#tangledlove

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Tangled Love

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I just recently fell in love with someone so amazing and were not even together nor does the person know I even like them. This is just a different type of feeling. She makes my world stop, weak to my knees and gives me butterflies every time I see her. Now there have been times in my past that I thought I was in love. Not once but twice. Two different people two completely different feelings. I thought that was love but I WAS SO WRONG. Those feelings are nothing compared to what this girl makes me feel. When I was "in love" with those two girls at different times I never thought anything more beyond it. I never wanted to marry them, never planned where I'd take them for our honeymoon or downright how I'd even propose to them. With this girl I think of everything like marrying her, how I'd propose and how my life would be with her. I know for a fact that she could be my soulmate. There are no words to describe her. She's just utterly amazing. I wish I had the courage to tell her how I feel but it's hard. I believe in destiny and faith. If I'm destined to be with her somehow time will eventually bring us together. When I first met her I thought nothing about her. I just thought she was pretty as fuck. Then later I'd see her more often as I started going to the gym more often and that's where I met her. I never really noticed her til one day I went back to the gym after vacation. There she was standing in the doorway leading her fitness class. Her bright red hair, perfect smile, laughing and that's when she caught my heart. Every time I see her I fall more in love with her. I've tried to get over her multiple times but nothing's worked. Even if I don't see her for several weeks and then finally see her my love for her is still there. I don't even know what to describe this as. Im head over heels for this girl. Now that I look back at my previous relationships, I stop and think about everything. I never really loved the other two people. That wasn't love. It was something else. With this girl it's love and I know what love is now. She can dye her hair any colour and she still looks beautiful in my eyes. She's just simply amazing. I don't know what I'd do if I never saw her again. I'm so deeply in love with her. Every time we talk I fall for her. I try making her laugh and I smile whenever I see her. The only thing about this is that even if I think she may be my soulmate she probably isn't. That's the hardest thing being a lesbian and falling for someone that potentially is straight. Nothing can describe how I feel when I'm around her. Love is so weird. I never intended falling for her. I didn't even want to start going to the gym but I started and little did I know that I was avoiding someone so great by being stubborn and not going. I wish I started going earlier so I'd know her for a longer time. I just wish one day I can tell her how I feel about her. If not the person who will marry her one day will be the luckiest person ever. She's a great gal and I wish one day she can be mine.

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