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Something pretty for the evening. Some more concept art for a possible Mum Not Proud game. We hope you like it.
I’m so bad at holding back when it comes to buying decks. Lol. I ended up getting the TaRat by Nakisha. This deck is so freaking cute. I love it. It’s also interesting because there are quite a few cards that don’t fit the traditional RWS system. Two of those cards are pictured. The Two of Cups is jealousy and anxiet, and the Two of Pentacles is difficulty, obstacles, and setback. Those meanings come from the foldout that comes with the deck. It’s definitely going to be interesting. So far, I’ve interviewed it, and the deck comes off as a rat. Lol. I thought that might happen since my cat decks are like cats.
I got both the mini and regular sized decks. (The regular is the size of playing cards.) The mini is getting put away for Christmas. I also knew that the decks came with eighteen rabbit art cards. However, the decks came with a bit more. Nakisha also added a card (The Hermit) from the mini version of the Rabbit Tarot, two art prints, and original mini art. That’s so freaking cool. I love it. I have some of the other decks by Nakisha on my Deck Lust list. I don’t know when I’ll end up getting those since they are quite a few others that I want first, but I do know that when I do get them, I’m going to be really happy. I mean, when I got it, I was even messaged that they were going to be shipped the next day and would take 3-5 business days. That’s so nice to know. I mean, I’m still waiting on these pillows that I ordered from someone on Etsy, and I ordered them two weeks ago. (The tracking says that they are still waiting for the package.)
Really happy with this order. Now I just have to think of what to name it. Lol. I could name it after my rat, so I could always have a way to remember him even when he’s gone. I still have a year or two with him. I have another name, Peter, but I wanted to name the second rat I get that. Hmmmm. Lol.
Day Five of #monthofspreads : The Money Maker
Judgement (Where do my financial problems reside?): My financial issues lie in the fact that I just make money based on what comes up. I only go when the trumpet is played. I don’t have an actual source of income. It’s just grandparents spoiling me and babysitting when it needs done.
Queen of Clubs (How can I solve this issue?): I guess I need to think more like the queen of clubs? I always see her as nurturing the spark in others, but the paper describes her differently.I think it’s telling me to babysit more often? I mean, she is literally sitting. Lol. Anyway, her inspiring others would work with that, and also the sympathetic definition in the book works as well. It would also make sense because last month I couldn’t babysit because the FC was suppose to be doing something, and that something never happened. Twice. I could have made $40 last month, but I didn’t. They had to find another babysitter because the FC planned on coming together, but it just didn’t. I go to every event. The only time that I didn’t was the month that I was working hard on finishing my tarot deck because I needed to get it done in time for a concert.
Page of Pentacles (Where should my focus be to start making money?): This one actually makes a lot of sense. I would need to have a job, but I feel like this is pulling more on career. I am a student, so I’ve started the journey, but I haven’t even gotten to the “knight” stage of this. What makes more sense is that the paper describes this card as a student. I need to learn in order to really make money. At the moment, I also would just rather be a student for a bit before I get a part-time job.
Day Two of #MonthofSpreads : Tell Me Something Good.
I went ahead and used each word for each card because I felt like each word could bring something to the table.
The Devil (Something Good): Tbh, the first thing that came to mind was that season three of Lucifer starts tonight so... lol.
The Eight of Cups (Something Positive): I, like everyone, get frustrated at time. I also consider myself to be shy. I have a hard time speaking up because I feel like I’ll either be ignored or I’ll somehow be wrong. It’s something that I’ve just had to deal with my whole life. I just have to remind myself that it’s alright that I’m like this. It’s alright if I get frustrated and can’t speak. I am still making it through life alright. There may be a lot of cards on the rat’s back, but he is still holding them up. It’s hard, but he’s doing it. I may need to try to speak up more. I may need to hold up the anxiety that I get from it. It’s something that I need to learn. This reminds me of my current situation with the FC I’m in. I want to help, and I’m frustrated that we did nothing last month. I get ignored in real life, and I’ve been ignored in-game as well unless I’m talking one-on-one with someone. I need to know that it’s alright to speak up. Even if I struggle, I can do this.
Temperance (Something Uplifting): The first thing that came to mind was actually my terrible use of time management. I do everything last minute, and I always end up just playing video games and not doing any other work that I want to do like writing or drawing. I think this card is uplifting though because just last night I was telling myself that I really need to find balance with my time though. I always tell myself and never do, but that is the first step. It’s just hard when my sleep goes off. I haven’t done daily draws, for instance, because sometimes I don’t get up ‘til it’s noon and sometimes I’m not up ‘til three or four P.M.. If I can just stick to a schedule or at least get a morning routine and get my sleep on track, I can do everything that I want to do. It will take some time, but I have the potential to do it. I feel like once I find balance, everything will fall into place. October may be the time to do this. I feel like maybe the deck is telling me to try because I can make it.
Day One of the #MonthofSpreads : Past, Present, Future
I felt like I needed to use my favorite court card for myself. It felt right, and I definitely felt it after reading the sheet the deck came with. (I just got it, so I haven’t worked much with it yet.)
The message from my past self is the seven of pentacles. My past self is telling me that I need to work hard. (Literally I just did the opposite of that for my homework. I see how it is. lol.)
My present self is telling me that it’s done. It’s a good conclusion. Although the rat on the card looks kind of sad. I’d say that this may be a good conclusion for the future, but it doesn’t feel like one now. It kind of reminds me of a lot of stuff that goes on in my life. It works out later, but at that moment, I’m upset and sometimes lonely. I need to remember that everything will work out though. I will end up where I need to be. I just have to have faith that I will make it.
Then my future self is kind of reminding me of that again. I need to go into my own mind and figure things out. I know that next time the fair is going on, I want to get a ready because I want advice on career stuff. I am actively working on the career I want to go for. I want to work in video games and work with LGBT+ characters. However, there is a part of me that pulls in another direction. I currently have that idea labeled as a future side job. Maybe I shouldn’t ask for the advice of others. Maybe I should just think about it myself. It is a choice that I need to make for myself.
Anthony Fineran (B 1981), Tarat Soul, 2023
Anthony Fineran (B 1981), Janni Tarat, 2023
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