Apr 4, 2022
Smooth like silk and as sweet as honey. A taste you can't help but crave...
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Smooth like silk and as sweet as honey. A taste you can't help but crave...
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The High.
Some people are like drugs. Poisonous and addictive, but still contain the ability to take you to a completely new level. They literally open up your mind, and for the brief moments that you’re with them you forget about the entire world around you. It’s like you’re floating in a universe where only you two exist. Walking on clouds and running through open fields of ecstasy…
And then the high is gone.
You find yourself drifting into a world of self-inflicted debates. Torn between a stage of rehab & relapse.
And then it hits you...
a broken heart is a new beginning
a pain that brings forth change
a knife that stabs deep down within
that stays with you for days
a broken heart is a reminder
one that says 'I loved'
you hurt and hurt and reminisce
but still nothing feels that void
a broken heart is apart of life
it means that you can feel
and to feel in this cold world means that you are real
you have a soul
you have a heart
you have mind that made a choice
to love and be loved
and that's what matters most
So never let that broken heart stop you from loving again
a broken heart is a new beginning
a pain that brings forth change
At times it's hard for me to admit how much I care for someone. There's this guy I've known for a couple of years and he's truly an amazing soul. We have the deepest conversations, and at times even our silence seems to be in sync. He opens up to me. Trusts me with his thoughts, fears, and wants; and I share with him the most darkest & deepest insecurities concerning my life & past. He always does his best to try to uplift and look out for me. Has always been an amazing friend. But the part that makes him even more special, is that regardless of what anyone else has ever said about me, he took the time to truly get to know me for who I really am. And in my eyes, that's the most beautiful thing a man could ever do... But now we've grown closer; and i feel like all those months of him longing after me, has suddenly shifted into this intense balance of me also longing for him. I'm still trying to understand why reality decided to smack me in the face with these overwhelming feelings of emotions. I've never been good with them. So my first reaction is to push. Push away the thoughts, the emotions, and him. But why push away something that's so good for you? Something that genuinely makes you happy? Someone that will randomly bring me watermelon (my favorite food EVER) and root beer (my favorite soda EVER) just to see me smile? And why is it that I can't just for once, accept the fact that I'm truly & deeply... To Be Continued
I never understood how people that have never even met you in real life, never held a full conversation with you, know nothing about you but what they hear, can actually say they genuinely "hate" you. You have to really feel a lot off self-inflicted pain, hatred, and jealousy, to feel as though you despise people who are basically like strangers to you. Most people act out against people like that. Fight them and argue. But those are the people I ignore, don't entertain, and just forget. And every now and then I pray that God helps people like that find mental peace within; because at the end of the day, everyone has a past & everyone feels pain, it's just harder for some to deal with, and takes longer for some to heal.
I really wish I could read minds some times. That way I could know if some of the people I care about ever even consider how horrible they make me feel...
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The moment.
They say love never dies So we’re living In the moment Feels like ecstasy in my body No drugs But I’m floating, deeper in this hole Will it end? Have we begun? Are we reliving what we had for temporary satisfaction, indulging in the idea of a secure love because we need new distractions From the bullshit and the lies and the chase to fill that void That we seem to have gave each other When we…
Wait.
They say love never dies So I’ll just live in this moment No over thinking. No second guesses. Just us, in ecstasy floating.
How do you separate wants from needs? Dreams versus reality, and optimism versus naive? Life became a blur for me the very moment I realized that there's not just one side to everything, not just two, but a million ways to look at everything. It's amazing how something so small can turn out to be one of the most life changing influences to ever cross your path.How the smile of someone can imprint your memory forever.Or, no matter how many times you try to do the right thing, the blame always falls on you.
At what point do we say "enough."
Enough pain, enough tears. Enough struggle and fears. Enough of constantly feeling that no matter what you do, that you'll never be good enough.Enough of caring and giving to people that don't even realize that the love we feel for them runs so deep, that you'd give your all a million times over and over just to see them smile.
I'm not sure about you. But I'm saying Enough.