so payge also tagged me in this thing so I guess i'm doing it again, I think I'll tag people this time? sorry if this is obnoxious, you can just ignore it if you don't wanna do it haha.
Rule 1: Always post the rules
Rule 2: Answer the questions from the person who tagged you
Rule 3: Tag 10 people and link them in your post.
Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.
Tagged by: this fucking nerd tangendlo
1. How are you, honestly?
weird, I think. stressed. keeping busy so I don't have to think so mostly okay. I don't know. falling back into self hatred ofc because I'm writing, and because I have to let others read it, or read it aloud. it's shit and I feel like shit so I'm trying to forget, but that's like. what I'm writing about. forgetting. I dunno
2. What are you looking forward to tomorrow?
keeping busy I guess, going to class probably. food? or running, I think I'm going to run tomorrow and listen to soul punk which is a damn good album btw. oh hey payge if you wanna borrow the cd because I have it, you can stop by my house sometime and ask my dad to let you borrow it cos he probably already finished putting it on his computer :P
3. Are you surprised I picked you? Happy? Upset?
haha ça m'est egale, it is equal to me. I think these are fun so I guess there's your answer :P
4. You are locked in a room with Luigi. No way out. What do you do?
a) do not, under any circumstances, have sex with luigi
5. A movie you would recommend? A band?
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movies: trainspotting is mad good but gross as hell. 10 inch hero is cuuute and featues a dual-blue-mohawk'd jensen ackles with facial piercings, and his wife cos that's where they met. uh? i tell you about like every movie I see that I like so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
6. Are you a person who gets the same thing every time they go to a certain restaurant?
it depends on the restaurant but yeah often which is d u m b as hell but dat me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ my fave emoticon ¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯ they are holding hands :))
7. What do you like about your life/what do you wish was different?
i like that payge is my friend and i like having blue hair and writing and drawing and music and getting away from my parents. i don't know what i would change, I barely survive how it is and I don't know what I could change that could make it better. I wish I was less awful lolz
8. Is there any particular goal you’re working towards at this moment?(loving yourself, finishing a game, reading 500 books, eating the mona lisa, etc.)
not failing my class wahoo and like being able to write easily with my left hand and speaking norwegian/french, knowing morse code and semaphore flags, becoming more fluent in vulcan, learning the guitar, being better at piano, being less awful. if I ever stop trying to make myself better I might as well be dead. I don't understand people who are complacent just being who they are. I want to be able to fully appreciate the world and communicate my love and hate for it, i don't have a way to end this
9. How do you feel about piercings and tattoos? Would you like some/have some? If so, what are they?
I want hella piercings and tattoos. when I get top surgery I want a big one across the scars, and I want one on my fucked up thigh. I have both lobes pierced, one second, and an industrial
10. List three people you are proud of.
firstly, Payge?? is that even a question, of course you're the absolute top of my list, I'm trying not to get mushy but jesus. I'm so proud of you for so so much. love you
and my grandpa is pretty awesome too, he's really supportive of people and stood up for women's/LGBT rights way before that was even safe to do, has been a huge vocal advocate for pro-choice since like the 50's, and even though he's 85 now he still drove cancer patients to and from the hospital when they couldn't drive, up until like last year when I think they told him he shouldn't drive as much anymore. he volunteered for church stuff too, and spends a ton of time with his grandkids and encourages us a ton and wow. a Rad Dude
and??? I dunno, it's hard to think of this off the top of my head. I'mma say katie, for recovering and stuff. that shit is hard as hell, I know.
aite questions (i'm trying really hard not to make these all "do she got a booty?" appreciate my efforts.)
1) do you play an instrument? if no, do you want to, and which? if yes, do you like it/do you want to play another/which?
2) in your itunes "recently played" list, what are the most recent 5 artists that you listened to?
3) how long have you been on tumblr? favorite thing that happened? (do you remember starhawk nasa guy? I'm trying to make everyone remember him forever)
4) best thing that happened to you today?
5) what's stressing you out right now?
6) when's the last time you stayed up all night (at least until 5am) and why?
7) if you could learn any random skill without much difficulty, what would it be?
8) do you have anything you should be doing right now but aren't?
9) if you could say something to anyone living or dead, whether you've met or not, no consequences for saying it, what would you say to who? you can omit any details you want, including who you'd say it to.
10) dream job and place you'd like to live doing it? (this can be ridiculously inconsistent, like if you wanna be a surfer living in russia or teach swahili to british kids living in chile)
I don't wanna tag all 10 I think because it won't show up in their tags so I'll do like 5