Jun 8, 2019
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Once in a lifetime socialization!#tashaa https://www.instagram.com/p/BydsIzOpkmIa80VDEjfVwNQc2O4CEIxH657TPo0/?igshid=1bzjgftmo6bsq
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HEY
Oh my god... I don't know of she is okay , that hurts. She left an extremely scary post on her Tumblr.
What's wrong with me? Why did I let her know my phone broke earlier? I'm so selfish. It's been a rough week but I should have messaged her. I should have told her I love her and everything will be okay...
OMG ! I AM GONEEEEEEEE
BURNA BOY- LIKE TO PARTY
me&vanillaa
yeah...
Its amazing how things can change over a certain period of time. I remember how we would talk literally everyday and if for some reason we hadn't talked, I'd have this urging feeling to talk to YOU but would ball out because I didn't want to make the first move. Looking back & reminiscing just makes me more & more angry with myself as well as YOU for not acknowledging me & talking to me as well as we used to when it was that 'love bird' phase. But its okay, I blame myself for getting emotionally attached rather quickly. I used to give into all your sweet talks, believed you like a fool. Is even there a chance for us again? I wish we could start all over, turn back time and just start afresh. Now I see YOU talking with different girls, flirting & what not. What always comes to my head is 'I know their attractive, but I was here first'. Call me jealous cos I am that 'type' it just kinda sucks that I'm missing YOU way more than YOUR missing me. I've dried my eyes & realised, I deserve somebody that'll treat me right. I thank you though. For making me build a shield. This barrier to stop me falling in LIKE (notice I didn't say LOVE to portray the difficulty it would take for me to be in this painful situation again) with someone. With a guy who will make me feel all happy inside then just leave when he's bored. I know I'll miss YOU but its not worth the pain. But what really makes me angry is that YOU made me open up and tell YOU things I didn't tell anyone else. Then, YOU left... T x
