repeating this to myself forever and ever

seen from Canada
seen from Israel
seen from United States
seen from Brazil
seen from China
seen from United States

seen from Malaysia
seen from Taiwan

seen from United States

seen from Russia
seen from Australia
seen from Finland
seen from United Kingdom
seen from China

seen from Türkiye
seen from Germany
seen from Bangladesh

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Germany
repeating this to myself forever and ever
I love characters who would die for each other but will not, under any circumstances, communicate a single honest feeling.
non-writers will never understand the mental illness of writing an entire conversation in your head while doing dishes and then forgetting every word the second you open a blank doc
"just write a little every day" ok but what if i write nothing for 3 weeks and then suddenly type like i’m being hunted by god
Sigh. At least I have this.
“What if I write it and it’s bad-”
WHAT IF YOU WRITE IT AND ITS GOOD? WHAT IF YOU WRITE IT AND ITS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED? WHAT THEN????