I wish I could shatter my bones and re-construct them into the vision I have of what I should look like.
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I wish I could shatter my bones and re-construct them into the vision I have of what I should look like.
someone commented "ashley please fight donald trump" during the v app broadcast omfg
Tasha is my reason to smile everyday
-paints my nails even though it makes me dysphoric because the glow-in-the-dark pink polish and added sparkles is super pretty and I love looking at it but just not on myself-
I had another dream I received plastic surgery on my nose and was thrilled with the outcome and in love with it and so happy with my appearance I swear to God self stop teasin’ me
my art blog might get terminated because another side blog on the same account had 8 violation strikes on it for Tasha videos I’ve tried to upload within the past 2 months and deleted since they weren’t working because they were flagged as “sexually explicit” and I can’t even appeal any of them since they were deleted....... I had no idea until now.
i had a dream last night that i got plastic surgery on my nose and i had 0 pain and the healing process was super fast but the skin around my nostrils felt weirdly attached since it was just worked on but I felt really good about it (my new nose) and it’s just like shit dream.....stop teasin’ me.
so one of my art blog followers who ‘m friends w/now told me when they were feeling sad they’d look through my art to cheer up and I just aegagmsegjiauwhgiahgtijetiajetmaegieihiudshgdf I don’t I don’t understand ‘cuz it’s my own garbage but ???????????????????? I can’t take compliments well I just scream !!!!!!!!!!! out of joy and disbelief!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m making ppl happy with my garbage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!