#sysfreak confessional

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I saw. Confessional. System confessional. Is having four guys. Named jack. Two of which. Are from the brain/body. And two. Who are introjected from the same source. But one is mixed with another source. Thus calls himself "jacktar" for fun.

What. The hell is this system about.! 🌙

the council of jacks /silly

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One of our cis male alters forgot that we have a period and gagged when he had to change our pad

OH NO 😭😭😭

this happens to us way too damn often, so many of the guys in our system will just straight up forget that were afab and its both hilarious and a bit depressing sjfjdjfjd

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if you’re still taking funny sys discovery stories…we thought we had a bunch of IRLS/kinshifts, and it took my (now) in-sys sibling cussing me out for eating something they wanted for me to be like “🤨 something ain’t right here”

cue us having several discussions with our system friends at the time, learning more about the disorder, and we finally figured it out.

HELP sometimes it be like that... </3

ours was kinda similar, as in our main protector (at the time, he isnt main protector anymore but hes still around) was like "hey. i want a snack." and i was BAFFLED when he just. took over our arms. to get a snack

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System confessional/fun fact u probably didn't know Abt us

Before discovering being a system, we used to tell our (then partner) ex, that we couldn't sleep because our brain was too loud..

funnily enough we used to have a similar experience lol

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When our trans/fem-aligned alter first realized we had a chest, she shook the nearest person (in headspace) and went

"I'm a woman"

The person she shook told her she always was a woman,and then she started crying

Funny experience to watch ngl

is this about who I think it is /silly

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We have a sys member who neg fronts off fucking taquitos

TAQUITOS

He really hates taquitos

man thats kinda sad because taquitos are so good 💔 who hurt you 💔💔

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I remembered an embarrassing thing hold on.

Okay so. When were first coming to terms with being a system, we were kinda confused but also things started making too much sense. One of those things was the time one of our littles hid our glasses from us thinking that we wouldn't be able to go to school without them..... when they told us what they did, it kinda made sense.

The thing is. We found our glasses in our backpack.... the thing we take to school with us.

200 IQ move in theory, but in practice we had to go to school anyway and just found the glasses after like 2 class periods had passed.

-JFK

put it where no one would look to find it, bro was lowkey onto something there

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I have a funny thing that I can talk about :) so we discovered our old journal from senior year of high school (keep in mind that we didn’t know anything about system stuff or that we had DID until like after we graduated) and it was supposed to be a genderfluid gender tracking journal? On one of the pages it says “today I feel like Jeff the killer so I’m male.” … we have a Jeff the killer alter. I think buddy didn’t even know that he was fronting fully.

LMAO this is lowkey similar to how we used to feel pre-syscovery, we thought we were genderfluid because of alters having wildly different genders and gender expression and then we found out "wait. thats just system shit" and discovered we were trans lol