One of the reasons the holy cannot be known is that we note a flaw and a perfection instead of the soaring, unnamed bird, the thousands of running gazelles, the steaming ice.
T Fleischmann, Syzygy, Beauty: An Essay (Sarabande Books, 2012)
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One of the reasons the holy cannot be known is that we note a flaw and a perfection instead of the soaring, unnamed bird, the thousands of running gazelles, the steaming ice.
T Fleischmann, Syzygy, Beauty: An Essay (Sarabande Books, 2012)
The police state wants me dead to make sure their children don’t end up like me, so I guess every time I fuck and I’m happy and I do what I want I would like to call that an antistate action. The people I love alive—yes, we weaken the state. But also every time after I have felt pleasure and played pool with a bunch of transsexuals and smoked weed and then eaten a taco and gone home, when my body is at its best, then I need to set myself to contributing to the coalition, which is already underway, which has kept me alive, the work of liberation being one of the ceaseless things.
Time Is the Thing a Body Moves Through, T Fleischmann.
Trans writers, I think, offer a range of alternative ways to think of the self, progression, temporality, truth, cohesion, etc, which seems relevant when thinking about the essay's strained or even controversial relationship with truth. I also relate to genre similarly to how I relate to gender, where I feel at times frustrated and bored with the whole thing, but am still returning to both of them, maybe hoping they will break some, that categories will cease to be useful. So I'm looking, kind of, at a cluster of questions, without expectation of finding any particular answers.
T Clutch Fleischmann, from Cameron Awkward-Rich Interview with T Clutch Fleischmann, published at Essay Daily, June 5, 2017
5 Questions with Kate Zambreno, Author of To Write As If Already Dead
Kate Zambreno is the author of many acclaimed books, including Drifts (2020), Appendix Project (2019), Screen Tests (2019), Book of Mutter (2017), and Heroines (2012). Her writing has appeared in the Paris Review, Virginia Quarterly Review, and elsewhere. She teaches in the graduate nonfiction program at Columbia University and is the Strachan Donnelley Chair in Environmental Writing at Sarah Lawrence College. Her newest book is To Write As If Already Dead, published by Columbia University Press.
Kate Zambreno will be in conversation with T Fleischmann about her new book in our City Lights LIVE! virtual event series on Wednesday, June 30th, 2021.
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Where are you writing to us from?
I’m writing to you from the first floor of the Victorian house we have rented in Ditmas Park, Brooklyn, for nearly a decade. We haven’t left this entire year. I am on the couch at the end of a long day. There’s an early evening light coming in through the front window, my dog Genet is vigilantly expecting dinner, my four-year-old is tearing around outback, while her baby sister and her father watch.
What’s kept you sane during the pandemic?
Going to Prospect Park regularly this year—even in January and February—and watching my daughter run around, and make mudpies, and make forts and strange tree sculptures by dragging around fallen branches, sticks, rocks, and logs.
What books are you reading right now? Which books do you return to?
I am writing the introduction to the Portuguese writer Maria Judite de Carvalho’s novel, Empty Wardrobes, translated by Margaret Jull Costa, and published by Two Lines Press, so I’m thinking through that work of interiority and domestic spaces and oppression and grief.
“I didn’t know what I wanted until I had it, which was just to feel different. And when I swung a hammer, my inner forearm landing against a new, warm shape, I tired more quickly, and was happier for it.”
Time is the Thing a Body Moves Through, T. Fleischmann
You learn that you are lovable after all,/and that once you are done being lovable, you will be ready/to love again.
T Fleischmann, Time is the Thing a Body Moves Through