champion rock. Sunlight outlined the towhead strands that escaped his hatband; the set of his shoulders looked looser than she’d seen since they’d arrived, as if the mountains at their backs kept trouble penned.
Seize the ease, she told herself, yet questions pricked like nettles. She found a flat stone and tested its weight.
“Billy?”
“Hmm?” He straightened, brushing grit from his palms.
“Do you—” She forced a playful lilt she didn’t feel. “Do you reckon Jesse might let us stay through spring? Calves’ll drop soon enough; they’ll need hands.”
He moved his thumb along his lower lip, all casual. “Maybe. Ranch ain’t mine to answer for, but Jess likes havin’ another gun around and a woman who can out-pie his cook.” He tipped his head, considering her. “Why? Growing roots in this cactus patch?”
She traced a notch in the stone’s edge. “Just… seems peaceful here. After all that running, peace has its charm.”
Billy’s gaze softened, but something wary slid behind the blue. “Ain’t nothin’ chasin’ us today, dove. That’s what matters.”
Today, she noted. Not tomorrow. Not next month. The stone felt heavier in her hand.
He noticed her silence, stepped closer, thumb brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “Hey.” The word came low, coaxing. “I see that frown.”
She mustered a lighter expression. “Sun’s in my eyes,” she lied.
“You need shade, then.” He leaned in and kissed her—slow and easy, tasting of woodsmoke and creek-cool air. His palms bracketed her waist, thumbs settling in the hollow just above her hips. For a humming moment the world narrowed to the press of his mouth, the soft rush of water, the peppery scent of crushed cottonwood buds underfoot.
She kissed back, but worry spun like a spool beneath the sweetness. If he planned to leave her, how long before this creek, these hands, became memory?
Billy eased away, forehead resting against hers. “Better?”
“Mmm.” She nodded, letting the hum linger.
Behind them, a cloud bank bruised the western hills—late-season thunderheads that piled high but often blew past in an hour. Billy followed her glance. “Sky’s bluffing,” he said. “We’ll make it back dry.”
“You always that sure of the weather?”
His grin flashed. “When it suits my plans.” He reclaimed her hand, pressing a final stone into it. “Try once more—put your back into it.”
She obeyed, this time whipping her wrist with determination. The pebble danced three, four, five skips before disappearing. Billy whooped; she allowed herself a laugh, brief but genuine.
“Look at that,” he said, slinging an arm around her shoulders as they turned toward the ranch buildings framed by late light. “Takes most folks half a childhood to hit five skips.”
Takes most folks half a lifetime to trust, she thought, glancing sideways at him. And some never do.
They walked in companionable quiet, boots crunching along the dusty path. Overhead, the clouds massed darker, swallowing the sun’s edge; wind whisked through gallery aspens, rattling leaves like distant applause.
Billy squeezed her shoulder. “Whatever’s stewin’ behind those eyes, save it for tomorrow. Tonight we got beans warming, a fiddle ready, and no bullets whinin’ our direction.” He winked. “Far as Kid luck runs, that’s a holy miracle.”
Eva tipped her head against him, forcing another smile. “Miracle indeed.”
But while Billy talked of supper, she watched the storm build on the horizon—gray walls swallowing blue—and wondered which would break first: the clouds above them or the secret plan coiling beneath his careless grin.
**
Lantern light spilled through the false-front windows of every clapboard on Main, tinting the dust a coppery rose as Billy reined the gelding alongside Jesse’s string. The whistle-stop hamlet—Pie Town on the freight-maps, Pop. 61 if the sign could be trusted—was awake and restless tonight: wagons creaked in from onion flats, mules brayed at the water trough, and a two-note stage whistle wailed somewhere past the stock pens like a lonesome clarinet.
Eva tugged her shawl tighter as she dismounted. Evening wind carried twin scents—molasses from the bakery and coal smoke from the engine-shed. Behind her, Nettie hopped down from the back of Shanks’s bay with a calculated bounce, skirts swishing richer velvet than the girl had owned last week. She dusted imaginary road grit from her bodice, eyes darting to Billy with a smile too sweet by half.
“Smell that?” Jesse chuckled, swinging down. “Pie Town earns the name. Lemon chess, apple brown-butter, pecan if you ask twice.”
“Your liver’s prayin’ for supper,” Riley Coe muttered, hitching his horse. “Mine’s prayin’ for whiskey.”
“I’ll tend both.” Jesse clapped Riley’s shoulder, then glanced over to Eva. “Kid, mind your girl. Town this small, gossip outruns bullets.”
Billy gave a lazy salute. “She’s safer than any of us.” Still, he set a light hand at the small of Eva’s back—half courtesy, half stake-claim—and steered her toward the boardwalk. Oak planks thunked under their boots, drums announcing strangers.
Shanks was already gone in a puff of storyteller’s swagger, angling for the saloon doors like a hound to a cook-fire. Tobe lingered to test a knothole in his boot heel with the tip of his knife, then followed Jesse toward the mercantile.
That left Nettie pacing Eva two steps behind, voice honey-laced. “Ain’t this precious. How’s the Kid’s knee, Miss Nurse?”
Eva kept her eyes forward. “Mending fine, thank you. How’s your card luck?”
“Better than yesterday, worse than tomorrow.” Nettie flashed dimples, then sighed as though burdened by generosity. “Town that small, pretty thing like you oughta pick up hair ribbons at the milliner’s. Unless the Kid won’t part with his purse.”
Eva halted, looked Nettie over—velvet, lace, perfume strong enough to stun a moth. “Got all the ribbons I require. And if I had none, Billy’d still want me.” She started on. Billy’s mouth twitched, pride and amusement in equal share.
Across the street, two lanterns framed the wide doors of the Pie Town Emporium—dry goods, hardware, and, judging by the apple aroma leaking through its seams, a bakery counter at the back. Billy opened the door; a bell tinked. Eva stepped into a warmth that smelled of cedar shavings and cinnamon.
Shelves stood tall with burlap flour sacks, twist-neck bottles of patent cure-alls, bolts of calico. Old Mr. Penshaw—the proprietor—looked up from his ledger, spectacles perched on the cliff of his nose. “Evenin’, folks. What brings the Evans crew to my porch?”
“Beans, cartridges, and pie,” Billy answered. “Not in that order.”
Penshaw barked a laugh and pointed to a lattice-crusted parade cooling on the window shelf. “Take your pick. Lemon’s two bits if you ain’t choosy ‘bout tartness.”
Eva drifted toward the fabrics, fingertips brushing a bolt of pale cornflower cloth. Nettie sidled beside her, low hiss in her voice. “That color’d wash you out, honey. Show every freckle you own.”
“Freckles aren’t shameful,” Eva said, mild as teatime. “Billy calls ’em stardust.”
Nettie’s smile cracked just a hair.
Meanwhile, Billy and Penshaw haggled over .44 shells, the price per box rising a penny every time Nettie’s laugh pealed too sharp across the room. Billy’s patience thinned; Eva caught the movement of his jaw muscle and intervened.
She chose a single lemon pie from the sill—gold as prairie sunset—and carried it to the counter. “We’ll take this, Mr. Penshaw. And two skeins of cotton thread—white.” The storekeeper sniffed, scribbled figures.
While Penshaw wrapped the pie in brown paper, Eva leaned toward Billy, voice just for him. “Need anything from the smith? I saw you oil that hammer light.”
He blinked, then softened. “Just extra springs. You think of everything, don’t you?”
“Habit,” she said, though her pulse jumped at the warmth in his words.
Coins rung into Penshaw’s till. Billy tucked the pie under his arm and offered Eva the crook of his elbow. “Whiskey next?”
“Please,” she said—surprising herself. Whiskey meant the saloon, card smoke, Nettie’s territory. But a spark in her chest rebelled: she would not scurry like a church mouse from saloon girls or doubts whispering in barns.
Outside the sky bruised to indigo; a stagecoach rattled past, driver whooping at fresh horses. Up ahead the saloon’s red lantern swayed above twin batwings. Piano chords stumbled inside—someone testing drunk chords of “Oh! Susanna.”
Jesse lounged against a hitch rail, already nursing a tin cup. “You get your fix, Kid?”
“Got pie.” Billy hefted the parcel; Jesse grinned approval. “And powder.”
“Shanks is gut-deep in poker. Tobe prowlin’ the hardware shelves. Coe’s wooing Doris behind the livery,” Jesse reported, as though announcing weather. His sharp gaze skipped to Nettie hovering near the porch step. “Some folks got other designs.”
Nettie fluttered lashes. “Oh, hush, Jess. Just keepin’ company.”
Eva offered the younger woman a lemon-slice smile. “Drink with us then.”
Nettie’s brows twitched—accepting meant sharing space she hoped to dominate. But backpedaling would read like surrender. “Don’t mind if I do.”
Billy caught the byplay, amusement glinting. “Let’s wet our whistles, then. Sun’ll set before we’re through.”
Pie Town’s lanterns shined on, dotting the street like low stars as the crew merged into the saloon glow—sass, hunger, and unseen undercurrents all jostling for room beneath the sagging roof beams. The night’s real game, Eva sensed, had little to do with cards and everything to do with stakes laid on hearts, pride, and pie still warm in its paper wrap.
**
Lanterns had begun their slow sway along Main, chains creaking in the soft wind. Eva stepped out of the Emporium first, brown-paper bolt of cornflower calico hugged to her ribs. Billy followed with the pie under one arm and a box of .44 shells in the other, boots thudding down the warped porch planks.
At the rail, an angular man fussed with a bulky tripod camera—the wet-plate kind that smelled of collodion. He was mid-pose with a gimpy Confederate veteran when he half-turned, catching the movement from the store. Wire-rim spectacles glinted; curiosity pinned his gaze to Eva like an insect.
“Hold that posture, Sergeant,” he murmured to his subject, then strode three lank steps toward the couple, dust-duster flapping behind narrow hips. A press pass—THE KANSAS CITY JOURNAL—showed grimy at his lapel.
“Evenin’, ma’am,” he said, tipping a felt bowler that had seen every county road west of St. Louis. “Name’s Fairfax. Nathaniel Fairfax. Forgive me, but… would you oblige a question?” His voice held a city cadence, polite but prying.
Eva stiffened a fraction, the calico tightening against her chest. “I’m no curiosity, sir.”
“Beggin’ pardon, I meant no offense.” Fairfax thumbed open a leather satchel. Ink-stained fingers flipped past notebooks, envelopes, a string-bound wad of newspaper clippings. “Just—thought I recognized—”
He fished out a dog-eared scrap, unfolded it with the delicacy of scripture. Gas-lamp glow hit the yellowed page: a black-and-white etching of a colonnaded house, beneath it the headline:
DEBUT OF MISS EVALINE WARREN FAIRCHILD – ROSEMEAD PLANTATION SOIRÉE
Beneath the title, a small portrait—charcoal-wash likeness of a girl in satin, eyes a touch too close, freckles rendered as polite stipples. Fairfax held the clipping beside Eva’s face, his own expression half wonder, half triumph.
“Couldn’t be…” He traced the faint lash-scar at the angle of her shoulder with a journalist’s air-sketch. “Freckle constellation matches. Scar—yes—left scapula. Miss Fairchild?”
Eva’s blood drained to her ankles. Words shriveled behind her teeth.
Billy stepped forward, placing the pie on the rail so his gun hand was free if needed. “Friend, that picture’s four years old and two thousand miles polite of where you’re standin’.” His drawl had cooled to gunmetal. “Let the lady pass.”
Fairfax blinked behind spectacles. “No harm meant. Human-interest, that’s all. An heiress gone west—makes copy.”
Billy pinched the clipping from Fairfax’s grip, folded it once, twice, shoved it into his own vest as if stuffing down a hornet. From his pocket he produced two silver half-dollars, pressed them into the reporter’s palm hard enough to grind bone.
“For your copy.” He snagged the blank notebook page next, tore it free, crumpled it. “And for forgettin’ you saw her.”
Eva managed a breath, but her eyes were still wide-ringed, fixed on the satchel that surely held more scraps of her past.
Fairfax swallowed, glanced to the coins, then to Billy’s stance—casual, yes, but inner arm loose near the Colt. Calculated risk spread across his face; ink and ambition lost to self-preservation. He lifted his free hand in a placating gesture, stepped back.
“No offense taken. Press never lingers where it’s unwelcome.” Yet as he backed toward his tripod he produced a stub of pencil, scribbling along the cuff of his notebook even before he’d stowed the silver: Fairchild heiress? West? The graphite glinted under lamplight like a snake’s scale.
Billy caught the movement but let it pass—for now. He reclaimed the pie, nudged Eva off the porch boards and into the dusk. Her fingers clutched the calico so tight the paper crackled.
They crossed the street in silence, lantern halos sliding over them. Only when they reached the hitch rail did Billy murmur, voice low enough for her alone: “He got nothin’ that matters. You hear me?”
She nodded, but the knot in her throat said otherwise. Behind them Fairfax’s camera shutter snapped on the war veteran, yet every click felt aimed at their spines.
Billy boosted Eva to the saddle, swung up behind. As the gelding turned toward the saloon lamplight, the clipping burned against his vest like a live brand, and Fairfax’s scrawled note fluttered in the journalist’s pad—seed of trouble, already taking root in the warm Pie Town dust.
**
The Buckhorn’s rear chamber breathed kerosene and cheap cigar smoke, curtains drawn tight so the street marshal couldn’t nose in uninvited. Low lamplight bronzed the haze; tin reflectors above the table flared yellow rings on every whiskey glass and sweating brow. Cards slapped, chips clicked, and lies fluttered like moths against the buzzing.
Billy slid through the red-lash curtain, boots silent over warped boards. The public bar behind him crowded with freight handlers and muleteers, but out here the air thinned to five men, one deck, and wagers too steep for daylight.
Shanks lounged dealer-side, sleeves gartered, grin razor-thin. “Well lookit the convalescent,” he drawled, riffling pasteboards. “Thought you were home spoon-fed by the little dove.”
“Doctor said light exercise,” Billy answered, voice even. He dragged a rickety chair back with his heel, sat astride it, arms over the splat. From here he could still glimpse main-room lamplight—could picture Eva at the front table with Riley and Nettie, polite laughter floating over the piano’s stumble. He fixed that image in his mind like tacking a horseshoe above a door: good luck, fragile.
The other players—Tobe, a traveling whiskey drummer, and a Mexican vaquero with silver spurs—nodded curt hellos. None offered seat; Billy produced a thin roll of notes, tossed it on the felt. “Buy-in enough?”
Shanks whistled. “Hell, Kid, you could buy the Buckhorn’s roof.” He dealt.
She’s Fairchild. Heiress. Lied through every mile, every campfire hymn. Why? To outrun her kin? To outrun shame? Billy collected his cards—three hearts, two junk. Folded. Doesn’t change who she is when she smiles at dawn, flour dust on her cheek. But it changes who’s huntin’.
He watched the pot swell, chips clacking like distant spurs. Shanks spun anecdotes—some nonsense about robbing a paymaster with a shovel and a possum—but Billy drifted, eyes on smoke spiraling toward the rafters.
Newspaperman’ll file that note. Somebody prints it. Fairchild kin read. Maybe Pinkertons. Maybe Rosemead’s overseer with blood still on his whip. They’ll ride hard and straight.
Billy swallowed the bitter taste of that thought, signaled for whiskey. The bar-back brought a finger of brown; Billy downed half, felt it burn a straight line to his ribs.
Cards came again. Queen high flush this time. He pushed chips methodically, face unreadable. The drummer raised, Tobe glared from under his hat brim, Shanks feigned boredom. Billy called every bet without blinking, let tension wind like a lariat. River card hit—ace hearts. He owned the table.
“Show,” Shanks said.
Billy fanned his hand. “Heaven’s paint.” Pot slid his way in a satisfying clatter. He raked the silver dollars and paper, stacking neat. Not greed—calculation. Coach fare to anywhere, forged deed money, clean dresses, doctor’s bribe if needed. His brain counted silently: sixty-one… eight-three… one-ten.
Shanks’s eyes narrowed, amused. “Plannin’ a dowry?”
“Plannin’ a road,” Billy answered. He cut a grin but it didn’t reach his eyes. “Road costs.”
The next deal, he folded early, leaned back, let conversation wash. Vaquero bragged on a new Winchester, drummer cursed the railroad wages. Billy’s thoughts prowled ahead:
Head south? Tucson too rough. North? Trinidad—she loves that mission bell, but too many rails, too many newsmen. West into the red mesa country—quiet hamlets, Spanish land grants where a preacher’ll ink papers no questions.
He pictured her there: hair loose in canyon breeze, safe as any soul could be in a world made of dust and lead. A home with four walls, a respectable husband, maybe a milk cow. No gunfire at dawn, no bounty posters tacking up beside church bulletins.
The whiskey drummer pushed back from a losing hand, muttered curses in Iowa slang and quit the table. Shanks reeled him with teasing, but Billy saw only the empty chair and the door beyond—Eva’s silhouette nowhere in view now, hidden by the main-room throng.
His pulse kicked. Distance grows even when I’m sittin’ still. He cashed out, chips bundled in both fists, notes folded tight.
Shanks raised a brow. “Quittin’ while you’re ahead?”
“Got what I came for.” Billy stood, tossed a coin to the lamp-boy, and met Tobe’s curious stare with a thin smile. “Light exercise is done.”
He paused at the curtain, smoke curling round his hat brim, and let a last calculation settle hard behind his eyes:
Forge a name, stage north Friday dawn. Ticket tucked where she’ll find it? Or just ride out and leave her safe while she thinks I’m buyin’ supplies?
The thought of her face when she woke to emptiness punched his gut. But the thought of a whip cracking across that peach-flesh if he misjudged safety punched harder.
Decision set like a trigger pulled halfway: He would haul her somewhere no one looked. Even if it meant she hated him for the leaving.
Billy pushed through the curtain, back into piano clatter and lantern glare, hunting his girl among the tables, pockets heavy with travel money and heart heavier still with the lie he’d begun to spin.
**
The moon rode high—bright as a silver peso dropped on black velvet—casting long twin shadows of horse and riders across the bleached ruts. Sage ghosts stirred in the cool wind, brushing the mare’s fetlocks with hushed applause. Every other sound had bled from the world but the drummer-beat of hooves and the soft creak of leather.
Eva sat pillion, arms wrapped around Billy’s middle, cheek pillowed between his shoulder blades. He felt each slow exhale through his shirt, warm as a hearth coal against chill night. Her braid had unravelled by inches; loose strands fluttered past his sleeve like corn-silk ribbon. When the mare shifted pace, Eva murmured half-awake, then settled again, sighing into him.
Billy shifted the reins to one hand, drew the blanket higher around her shoulders with the other. “Easy, little dove,” he whispered over his shoulder. “Road’s straight from here.”
She hummed drowsy assent, neither words nor tune—just the sound of trust. The weight of it ached sweet against him.
Yet his eyes never rested. Ridge-lines loomed charcoal on either flank; every brush clump, every glint of quartz in the track felt like a rifle barrel waiting to slide from the dark. He catalogued distances the way a gambler tallies chips: fifteen yards to that boulder, twenty-five to the gully cut; four heartbeats to kick the mare into a dead run if ambush stirred.
She lied by omission, yes, his mind rasped, but so have I, planning her escape without her say-so. Each breath tasted of dry sage and self-reproach.
The mare snorted, ears flicking. A night crow flapped up from a piñon, ragged wings startling the silence. Billy’s free hand hovered near the holster on his thigh until the bird’s shadow banked away over the arroyo.
Behind him, Eva shifted again, tightening her grip. “Cold,” she mumbled.
He eased the reins, slowed to a rocking walk, then unwound his duster’s tail and draped it across her lap like a quilt. “Hold that snug,” he said, voice low enough the coyotes couldn’t steal it. “Couple more miles, warm fire waitin’.”
She pressed a kiss through cotton to the center of his spine—a small, grateful brand that seared straight through the flannel, straight through the lies collecting in his saddlebags. Guilt prickled sharper than the night air.
Tomorrow I’ll talk to Jesse—borrow the buckboard, pack her trunk… Plans whirred, relentless. She’ll hate me for the trick, but she’ll live.
The mare topped the last rise. Far off, two lanterns burned outside Jesse’s bunkhouse, tiny amber eyes in the dark—home-base for thieves and tall tales. Billy reined in a moment, letting the sight settle.
Eva roused enough to lift her head. “Almost?” she asked, voice fogged with sleep but edged by some private worry.
“Almost,” he promised, staring at the lights, willing them to stand for safety instead of farewell. “Nothin’ chasin’ us tonight.”
She laid her cheek back down, trusting the words. Billy clicked to the mare, guiding her down the slope. Each hoofbeat thudded like a countdown in his chest.
Soon, he swore silently to the barren hills, I get her free of bounty posters, newspapermen, and my cursed name—even if it breaks her heart and mine alongside.
Sage parted before them, then closed in their wake, swallowing hoof-prints under the moon. And the outlaw rode east toward the lamplight, with the woman he loved dozing warm against his back and a secret tightening round his ribs like a cinch-strap ready to break.
**
Gray moon-slivers slipped between warped roof planks, striping the loft in quiet bars of light. From below drifted the soft chorus of sleeping men—an occasional snore, the rustle of a blanket, the muted clink of a spur hung on a bunk peg. Up here, dust motes floated lazy as snow.
Billy moved in a crouch, boots off, socks ghost-soft over rough boards. The nightshirt he wore was split at the seam from shoulder to elbow, but it muffled less than canvas. He’d practiced every step in his head before climbing the ladder.
First: the corner trunk. He raised the lid—squeak just shy of audible—and drew out a saddlebag he’d stashed earlier. From inside he laid items in a neat, obsessive row:
A half-box of .44 cartridges wrapped in oilcloth
Two revolver speed-loaders, polished quiet
A skin-thin roll of banknotes Jesse had paid for that last poker pot—sixty-four dollars, three silver halves
A single folded broadside of the Santa Fe line—town names circled in pencil where a man might lose old bloodhounds
He checked each like a preacher fingering rosary beads. Then he dragged a kneeling cushion—retired from the chapel wagon—beneath the narrow east window and knelt on it, easing a flat knothole board free with a jackknife tip. Beneath lay a shallow cavity black as a well. His breath fogged in the cool predawn air while he lowered the saddlebag inside.
Wood on wood made the faintest thunk.
A sigh floated up from the shadowed floor below. Billy froze, head cocked. Only a horse snorting in the paddock; Eva slept on.
He replaced the plank, fitting tongue into groove, then rubbed a smear of dust over the seam so daylight wouldn’t betray fresh marks. Satisfied, he wiped palms on his trousers, rose, and padded to the loft’s edge.
Down in the open bay, lantern soot stained rafters like old gun smoke. One bedroll, spread beside the cast-iron stove, held Eva—face turned toward embers gone dull red, hair spilled across the pillow Jesse had scrounged her. Even with blankets tucked to her chin, Billy could tell her shoulders had curled inward, as though she already sensed a chill coming.
He braced forearms on the railing, watching the slow rise and fall of her breath. For a heartbeat he wished she’d stir, catch him in the act, demand explanation—save him from the lie by forcing truth into the open. But she only slept on, lashes motionless.
Quiet enough to fool himself, he whispered, “Keep you safe, dove, even if you damn me for it.” The words hovered, shivered, then were swallowed by timber and gloom.
The mare whinnied outside, a lonely sound.
Billy eased back from the rail, shoulders bowed under weight unseen. He’d slide into the bedroll next to hers in a minute—let her steal the heat off his ribs the way she liked. And when dawn cracked over the place, he’d cook trail coffee, kiss her forehead, joke about fence-mending chores—anything but the miles he meant to ride without her when the time came.
He blew a slow breath through pursed lips, as if extinguishing a candle no one else could see, and padded toward the ladder. Behind him, under a layer of sawdust and half-truths, the bundle rested—small as hope, heavy as betrayal—waiting for the hour it would splinter them both wide open.
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