#talkaholic.

[nerdmnestia]

Please tell me I wasn't the only one who picked up on the possibility that Luka DID feel guilty about Hyunwoo's death, it was just in the back of his mind.

Hyunwoo here, looks an adult and he's slumped against Luka's back. Hyunwoo is behind him, which is not a place you can see easily as compared to Hyuna. And, Luka is wearing black. Now lets talk about it.

Both Hyuna and Hyunwoo are here, which already carries the implications that he feels something about them. Black is a grieving color, and considering both of them are there, that can imply that he's grieving both of them. Both of them are so important that both themselves and their jewel hearts are present. This is further supported when you notice that Hyunwoo looks like an adult. Hyunwoo being an adult (and him slumping against Luka's back) has the implication that Luka has been carrying the weight of Hyunwoo on his back into adulthood. Essentially, he's never actually forgotten about Hyunwoo like we think. And tje fact that Hyunwoo is on his back could also serve as a symbol of him ignoring Hyunwoo's presence, putting it behind him, so he doesnt have to acknowledge his importance.

(This can also imply that he carries and pushes the guilt he has surrounding Hyunwoo's death behind him.)

This moment can also connect back to the beginning of the episode after Mizi punches him.

Mizi takes his focus, she confronts him, and she claims he doesn't deserve to he saved and immediately after is Hyunwoo. You could even say that Mizi is forcing him to be confronted with Hyunwoo's presence. He's tried to ignore it, but Hyunwoo is important to him in some capacity, not just Hyuna. Right then and there, he's forced to look into Hyunwoo's eyes and acknowledge his presence and what Hyunwoo represents—guilt. He's been snapped out of his daze of grief for Hyuna by Mizi, and now he must focus on the damage he's done. Luka is in a child-like mindset right now, everything in relation to him so far has been of him as a child, and Hyunwoo appears as a child is when the life-changing event happened, unlike the previous photo.

So, its almost like his inner child and his old childish feelings that he's been forced to supress is coming to the surface in the form of Hyunwoo essentially haunting him.

This probably sounds stupid and a bit convoluted, but I do believe that Luka cared about Hyunwoo to some capacity!! Like, in Weige, he draws Hyuna, him, Hyunwoo, and presumably his clones. Whilst Hyunwoo wasnt drawn with a mouth like Hyuna, Luka drawing him at all does kind of throw off the assumption that he really didn't like Hyunwoo. He's even in the middle!! Holding both of their hands, so it implies that he does like both of them, he just loves Hyuna more. Hell, Luka doesn't even draw himself with facial features (but that's a whole different can of worms).

[nerdmnestia]

I think Zodyl would enjoy casual cock warming. Like, not as a gateway for "proper sex" or as a punishment, or anything. Just sitting on his lap, with his stiff cock inside of you, and talking is lovely, please do it more often.

[nerdmnestia]

you think you're just volunteering at a shelter and helping some pups prepare for adoption—hybrid phainon thinks you're his mate for life.

[nerdmnestia]

"Caleb, how could you do this? We were trying so hard to defend you!!" There was no need for defending. Caleb has literally always been like this, he's a siscon, y'all didn't want to admit it.

[nerdmnestia]

now if i had a nickle...

[nerdmnestia]

twisted wonderland book 7.5 spoilers

MALLEUS IS STAYING AT FUCKING RAMSHACKLE?? let me get back on my 'x reader' game, bc there is no way i am passing this up.

[nerdmnestia]

I think Zodyl would appreciate the small-chested girlies. Maybe I'm projecting, but I think he likes being able to cup the entirety of your tit in his hand — like it excites the dormant size kink in him.

[nerdmnestia]

zodyl is literally built to be a brat tamer, but no one listens to me 💔