Jun 11
"THIS IS A SHIT SANDWICH, AND I AM EATING IT AS FAST AS I CAN"
LaVonte Worthy casually dropping a line that's going to live rent-free in my head to describe my feelings about how it feels to exist in capitalism in the social work field
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"THIS IS A SHIT SANDWICH, AND I AM EATING IT AS FAST AS I CAN"
LaVonte Worthy casually dropping a line that's going to live rent-free in my head to describe my feelings about how it feels to exist in capitalism in the social work field
On the one hand, it sucks to be super tired and lethargic at work because doing any of my tasks feels like a herculean ask. But on the other hand, it's a very mild innoculation against the irritation i feel when my least favorite (and least competent) coworker talks, since i don't have the energy to get riled up about anything and can just simmer at 'annoyed' instead 😩🙄😩
I don't typically get the sunday scaries too bad, aside from the normal/ baseline "ah the weekend is too short this sucks"
But my anxiety for this coming short workweek is to the point where i took a covid test just to make sure it's psychosomatic (it is, i can get my nausea to go away when i distract myself)
Now accepting all thoughts and prayers 😩😭😩
Me, having had 3 work days off: i think that was a nice break from work, i should be good to go back with renewed energy
Me 2 hours into my work day: yyyyyyyyyyeah about that
Today's mood is my coworker walking back into the office from being out in the field and loudly saying, "i don't wanna"
Today is perhaps my second-to-last time having to share a lobby with another program and their clients and support staff and i am
Counting
The
Hours
Until my program HOPEFULLY moves into an office that will actually suit our needs and make everything flow so much more smoothly and just be Better!!
Me getting kind of frustrated with myself for not being more productive as the day wears on: well i guess i just needed to rot today, it's probably fine i guess, i just hate how little time i have for my hobbies and how often i'm too tired to engage in them :/
Me after getting a text that work will be closed tomorrow due to the weather: 🤩🤩🤩
I never like the feeling of coming back to work after being gone for 2 (required) days in the middle of a week to then have to do very fast damage control, but it does make the day pass very quickly!!