#talkswithgi

[tightjeansjavi]

This past month I started horseback riding again every two weeks and taking lessons with my friend, and I’m having such a good time 🥹

[tightjeansjavi]

the vibes for tonight’s writing sesh + some research :3

[tightjeansjavi]

Fandom Hug ♡

Happy Monday! I woke up this morning thinking to myself about how this past week (more like month) has not been a great time for most of us! Between writers being plagiarized, bullying, anonymous hate and so on, I decided we all need to give eachother a hug!

💓 anyone can participate in the fandom hug!

💓 express your favorite parts of being in the PPCU fandom (you can comment, make your own post, or send something to me in my inbox and I will post it! Anons are welcome)

💓 send someone a hug in their inbox or messages!

💓 send someone a nice message!

💓 boost your favorite writers/artists/etc!

💓 do all of the above!

Most importantly, remember that there are real people with real feelings and lives behind the screen 🫂

Sending everyone a hug who needs it today 💞

-Gi

[tightjeansjavi]

Making a point to check in with my mooties and followers every evening!!

1.) Are we hydrated? If not, please drink some water besties!

2.) Did you eat today? If not, please eat and nourish yourself, baby love

3.) Did you have a good day? Tell me one good thing that happened today even if it felt like the shittiest day ever!

4.) How are you spending your evening/day?

5.) What fics are you working on? (Can also just be ideas for fics!)

6.) Tell me one thing you want to accomplish by the end of this week!

-Gi

[tightjeansjavi]

okay so last night I randomly decided that I was gonna casually dip my toe into the dating scene again and updated my hinge, but I feel so conflicted because I’ve been happily single for years now and I fear that because it’s been so long, and I’ve never really experienced a REAL relationship, that I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing 😭😭 I’m sure it sounds silly and this is just my brain overthinking, but if anyone has tips or affirming words for ya girl, I’d really appreciate it bc rn I’m just:

[tightjeansjavi]

Did anyone else have a random account drop like a super explicit message in their inbox?? Bc I got one earlier and I never blocked someone so fast 😭😭

TW explicit messages below the cut

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Okay, now it’s time for me to get sappy..(when am I not?)

I recently hit 3.5k followers and I’m truly just in awe that so many of you have chosen to follow me, and read my stories, and get to know me through my writing 🥺 honestly, when I wrote my first fic last year I never expected anyone to read it, let alone ask me to write more. The amount of support and encouragement I have received has not gone unnoticed, and I appreciate every single one of you that are here 🤍

Everytime I hit one of these milestones the feeling becomes even more surreal. When I’m writing and sharing my stories, I’m being me. I’m sharing private bits about myself through my writing, and being vulnerable which is truly such a raw, and very human feeling. Out in the quote on quote ‘real world’ I’m just Gianna. But on here, I’m Gi. I’m tightjeansjavi.

From the very bottom of my heart I love you all so so much ♡

[tightjeansjavi]

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I’m not sure if I am the only one experiencing this, but lately I’ve been struggling with allowing myself grace in my writing. I can’t help but feel guilty that I have so many fics that I have abandoned for various different reasons. And while in the grand scheme of things I know it’s not a big deal, and isn’t something that I should be upset over, but I wish that I took more accountability on myself to just finish something before starting a new fic. I’m getting to the point where I have doubts that any of my WIP’s, outside of Et Auream will ever be finished 🥲

I’m sorry if you’ve been patiently waiting for me to finish all the series I have started and have yet to finish, but I’m not sure if I will ever feel the same inspiration that I felt for them before.

If you’re reading this, thank you.

-Gi