What Next?
Life is calm now. I never thought I’d say that. the past two years.....well they’ve been completely nuts. All of Neverland has gone through so much. And now.....the past few months have somehow been calm. The past really is finally behind me and Harrison. Life has settled into this kind of rhythm. I’m still deciding whether or not I like it.
Or course I like it.....it’s complicated.....well not really, but still...
Hydra is gone thanks to Harrison and Rhonda (CashierLady...of all people haha.) Bill and Gwen are in prison. Harrison’s struggle with amnesia has ended. Things are simpler....and I like that but...
What next? What do I do with my life now? Just keep selling books day after day? Keep trying to write these stories that never seem like I can get them quite right? I’m happy, I really am but what’s next? Where do I go from here? I feel like there’s something I’m missing....something I need to do, but I can’t see it.
I see wonderful loving people everyday. I get to be surrounded by books all the time. I’m dating the love of my life. I live in a wonderful place. What more could I ask for? and yet something is missing. Perhaps it’s my writing....I know I’m not making the progress I should be with it. Or perhaps I miss the FBI? But that really wasn’t for me....I don’t want a life where I’m always in danger and always moving. What else could be missing?
Hmmmm.....I don’t know. Maybe I’ll figure it out over Thanksgiving when my Family comes to visit. I’ve missed Connor and my mom.
