#talktofinnhudson

[talktokurthummel]

Is your life much better than it was last year? Why or why not?

Yes and no.

Last year,I was broken up with Blaine, I found out my dad had cancer, and I hadn’t gotten into NYADA until December of 2012.

This year, I’m happily engaged, my dad is cancer free, and not only do I attend NYADA, but I also have an amazing band. 

As happy as I am now, though, it’s hard sometimes to realize that Finn is gone. I think of him every day, and I hate that he isn’t here for me to talk to or have skype chats with anymore. It’s taken me a long time to get past his death, and I’m still not completely over it. I don’t think I ever will be. I do know it will get easier, though, and in some ways it has. However every big moment of my life, a big part will be missing. 

[talktoburthummel]

Did you ever see a picture of Finn in that Lady Gaga dress?

Yes I did, and I have to say those outfits were something.

[talktowilliamschuester]

Who is going to fill the hole of your best friend now that Finn has gone?

No one can ever replace Finn or the bond that we shared. 

[talktoburthummel]

Sorry to bring up Finn again, but this needs to be said. Whether you think he really meant faggy or not, there was nothing wrong with your reaction. He hurt your son. Your son was standing there hugging himself and crying. Your love for Kurt triggered that reaction, even if there was the underlying guilt for previously using those words in life. You saw your son in pain, and instinct took over. I'm sure Finn understood that.

Thank you for those kind words anon.  They mean a lot.

[talktoburthummel]

Do you think Finn would’ve made a good teacher?

Finn would have made an amazing teacher.  He loved what he was doing, and he really wanted to leave a legacy.  I feel pretty confident that he knows he did.

[talktoburthummel]

If you could get just one more day with Finn, what would you do?

I’ve addressed this before, but I would spend more time with him.  I would listen more, and I would definitely hug him more.  Carole says he knew I loved him, but I still wish that I would have shown that side of myself more often.

[talktomarleyrose]

How will you remember Finn?

As a teacher. A leader. A friend. A great human being. Somebody that made an impact in the very short time he had on this earth. Somebody who touched lives, who changed lives. Somebody who will be truly missed. 

[talktoburthummel]

Does it comfort you to believe that Finn is in a better place wherever and whatever that might be?

Absolutely.  Finn was such an amazing person, and I like to think that someone or something is rewarding him for all the good he did for people.