repeating this to myself forever and ever

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repeating this to myself forever and ever
I love characters who would die for each other but will not, under any circumstances, communicate a single honest feeling.
non-writers will never understand the mental illness of writing an entire conversation in your head while doing dishes and then forgetting every word the second you open a blank doc
"just write a little every day" ok but what if i write nothing for 3 weeks and then suddenly type like i’m being hunted by god
Sigh. At least I have this.
“What if I write it and it’s bad-”
WHAT IF YOU WRITE IT AND ITS GOOD? WHAT IF YOU WRITE IT AND ITS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED? WHAT THEN????