#tctt thoughts

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I found this sticker and obviously had to put it in the proper place at my work desk.

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I hate how I get so scared when I interact with people online. Since I usually can't tell if they're annoyed with me .

And because I'm "old". 20 year olds probably don't want input from me about their art or my stupid thoughts about Distress Signal or whatever I say .

I've been told not to think about ages so much. But it's hard because of maturity and also for me, the want to still fit in and belong.

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Please send me Distress Signal content (fanart, fic recommendations, a nice letter from Dispatch would be cute (whatever that means).

Ahahaha, since I've been in a stressful, distressing last few months.

I know this is whining but it's one of the few things I can control right now--Staring at Dispatch & Arnold and enjoying them .

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I wish Dispatch could cuddle me and let me stroke his soft, silvery hair. And maybe even yank his tie or lanyard. Tehehe!

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Happy anniversary of

Secret of the Mimic Distress Signal!

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"We're just getting started..."

It's Dispatch and Ralph based on a scene in chapter 8 of this fic, "Keep On Truckin' " by Anonymous.

I won't spoil it, but it's a very enjoyable work! Arnold and Ralph are so cute together! And I find Ralph very relatable since he's awkward . But also very sweet in his relationship with Arnold even though he's shy and naive at times. I guess that's better than saying "innocent". I really, really dislike when people assume that when someone is quiet or just doesn't know certain things, like how to be intimate in a relationship, that they're innocent. People assume that about me in person. Tsk.

Anyway, that got off track. Chapter 8 might be my favorite so far. And maybe that's wrong (?) to say since Dispatch is very depraved in it. But I also found it very attractive. Tehe!

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So I was hoping that thinking of Distress Signal would make me a little happier.

It hasn't. So maybe I'm losing interest in it? *gasp* Maybe not...

I have thought of how I wish Dispatch was real so he could talk to me and tell me nice things. Maybe I could sit in his lap or cuddle with him. Ahh, he's so pretty!

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So I was looking at a Data Diver prop for sale on Etsy. But then I was immediately distracted by the reviews saying things like "it feels good to hold" and the length of it.

After that all I could think of was what Dispatch (and I) think of Arnold and his physical traits. Tehehe!