#tami updates

[definitelyapotatoe]

Lol, yeah my life is a mess and idk wtf I’m doing. bye. 

[definitelyapotatoe]

I haven’t written on tumblr in a really long time. And the funny thing is that in the last one year so much has happened. All this time I’ve wanted to write about it. I want to be open about the hell I’ve survived in the hopes that someone else can continue fighting to survive/thrive. I’m not saying my life is perfect or complete. It isn’t without its constant struggles, yet I’m healing, I’m learning, I’m growing and other people should know that they can too.

I have so much love, empathy, and compassion for people and I want to share that part of me but for some reason I keep it hidden. I’m fiercely protective of my sisters that I love so dearly. I want to stand for the people I don’t even know that have gone through so much because whenever I get to know someone I can feel their pain, their joy, their passion. There is so much beauty in this world and so many people are misunderstood because they simply do not know how to authentically communicate that it makes me confused as to what to do.

Anyways, I just wanted to put this piece of me out here. I’m not alright but that’s fine because I’m starting to accept that I have what it takes to be okay.

[definitelyapotatoe]

Flames

Suspend my dark thoughts; Transfixed by a glow that masks The ashy cloak of Pain. 

[definitelyapotatoe]

The most frustrating thing I’ve experienced is opening up to people. It wasn’t such a huge problem in the past but lately I’ve realized that trying to open up to people again is just disappointing. Maybe that’s why I haven’t written here in a while, why I haven’t been as introspective, I’m too busy chasing after people to confide in. Maybe that’s the real problem. People.