After more than a year, I finally managed to draw something. Funnybunny brought me back to reality (and gave me an obsession that's been going on for about two weeks now)
I actually really love the circus theme, and TDAC breathed life back into me again. life that, before this, I thought I didn't even have. The feeling of despair, torment, and loneliness has started to fade. Not because I made friends, but because I'm beginning to accept that I don't need them, and that it's better this way. All my former best friends, the ones I gave my whole self to only to get a door slammed in my face in return - I don't need them anymore.
It's about time I learned how to be friends with myself.
It's really funny how my attitude toward friendship is becoming just like Jax's I'm just really tired.
