Jul 15
BRUH NOT ONLY AM I ALREADY FEELING HORRIBLE AND FEEL LIKE IM ALREADY FAILING MY SUMMER JOB — BUT THE ENDING OF VOX MACHINA WTF MAN!!! IM CRYING EVEN MORE
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BRUH NOT ONLY AM I ALREADY FEELING HORRIBLE AND FEEL LIKE IM ALREADY FAILING MY SUMMER JOB — BUT THE ENDING OF VOX MACHINA WTF MAN!!! IM CRYING EVEN MORE
I hate how I get so scared when I interact with people online. Since I usually can't tell if they're annoyed with me .
And because I'm "old". 20 year olds probably don't want input from me about their art or my stupid thoughts about Distress Signal or whatever I say .
I've been told not to think about ages so much. But it's hard because of maturity and also for me, the want to still fit in and belong.
"Ew, why do you like Snape?"
Because he's messed up like me.
"Ew, why do you like Anakin Skywalker?"
Because he's messed up like me.
"Ew, why do you like Frankenstein's monster?"
Because he's messed up like me.
"Why do you--"
BECAUSE HE'S MESSED UP JUST LIKE ME.
I'm both a star wars and star trek fan. Mainly cuz of my dad. And well last week I was leaving school after a test and saw my friends who were staying back for a bit and decided to say goodbye nerdy-ly. I ended up holding my hand up with the live long and prosper sign and then said may the force be with you. It was embarrassing as hell.
A couple complaints and looking for something I can't find...
Darn, I'm being a weirdy weirdo by looking for old fanart of Distress Signal that I really don't seem to be able to find. (Ahah, one is of Arnold and the other is just of Dispatch saying "awesome job" or something. ) Maybe I should cut my losses and stop looking.
In other news I feel weird since I think I'm too old to bother liking Distress Signal anyway. Some people say that age and fandom interests don't matter.
But I disagree since I'm still think that when one is an adult they shed away their interests in pursuit of whatever traditional things are supposedly signs of success or "required" by the other adults around them. I know this isn't really true--that I can still enjoy my interests. But the old thoughts I was brought up with still bother me.
This really went off track of what I was originally saying but either way I should probably stop thinking about both things. And I didn't want to make the second thought a separate post since both are complaints.
Two nerd things that are still bothering the crap out of me:
How did Yelena get to the top of that building? I mean it was cool to see her just step off and then then base jump down to the floor that she wanted, but how did she get there in the first place? Is it that she just took an elevator to the roof?
And the pearl clutching stupidity of the people in The originals is really nagging at me even though I have stopped watching it because it's too amazingly stupid. They're just, oh no, we're helpless, these creatures that we created are being so mean to us; just fucking chop their heads off. Problem solved.
Had to stop myself from talking about how birds mate and how bees mate in a class today, it was a weird class either way
Had watched too many eyes glaze over, suffered too many interruptions while I tattered on about books and facts.
Kate Stevens, from Bride of Brutal Hearts
