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52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
I've experienced way too many bizarre happenstances and have delved way too deep into the spiritual possibilities around us to believe anything different. There are catalysts all around us, all the time.
I might just get a tattoo one day that says "There are no coincidences". I say that often enough to justify it. Everything for a reason, though some things we'll never understand why.
Man this morning I was hoping to just watch ONE movie with no synchronicities blasting in my face, you know? Nope, not for me! I decided to watch the 2010 movie "The Bounty Hunter" with Jennifer Aniston "Nicole" and Gerard Butler "Milo". Not even a few minutes into this movie, I see a parade stand with the words Italian American Civic Society on it. This parade stand of course happens to be caught on fire and the Sean Kingston song "Fire Burning" playing. A moment later, I saw a police officer wearing a gold pin with the number 117 on it. For those of you who read my page, I wrote about a dream I had 6/13/2024 and some other things here pertaining to Italy, 17 being bad luck in Italy (and 117 being a substitute for 17) and 13 being a bad luck number here in the States where I am. I cannot recall what interview I heard of this but I remember Jared specifically mentioning Gen was looking to apply for dual citizenship in Italy due to her ancestry ties there and how often they go there. Hmm...
In this movie, Milo finds Nicole there to "suck up some luck" per her mother, as he was looking to take her to jail because she's wanted for felony assault of a police officer. He realizes where Nicole is after his ex mother in law says that. Later in the movie, Milo and Nicole stop at a Trump Taj Mahal Casino in Atlantic City, New Jersey (born 4/5/1990, died 10/10/2016 at 5:59am and the building eventually blown up in 2021). They gamble with $500 to start, had $8000 at one point and then lost it all during a game of craps. At the end of the movie, Nicole and Milo reconcile and kiss while in their jail cells together in NYC's precinct 117 jail.
In season 1 of Walker, the Rangers were tapping into a poker game believing Emily's killer was playing at it (and realizing Geri Broussard her best friend was there). It was discovered also that the saddle was cut. Emily's body was found with a poker chip. I also recall on the show Walker Texas Ranger there was a storyline about how the Walker vs Davidson horse race being how they're to settle a land dispute in Season 2 Episode 13 "One Good Thing" with Cordell losing the race. However, it was eventually discovered that the saddle was cut by Denise so Dan would win the race; when this is discovered is when the Walker family eventually gets their ranch back. The whole premise of the Walker Davidson conflict was Marv's death in the barn fire years ago when Cordell and Denise were kids. Gale of course framed Cordell for it (never turned in) but was really her setting it to cover up murdering her husband Marv. History repeats itself in the season finale with the barn catching on fire in season 2 with Cordell saving Gale from burning alive.
Is it also worth mentioning Cordell's mother Abeline was once engaged to Marv, and in the movie "The Bounty Hunter" Milo and Nicole were once married?
As if the synchronocities are in short supply. Tumblr ate my post I made on this app (the WORST app I might add). A friend of mine here in Thursday night close to 8pm EST, 7/11/2024 stuff about tarot patron cards. I strangely enough never heard of this but she told me the two cards she relates to most are The Hermit and The Moon. I decided to see what my Tarot birth card is and saw mine is The Chariot. The next morning 7/12/2024, I saw that one of my son's 2 hermit crabs he got a couple years ago while at the beach I'm currently at died (thought it was maybe molting at first because he was hanging outside of his shell). The hermit crab is named Gerald. We will be burying him later on today.
2 days before my son brought them home, I did a tarot reading for a friend named Terry, 2 of the cards being The Hermit and The Chariot.
My son knows nothing about Jared padalecki outside of him playing Sam Winchester on Supernatural. Even I didn't know when my son brought the hermit crabs home Jared's dad is named Gerald. Is it also a noteworthy mention Jared's birthday is next week on the 19th and that my son's grandmother's 65th birthday is today, 7/13/2024 AND the sun is currently going through the zodiac sign Cancer, which symbol depicted as a crab?
Strangely enough, yesterday "new" photos with Jared's parents were posted about on Twitter. Based on what Jared said at a recent con are actually a couple months old. New to us, not so new to the Pads. It also seems Jared is in Belgium currently, so the photo is indeed old. Hmmm..
Do you think Jarpad is attractive?
Hello Anon, thank you for the ask. I'm not sure if you're asking about merely his looks, personality, or what. I do believe he is a beautiful man inside and out overall. I remember the first time I saw him on in 2009 via that Friday the 13th remake. I said to myself weirdly enough "I'd love to date him, but he'd never like me". After I finished the movie I forgot he existed (a whole 13 years, heh the irony) until 2022 because my sister's guides a couple summers ago wouldn't shut up about the show SPN until.... mine told me to start watching the show. I was more drawn to Jensen/Dean's character I will admit. However, I've learned more about both of them. When I went to Charlotte last year for the con, I felt Jensen's energy was very off and found myself looking at Jared instead, which I found very strange.
I think that Jared needs to be challenged both spiritually and mentally. Yes, he's had his mental health struggles he's spoken about and has his Always Keep Fighting campaign he does, which adds to his beautiful heart and personality. However, something I find he lacks is a spiritual connection. I believe that his lack of experience with the divine or anything "Supernatural" has put him in an interesting position. I haven't heard of him speaking of his connection to "God" or anything spiritually related. He seems a bit uncomfortable with calling signs, well, signs per what he said in his chapter in that book "Family Don't End with Blood". To be specific, I'm talking about the tidbit seen in the page below when he says he doesn't like to talk about signs, their place (or lack thereof) in his life, what they do or don't mean to him, etc.
The way he worded things suggests to me he either is agnostic despite growing up catholic apparently, or he's lost his faith along the way. I personally need to be with someone who is spiritually connected or is willing to become more intuned themselves. I think he wants to be but is unsure. I am willing to bet money some of this goes back to what that palm reader said on a blind date about becoming wealthy but that his love life will suck and wondering "can we switch that?"
I've also elaborated on these points below here, but I'll say some it it again in this post too.
As for the arrest, don't care at all about it. I've seen WAY worse fights end in no arrest. Only pansies get upset about THAT joke of a so called fight. It isn't the greatest thing to hit someone but guess what, shit happens. Apologize and move on, pretty simple really. I didn't really like how he claimed he was roofied. Where are the toxicology reports showing this? Because it didn't happen... honestly Jared, just own up to it, don't make up stuff about it and move on. Again, pretty simple. He made it a bit more complicated than he needed to in my opinion. He panders to other people too much at times and that's just not necessary. Grow a bit more of a spine and say no more.
Contrary to the people pleasing tendency of his, I didn't love reading about his doxxing people in customer service. It's one thing to complain online, it's entirely something else to post photos of the people involved. I think one of the girls he complained about took her page down due to death threats being sent her way. He certainly didn't think through his actions thoroughly. For someone with his intelligence level and general caliber, I expected a lot more out of him.
I spoke before about how a girl I went to school with wrote cruel things about me on a MySpace bulletin board years ago that got around the school. I wrote to her on Facebook a few years ago saying I forgive her and that I wanted to make peace with her, blah blah blah. About a year after I sent that back in 2021, I found out that in August 2022, she had to get her leg amputated from the knee down and almost died in surgery twice. Words do hurt and can come back around to bite you in the ass. When I read about the doxxing people Jared's done in the past, it did pit a bit of a bitter aftertaste in my mouth seeing this below. I hope this is a way of saying he's learned his lesson on doxxing people and has changed for the better. As the psychic guy said to me and it's 💯 true, higher powers will only allow so much to happen from black magic and such based on someone's karma like car accidents and whatnot (like the one he was in back in April 2022).
Overall, I think he's a beautiful man inside and out but with flaws like anyone else. Thanks for the ask Anon.
Okay guys, time for me to share more coincidences and connections being tied up here. I was having a conversation with my best friend yesterday about this dream I had YEARS ago when I was still in high school about looking at a pink house with odd shaped windows (moon and stars) and where you had to walk on a dock to get to the front door. The house was on wooden stilts essentially above the water. I heard that we were in Texas and even saw a birdseye view of where I was.
I decided to go look up some pink houses on the beach in Texas yesterday. I came across this one house in a city called Galveston, Texas called Moondance Beach Vacation House.
Today is 6/19/2024 also known as "Juneteenth". Yeah I know, I'm not a history buff by many respects. The life sciences were always my jam in school ha ha. Anyways, so I saw this Instagram post from Viola Davis' page today. Was not even thinking about the Juneteenth stuff when I remembered that dream from years ago, let alone did I know this tidbit about what Juneteenth actually meant with respect to the history of slavery in the United States or any places associated with it.
As you can see, the city mentioned with respect to Juneteenth is Galveston, Texas... the SAME city I mentioned looking up that beachfront pink house AND the city in which it resides yesterday evening. Eek....
Come on.... he was at Red Rocks Park and Amphitheater on Sunday for Father's Day, posted yesterday on Anson's page...
... And this morning, I see this truck on my way to work. Red Rock Trailer.
Did I also mention on Sunday a little bit after I watched Tooth Fairy, I started watching The Holiday, where Amanda/Cameron Diaz makes movie trailers. "And that's why they pay me the big bucks". She even talked about one movie Trailer "and make "Christmas Day" twice as big but try it in a red. Like a happy red, not like a Scorsese red". I paused a little bit after Amanda freaks out about "driving on the wrong side of the road, and the wrong side of the car".
What are you all trying to tell me this fine morning? Hmm... it's too early for this shit, I need to finish my coffee ☕️
Dark Synchronicities Between My Ex and Walker's The Jackal
Oh boy, this one is a bit of a dousy synchronicities wise, very dark. It was a couple of months ago when the 4th and final season of Walker aired on April 3, 2024. This season for those of you who don't know, this season's villain is a serial killer affectionately known as The Jackal who has been revealed to target bad parents or caretakers. One of his signature moves is to inject his targets with digoxin to keep them paralyzed, and then eventually bury them alive along with a jackal's tooth. In the latest episode of Walker that aired June 12, 2024, Cordell was having a "dream" while he was being "taken cared of" by The Jackal before he was buried alive (and thankfully found by the other Texas rangers).
The premiere episode "The Quiet" featured the steak eating contest that was held at the Walkers' home when they were unable to make the road trip to another steak eating contest. I found this interview with one of the questions and answers being as below:
Damian: Understandable, since it’s his kid! I will say, at the beginning of the season, this is probably the happiest we’ve seen Cordi. He’s eating a massive amount of steak. He’s in love again. He has put the ghost of his late wife to rest. The kids are growing up, he’s kind of reclaiming his own life again. Can he have this all, can he be happy?
Jared: Oh, Damian, you know TV better than that! Hell no. [Laughs] He can have a lot sometimes and some a lot of times, but one of the things that [showrunner] Anna Fricke and I talked about from the get-go was trying to make sure that this version of Walker was more similar to life than just a TV version of a [person]. We never sought out to go like, “Well, it’s the end of episode, I roundhouse kicked somebody and now everything’s okay. Let’s all high-five!” This is more like, “Well, what did I miss while trying to get the bad guy? Oh, I missed my daughter’s graduation. Oh, I missed her birthday. I missed this. Oh, I didn’t call back my live-in partner that I was supposed to.” And so there’s no pure win and there is no pure loss. So I think with Walker, though happy now, his life happens in seasons and not like TV seasons. Walker’s had some hard times and now is an easy time, but life is difficult, and Walker finds that out.
9 days after Walker season 4 first aired back in April, an old boyfriend of mine reached back out to me... a few years after the last message I sent him on May 7, 2021. I had reached out to him because I wanted to "make peace" if you will about how things ended with us dating over 12 years ago before I moved out of state. He did cheat on me about 3 days before I moved while I was asleep in his room and took the girl downstairs. Just couldn't wait a few more days, eh? Anyways, I found it strange that I was thinking about him a few times the week after Walker premiered and a couple days later my came around to messaging me out of the blue. Weirdly enough, he was thirsting over me and did basically compare me to steak and other girls he's had to McDonald's. He even mentioned how road trips do exist.
I proceeded with caution in talking to my ex because his former best friend who is still my friend (long story there) told me a few years ago about the things he did to the girl he dated after me. The biggest crime I can think of upfront being he essentially made her become a prostitute so he could get drug money. When I went to his former best friend's wedding a few years ago, I learned my ex boyfriend's now ex fiancée is so terrified of him she got a restraining order. She straight up refused to go to my friend's wedding, thinking he would show up there, which did sadden my friend. I did at one point try to warn this girl over 12 years ago before she started dating my ex about his cheating on me.
Since she wasn't really willing to heed my warning about the cheating tidbit, I never got around to telling her about how every time him and his dad get into arguments, he talks afterward about killing his dad. He also frequently mentioned plans of going on multiple killing sprees, even promising me he'd never hurt me or my family but did promise to go after my high school boyfriend who violated me in a hotel room bathroom. I also noticed that I would fall asleep an awful lot at his house and I seem to remember always having a beverage of some kind before doing so. If you know me, I struggle with falling asleep generally and always have. So knowing I fell asleep there very frequently is noteworthy to say the least. I remember always waking up feeling very groggy; one of the times I woke up my pants were down and felt my ex's member about to enter me until I woke up and said "What are you doing?" and then he stopped.
House of Wax (watching at night), Road Trip, Ketchup and French Fries, Tooth Fairy Movie (watched this morning)
Funnily enough, I was watching the older 1953 House of Wax movie while I was writing this post initially. Roku and its mislabeling movie versions at times. I selected it thinking it was the 2005 version not the 1953 one. However, I was writing this post so I was not entirely paying attention to the movie. I started watching the CORRECT version around 8:30pm or so (namely the one I care about more with Jared in it ha ha) and noticed Paris Hilton's character eating ketchup and fries (you'll see why I say this in the next paragraph). I couldn't help but notice the child being restrained in the beginning of the movie and the mother yelling at him to keep calm and the dad saying "he's really being a monster again today" and after the boy is moving around screaming which ends up with the wax mask falling to the ground and breaking. Eventually, the mother slaps the distressed child strapped to the high chair who yelled at him to "be quiet". Bad parenting much and the child turns out to become a serial killer, just like The Jackal in season 4 of Walker? Also couldn't help but notice the road trip discussion Jared's character Wade has with his girlfriend Carly. Oh and how funny, one of the characters from "Friday the 13th" (2009) in the first group was named Wade. Hmm....
This morning, I also was nudged to randomly watched the movie "Tooth Fairy" (2010) with Dwayne Johnson "The Rock" in it. The main character's girlfriend's daughter is named Carly; his girlfriend also says "oh, a little ketchup" while wiping the side of his mouth and proceeds to kiss The Rock's character Derek Thompson who is known as the "Tooth Fairy" because of knocking out one opponents' teeth in a game years ago in the movie.
I did write in a post not too long ago about how things are "coming in full circle" and said this kind of phrase multiple times. Perhaps it's true on a broader scale than I realized...
Hmmm had a bit of a weird dream this morning after I fell back asleep, curse you, itchy poison sumac rashes! I saw on my desktop a Tumblr ask to another user but all I could recall was the blogger saying "I wonder what this "Ellie" has to say 😏" and also recall a 117a being in the screename of the person who sent the ask I believe. I woke up not long after I read it in my dream.
Naturally, I googled "numerology 117 meaning" when I first woke up because what in the world?! Well, it turns out one of the results said this:
Also, I got curious as to why 17 is bad luck in Italy. I did briefly see the above info back when I was writing about the number 4 being seen as bad luck in some East Asian countries (but didn't think too much of it back then). This is because the Cantonese word for 4 sounds very similar to the word for Death, which I discussed in a post I made back in November where I specifically talked about Friday the 13th as well (Magazine article was in issue number 13). Strangely enough, my best friend who is on a road trip with her parents traveled on Route 8 at one point, which notably does NOT have an exit 117... but it does have exits 17A, 17B and 17C (in my dream this morning, I saw 117A). I took the below screenshot for your viewing pleasure from this website (which notably the website name is "An American in Rome" and was posted on 4/17/2020. And of course, I am making this post today Thursday 6/13/2024. And of course as I'm writing this and she is in the car watching a Wayne's World, she heard the line from a character named Cassandra saying to Wayne "you learned how to say I look pretty in Cantonese!"
https://anamericaninrome.com/2020/04/why-17-is-unlucky-in-italy/
Now, I am well aware that Jared and Gen Padalecki are on a said family vacation in Italy as we speak. It's also noteworthy to say that today is June 13th and is when I had this dream because I fell back asleep for a couplish hours after waking up close to 3:30am EST. Also strangely enough, I looked up R17 in Italy. Huh, there appears to be NO operating train traveling this route today the 13th per the website I came across.
On another strange note, I saw someone pointed out on another blog how Wildfire ended after 4 seasons reminding them of how Walker is ending after 4 seasons (with the last season having 13 episodes). Coincidentally, Wildfire had 13 episodes each season, equaling 52 episodes for the whole series. Walker will end this season at a total of 69 episodes for the series. Mathematically speaking, 69 Walker episodes - 52 Wildfire episodes = 17; in numerology, this breaks down to 1+7=8. The 11th episode of Walker aired yesterday 6/12/2024. To do the math here again, 6+1+2+2+0+2+4=17, which in numerology breaks down to 1+7=8. The last Walker episode will air on 6/26/2024, which is 6+2+6+2+0+2+4=22; technically in numerology you are supposed to leave it at a master number like 22 but if you were to break 22 down anyways, 2+2=4. Funny also both of these shows start with the letter W as well...
It also is funny both Gen and Jared posted about the upcoming Walker episode yesterday in actual posts instead of just Instagram stories per the usual. Clearly, Gen was on Italy time when she spoke of the episode in past tense posting a little before 12pm EST. She seemingly forgot about her husband the Executive Producer of the show and how the show was already canceled lol.
One reason I've been posting less lately is because I've been sticking my nose in animal symbolism research. I did learn last week and spoke to my best friend about this but I learned Gen's primary spirit animal is the Black Bear and secondary being the Otter. On an even stranger note, yesterday on my way home from work I saw a Pilot car with a Friends of the Smokies license plate (which has a Black Bear on it) AND an Otter window decal on it.
