Plotted starter for @tatteredxsails
It had been weeks since that night. A night where everything had changed even though they acted as though it hadn't. But it was never discussed. Not even the following morning when they woke up all wrapped up in each other - legs tangled, Izzy's arms around his Captain, bodies still naked and warm. No words about what they did were uttered and though Izzy wanted to discuss it, he knew better than to do so. After all, they broke an important rule they made with each other years ago and though there were times they had come close to breaking it before, they always managed to resist. Until last night.
And despite the heavy liquor consumption, Israel remembered every moment of it. He remembered how incredible it felt having Edward wrapped around him in ways he hadn't ever been before. He remembered the moans of pleasure, swallowed down by Izzy as they shared passionate kisses while connected in the most intimate of ways. He remembered the way Edward clung to him while they came undone together, each other's names falling from kiss swollen lips as Israel gave him everything. More than he's ever been allowed to give. And he remembers falling asleep after they came down from their blissful high... then waking up the following morning and eventually going about their day like it didn't happen.
Then the next day, then the next week... and the week after... and the week after...
This week had been the hardest thus far only because Edward had fallen ill. All week he'd been experiencing episodes of nausea, vomiting and inappetence. Barely even able to stomach anything and sometimes the mere sight or smell of food made him sick. His sickness happened more so in the mornings, but there were times throughout the day where it would strike, too. The medicine they had on board helped him only a little and since it wasn't going away, Izzy suggested they make port and seek out a doctor, at least for better medicine. Of course, Edward would insist he was fine, much to Izzy's dismay and disbelief, but he took care of his Captain in whatever way possible. Brought him soup, water and medicine, held him while he slept, washed him - fuck, he hated seeing him so sick. And his worry was only growing each day.
So when Ed hadn't joined them on deck, he made his way to his Captain's quarters and knocked only once before he walked on in. And there he was, leaned over a bucket, hair fallen on both sides as he empties his stomach and Izzy wasted no time in rushing over. Gently, he gathers Edward's hair in his hands, pulling and holding it back. Sighing, Izzy removes one of his black leather gloves and presses it to the side of Ed's face, feeling for a fever. "Edward, you're not getting any better. I really think we need to find a doctor the next time we make port." Which should be soon. He expects Ed to argue with him, but Izzy is prepared to stand firm on this. He refuses fucking lose him.