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[desthebolt]

Commission for @angelictactics !! Thank you so much for your support bestie!!

[shysimblr]

“I always dreamt you’d touch my belly and talk to our baby just like this. Can’t believe it finally happened. Thank you.”

[dice-baby]

rainbows make me happy 🌈

(T&G Opaque Black, reinked)

[pomme2107]

12.01.2021

Dear Tommy,

I went to work late. And when I woke up my first thought was “I’m not dead”. I thought about it, the whole death thing. Do I really want to die? I have these moments when I’m not sure if I want to. I don’t know why. You’re either suicidal or you’re not, right? But there are moments I question if I really want to die. I remember those moments. Like when I was making plans with C when we were coming back home from work that one day. Just before my birthday. And I looked at her and I thought no, I can’t give this up. But it’s only in those moments that I have these thoughts. These are very rare moments.

When I was going to work, I realised that I can’t keep doing this. Do you know that sometimes I just do the main reports at work and do nothing else? I go late so many times. Or I don’t go at all. It reminded me a bit of when you used to call in sick. I knew it was bad for you but now that I’m in it too, I get it. I get it. A two day off weekend is not enough for me. The sleep is not enough. The rest isn’t enough. Is it because I’m looking for something permanent?

I am obsessing about death. I obsess about it all the time. I am sorry but I do. I can’t... nothing makes sense without you, you know? It just doesn’t make sense. The sun doesn’t come up for me. And everyday the pain is just.. I wasn’t obsessing about death in the past few months but since December I don’t know what happened, I just..I just can’t. And you could have saved me. I wanted to tell this to someone. My thoughts, my ideas.. actually, I did yell Polish. But he just said “hey, no dying!”. It’s not his fault. He didn’t realise how serious I was. But if I told you, you would have said something else. You would have told me something I want to hear. You would have told me something to keep me from doing what I want to do. You would have saved me. And I should have saved you. And I had every opportunity to save you. But I didn’t. I didnt. My stupidity. My mistakes that haunt me. My naive nature that is now going to cost me my life.

I can’t explain it but life is so weird without you. The time that I knew you, all that time, all those texts, all those memories.. what was it? Was it a dream? And why? Why did it happen to me? I keep asking myself. We were so well matched. And then you were ripped apart from me. I can’t accept it. If you were an ass, maybe I could have but you were you so I couldn’t. I just can’t. I want to slit my wrists. I want to slit my wrists all the time and I think I have gone mad. And i don’t know if it’s because I’m in love with a ghost or because I am mad.

I would give anything for you to hold my hand again. Anything to see you, to touch you, to hold you.

You’re my everything everything

I love you

[panskeletual]

This is only like 5% of my collection. Somebody send me more boxes!

[seasidedice]

Horseshoe Nebula Dice by T&G.

It’s been a while since my last post (and I have a lot to update page-wise)-- I do have a D20 I want to take a picture of once we can finally get around to inking it, but right now it’s mainly waiting on Kickstarters and Preorders... 

[summerofspock]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 7/? Fandom: Good Omens (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens) Characters: Aziraphale (Good Omens), Crowley (Good Omens), Warlock Dowling, Harriet Dowling, Nanny Ashtoreth (Good Omens), Brother Francis (Good Omens) Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Developing Relationship, Trust Issues, but they're fixing it, Unresolved Sexual Tension, theyre in love and theyre trying their best ok, Domestic, Bickering, Literary References & Allusions, Explicit Sexual Content, Slice of Life, Angst, Eventual Happy Ending Series: Part 3 of Green Things Summary:

Aziraphale and Crowley are working on forgiving each other, falling back in love, and finding the best way to be together now that the world didn't end.

Featuring holidays, Warlock, loads of sexual tension, emotional conversations and healing.